now She fall...

Granny feel on her face
but it landed on the left side 1st
i was sitting on the table next to her when she fell
if time was like in the MATRIX movie
i would have save her from the fall
=/

why am i the 1st person to be there or to know
when Grandpa or Granny fall??
When Grandpa fell he was talking to me
if i had when down half min earlier
i would have save him from falling flat on the face
now Granny's turn
Heart Pain leh~!

Have i told you about a story of an EMO girl?

it took her TWO months to get off that track. Being emo everyday was her life , nothing makes her happy. Totally NOTHING.

Not even her other half’s jokes & care have any effect on it. Till it comes to a point where they both argue everyday because of the girl is always Emo.

At night she would cry herself to sleep. She wudn’t dare to go downstairs at night alone. & she tells no one of this.

Her Loving Grandpa’s death had caused her much sadness. Nothing beats anything if her grandpa would be alive & talking to her again.

Shivers goes down her spine whenever she pass the hospital. Thinking of the whole night she spent there waiting for her Grandpa. Even the sound of the ambulance gives her chills & bring back memories what happened.

I am That Girl. i’ve learned to accept the fact that he is Gone now. I love you Grandpa , have a great time up there is Heaven

=)

# Day 8 - if i could change something about myself , what would it be?

hhhhmm…nothing physical. Oh well , it maybe a lie coz since young i’ve been complaining bout my height & fatty thighs. But i’ve came to accept it the way i am now

=)

i would like to change my temper & my mood swings. However for girls mood swings are like something that is within us. We are born with it. Don’t you think so girls?

My temper could come anytime & i do show it on my face. I’m easily angry when i’m tired , sleepy , hungry & when some one nags too much.