De activities i did...

EVE of CNY

he was banging my sis leg!!see his innocent face!DENG!!!

1st dat of CNY

wen to my far cousin's hse..cuz dey cudnt come to my grandparent's hse..

couzin's hamster..damn FAT!

her white rat...
her playful cat..

camwhore in QUEEN's toilet..HAH!

2nd day of CNY

we had dim sum!!YAY!

we made sushi...
aunties..
uncles..
steamboat..

VODKA with orange juice

xD

yee shang...*a muz hav during CNY*

*CHOR DAI DEE*

a muz play game during CNY..

nice rite my cards??

(^^)

wat i had for my 20th bday...

started off by having whisky of 19 YEARS!

with coke la of course..hehehe....

this no normal coke!

hahaha...at least i miz with coke..

but my sis dint!!

De bottle

had FONDUE..at Haagen-dazs

bro's treat..

LALALAL~!

bot these T's..as a gift...

for myself...

ops...one of it my mum paid...

hahaha

da gift from my parents!!

actualy i told them i wan dat..

(^^)

another gift i bot for myself...

LUV it...

this year's colour..

probably will change to

ORANGE...

hhmmm....

or mayb...

i shal stick with

PINK!

xD

owh...CNY

' Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni Ah ...

.... Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni!!! '

HAH!yeah i knw im sick..lol

singing dat song during CNY juz to annoy ppl..

how good??!!

xD

okies...CNY this year is kinda da same every year tho..

i dun knw y..mayb cuz...

alws CNY eve we'll have RICE with Dishes..*yeah i HATE RICE!!*

and CNY 1st or 2nd day we'll have steamboat or bbq..

this year we had STEAMBOAT on da 2nd day of CNY

YAY!!

we made sushi too...and..

AHEM~**

thx to me..i was da one to tell them wat to do

MUAHAHAHA

(^^)

aft dinner is *CHOR DAI DI* time~!

ooooh yea...i did win...lalalalal~

we play for fun...we din gamble..

CUZ...der is TWO PASTORS at home...

HOW TO GAMBLE??

wana kena marah ke?

ekekeke...

my dad and my uncle watchin...

so we b gud ya..

oh bout ang paos...getting lesser each year tho...

how i wish im in KL!!!

i LUV U KL!!

muahahaaaaa....

cuz sp no chinese eh...

if got aso dey r mix...therefore dey dun giv

and...and...and....

i GAIN....

WEIGHT!!!!

DEFINITELY!

no need da machine to tell me dat i gain...

juz ned to see my tummy and dats enuf as a FACT!!

ekekeke...

oh well...

will tink of losing weight later la...

now juz think to

EAT!!!

lalalala~!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY CNY!!!!

心 . 跳 Heart Beat - Lee Hom's Album

心 . 跳 HEART BEAT
LEE HOM'S LATEST ALBUM

this is da cover pic of the album...

owh! MY Lee Hom!! (^^)

i like him since young...

all started when i heard his song

' bu yao hai pa'..means dont' be scared..

i've fallen in luv with his voice..and when and search who is da singer..

i din tink dat he wud be so so duper HOT!!!

hahaha...at da end i fell in luv wit him too...

but too sad...he is so so much older than i am..

now i tink he is 32 d..*sob sob*

but age is juz a number aite??

xD

hope to meet him face to face someday..

and duet with him..

it wud b my dream cum thru!!

in every album of his...

i particulary like a song..and it will keep playin in my mind..

in this album..i luv his

EVERYTHING..

very meaningful lyrics he wrote..

i shall translate abit k?

xp

故事裡的 起承轉合 有一些忘記

做了多少錯誤的選擇

原來波折 才暗示著 該走的方向

指引你我來到這一刻

就算別人都說 我們沒什麼出息

if even other ppl say dat we are not meant to be together

不可能會這樣輕易放棄

we cudnt easily give up on this relationship

Cause You're My Everything

就一個原因 讓我勇敢面對這個世界

because of this reason..i dare to face this world

想給你 Everything

want to give you Everything

不管用多少個明天 永遠從此刻開始算起

from now on till forever...no matter it takes how many days

你的愛是我的 Everything

your love is always my everything

遼闊天際 求和相遇 有多少機率

多少煙火 墜落無痕跡

因為幸福 沒有捷徑 難免要繞道

不被看好 越是要走到

就算別人都說 我們沒什麼出息

不可能會這樣輕易放棄

你就是 Everything

就這個原因 讓我勇敢面對這個世界

想給你 Everything隻要你說一聲願意

所有的未來才有意義

你的愛是我的 Everything

Cause You're My Everything

就這個原因 讓我勇敢面對這個世界

想給你 Everything不管用多少個明天

永遠從此刻開始算起

你就是 Everything

就如這個原因 我會永遠記住這種感覺

想給你 Everything

隻要你說一聲願意 所有的未來才有意義

你的愛是我的 Everything

this is his MV - EVERYTHING

damn his body is purrrfect!

hehe...sry i cudnt translate all..cuz my mandrin is not dat good..

6 years of chinese school is juz a waste now...

(^^)

Fated To Love You

Da BEST taiwanese series of 2008!!

Title : Fated To Love You (You're My Destiny) or Ming Zhong Zhu Ting Wo Ai Ni

Cast : Ethan Ruan ( Ji Cun Xi)
Chen Qiao En ( Chen Xin Yi)

dats da two lead actor and actress...others u dun ned to knw..if u wan..juz google it...hahaha (^^)

their poster...
this is their other poster..

Da main actor...Ethan Ruan...damn HOT rite??ekeke...da main actress...Chen Qiao En

da CAST..

from left...Dylan..Xin Yi...Anna...Cun Xi..

dis r all of their names in da show...

wana get da real name?

u knw...

GOOGLE...xp

this is their super HOT scene on da bed...

i tink lil kidss shudnt watch this show..LOL

(^^)

Da Synopsis....
am gona b a show spoiler!!!hahaha...sry to those who din watch yet...xD

da movie is about this gal...Xin Yi...who is very plain..very patience..very stupid...and luv to help others suddenly wen on bed with a guy...Cun Xi and got pregnant..Da guy is a president of one big company..and da gal is juz a normal office gal..alws bullied by others..

all of this started wen Xin Yi to a wrong room while on da cruise and da guy thought dat it was his gf on bed so he...u knw...hahah..then da gal got pregnant...but da guy ady has a gf...however..he still took responsibility of wat he did...

da story goes on..and all bout da probs dey hav to go thru cuz of their mistakes...but end up Cun Xi fell in love with Xin Yi but he still deny it...but til near da end..he got da courage to tell her and start chasing her all over again...

this is a great show...kinda real tho...da things dey go thru in da show..is as same as reality..it took me for days to finish 4 dvds!!hahaha..i evn watch til da wee hours...xD

yeah yeah i knw i stil gota study..but this show is juz way too nice..im so gona watch it again!!!

MUZ WATCH K!!!

da HOT Ethan Ruan..he is a model too...

but he has a gf in real life...=(

oh gals..dun b sad..hahaha...

oh yeah...happy CNY every1...im so gona start my makan feast at 8pm tonite!!!!!!and goin round for ang paos...lalalalalal~

(^^)

i got lotsa things to post...but..no time...

haha..so u all

gota...

WAIT!

xD

SHINee - so sick

OWH..another great song sang by this CUTE GUY!!!

im in LUV with HIM!!!!

JONG HYUN...hope ur reading this...ahaakakka....

n yea...am currently SO SICK OF LOVE SONGS!!!!!

Amazing Voice Korean Boy Singing Sisqo's Incomplete

i've FALLEN IN LOVE with his VOICE!!!!

da truth bout LIFE

RELATIONSHIP is like a game...
der is alws a start and an ending...
da start wud alws be easy and nice...
while da ending might get sour...
its easy to start and easy to end...
our life's like dat...
its has been alws a game...
in a game no matter how much u put ur effort to play it..evntually sometimes u'll lose..
same as a RELATIONSHIP...
no matter how much u put effort in maintaining it...it wil eventually end someday..
its unpredictable...

LOVE...does its ever exist??!!
probably...but sometimes it totaly wont..
if LOVE does exist...y der is ppl breaking up every single day?
if dey had LOVE is da 1st place...y do dey break up?
if u predict to break up someday...y did u eva let urself into a relationship?

HURT..y is alws only one partner gota get it?
y not both?
life's unfair...it will neva b fair...


LOVE is aint as easy as u say it...LOVE is aint beautiful as u predict it wud b...LOVE alws comes with da fren called 'HURT'...these two r da best buddies dat u cudnt separate...

tis is da truth...
will alws b da truth...
no one cud change it..

WAKE UP FROM UR DREAM GURL!

moral of da story....
be a bacholer or a spinster is da best decision...u'll get lonely but u wont get hurt...aint it better?

MAH 1st contact lense...

Last year december...i got a pair of colour contact lense without power...its brown colour..wanted to get blue or green but i felt dat it was way too fake...i wan it natural and nice..

ny diff??cud see da colour?

hehe...its kinda dark tho...shud get a lighter 1...

nyway...for a 1st timer to wear contact lense is super duperly hard!!i hav to take bout 30mins to wear it..haiyo...and wen u wear it on...its kinda blur...cuz ur vision will b covered abit...so its kinda not comfy...but i bot it d...gota wear it..next time i shall try purple!looks nice...

(^^)

TWO FACE FREAKS...

der is alot of two face freaks in this world...therefore u muz reali knw a person before trusting them...

talking bout tis systoms...our own ministers are aso facing this...today dey'll say a thing...da next day dey'll say a diff thing...

as an EXAMPLE...

last week...we condem isreal and USA...lets boycott coca-cola!!
this week...we r proud to hav a new USA president and is happy to work with them...

WTF rite???!!!!

as i see things...our ministers r juz rubbish..wateva dey say makes no sense...they dun hav a stable ground to stand on...wat dey do is juz to please ppl n say things dat are childish....

as our chinese saying...following ppl's ass....as in dey tryin to please other ppl who is of higher position than them...but at da back...dey'll talk bad of them...

apa itu moral??why u all forcing us to study moral while u guys dun act like dat way?...u call urself moralise?? OWH PLEASE!!!look at ur acts!its ridiculas!its childish!...its like u dun hav a stand...no leadership qualities..and dats all i cud say....im dissapointed (@.@)

Hell's Life...

HELL's life started rite aft my bday...cuz its one more week to FINALS!

ok in a week i gota squeeze my tiny lil brain with 4 subs of theory...and aso calculations...and..formats...and bla bla bla...

studying everyday is a tough job to do..cuz u'll eventually get lazy and wil tink of giving up and go in da hall and juz sit for dat dumb paper without studying...i thought of it..but not willing to risk it..cuz i wana graduate on time!!hehe...

AUDIT was super tough..hope i get enuf marks to slightly squeeze thru da passing border..then came monday , tue and wed...3 days in a row of finals!i din look forward for dat cuz it will b super tiring...1st day was ECONS...hmm...ok ok la...i tink can pass...2nd day was Management Accs...n dat SUCKSS!!!screw dat sub!!idiot sub!how da HELL ppl cud score A for dat sub?those guys muz b super NERDS!...well im gona fail dat paper..no idea wat to do..so i juz wrote as much as i cud b get out from da freezing hall dat was killing me slowly...came out..i felt like crying...but thought i was no use cuz wat is done...is done..no use regreting later..so fine..i suck up n spent whole day shopping with parents...3rd day was Financial Acc...owh dat was way way much easier than MA!...i sat thru da whole 3 hours doin it...was kinda happy cuz i knw how to do..hehe...

these 3 days i've been living on caffein!owh yes...coffee!white coffee...on da 3rd day i took double shoot as i seriously super duperly sleepy as i sleep at 8 pm n get up at 1 am or 2 am to study..most of my papers is in da morning...so yea..get up study da whole time...and another thing...i sit too much till my back aches alot!!!its been hurting for more than a week ady...sumtimes reali makes me wana cry..2ND year is reali a KILLER!!all da tough subs dey leave it at da back..damn them!!

ok get to rest for a week..n then da battle will start again..so for now..im not thinkin of da damn subs!!LAW and Financial Management...DANG!but at least got time to study those subs....

RIDICULOUS Law....

ever heard dat u need consent from ur neighbours to own a pet???
A PET!!!

its so dumb!proves da ppl in da higher position are all dumbos...
wat a stupid LAW!

it all started cuz a lil gurl who is oni 5 years old got pounded by a stray dog...

tell u one thing...DOGS HAVE FEELINGS TOO okay...
im sure dat naughty lil gurl did throw stones or provoked dat dog before dats y dat dog bite her...
and all i cud say is...U DESERVE IT!...dun cum blame ppl for ur wrong doings and say dat DOGS are HARMFUL ANIMALS!!!

last time wen i was in kl...my lil cutie patchy hated those school going kids wen they walk pass my house..i din knw y...so one day i close da main door and open da window abit wen those naughty kids walk pass...and u knw wat dey did to him??THEY THROW STONES ON HIM!!! no wonder he hated them...i straight away shouted at them...i din giv them ny face..and they quickly ran away..DAMN those stupid kids!!!

so now..its ridiculous to blame DOGS for bitting those naughty lil kids...
and its ridiculous for implementing da law to get consent from neighbours oni u can keep ur luvly PET...
thk god dey oni implemented it in Negeri Sembilan...i dun tink dey evn dare to implement it other place..if dey do..im sure lotsa ppl will screw them!HAH!and dat time ders drama to see (^^)

if da ministers impose any stupid law again..im sure all dog lovers will protest..therefore to da ppl on da top...plz tink b4 u do any action...u all cudnt have a dog dats y u all have cats as pets..both those animals are harmless..cuz dey are PETS!doink...no ned put ny stupid law juz to own a pet...if not later u will see more stray dogs on da roads..and killing them is equally cruel as killing a human!

for now...

for now...

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damn!

hate my life rite now...

exams has neva been ny1's fav..

for da past 3 days..

i have been having nitemares every single nite!!!

STRESS!!

y da heck u came??!!!

aint dat happy...

aint happy bout da new year...

2009...

so much stuff ady happen for da past few days of JANUARY..

1st...i got sick...(-.-)..damn hate it!its like a cycle for me...every two or one month..i'll sure get sorethroat and dat will lead to flu and fever...gosh!!im so not healthy!my antibody is so so weak.. =(

2nd..mum told me she cudnt celebrate my bday with me cuz she goin genting... =(

3rd...my dear aso told me dat he wudnt b around during my bday.. =(

4th..on my bday..sis's bf's dad died cuz of heart attack n therefore my sis wasnt around aso...

5th..last nite had nightmares...not one..is TWO bad dreams..(-.-)..was so so tired till i din wana go church..ders lotsa blood in da dreams..damn scary..

6th..wanted to go eat a nice big feast juz to destress myself and aso to celebrate my bday..end up goin to da funeral cuz my grandma wanted to...

and da COMING...im super STRESS up cuz of da coming FINALS...


let me tel u my freaking bloody dreams....
da 1st is..i saw a man got crash by a car infront of my eyes...da car wen over his body..n every1 der was hoping him to die at da spot..cuz if he dont...he'll suffer da pain..however..he din die..we cud see his fingers moving...and his bloody gushing out...and flowing towards my direction and end up my leg kena his blood...i tried to run..tried to get away from da scene but cudnt..suddenly i got up..but fell asleep aft a short while...

2nd dream was...i was in a land..like a desert...der is houses but its far away from each other...we r running away from someone...cuz dey r tryin to kill us...was in da car with my family...we drive and dint stop for anythin...but we cud see bodies on da road..i was so so scared..din knw wat to do...and suddenly i got up...but feel asleep again...DAMN!was so tiring having bad dreams...cuz wen i wana open my eyes..im still super sleepy..as if i din sleep da whole nite..


(>.<)

my dear told me dat i had nitemares cuz i was stress up...probably ah...

finals is killing me...it took me so many days juz to read up a subject...AUDIT..n teacher said da FAILING RATE is da HIGHEST every year....DANG!im dead...but i will strive thru!
next ECONS , MA , and FAP..theory..accounts and accounts...i definitely wont end up bein a "management accountant"...so its so freaking confusing!!!

im tired...my eyeballs super pain...hope time fly super fast from now til feb..so dat i will b free aft dat!

one thing im happy bout..is dat my bro took me to HAAGEN-DAZS to eat da FONDUE!muahahahaha... (^^)

bye my TEEN life....

da clock strike 00:00 on 10th Jan

DING DING DING DING....

JESS!!
u r 20!!!!! *grin*

however my hp wasnt flooded with msges...but my facebook and frenster are da opposite..

frenz dat i din expect for them to wish me..wished me...& frenz i expect to wish me...dint

ooohhh wateva...

b4 12am...sis took me to 7/11 to get coke...for wat??? definitely der is a reason bhind it...
its to drink with WHISKY!! muahahahaha...
she had a 19 year old WHISKY given by her fren...n she open n drank it with me at 12am...hahhaa...lol...din get drunk..juz felt like my head floating abit...lalala~

HOWEVER...aft we drank...she got a bad news...dat is...her bf's dad got into ICU...we din tot dat it will lead to death...but at 1 something..her bf called and said his dad juz pass away..WAT??!!!so from now on my BDAY will b my sis's bf's dad's death date...wat a great date....(-.-)

nothing special on today...dats y i cud blog...im up tis early cuz she woke me up to go DIM SUM..yeah so full now and tinkin of goin back to BED..heheheh~

TEEN life was great...nothin much to say bout it tho..juz dat im stil havent hit da CLUB yet!!!haiyo..i so wana go juz for da sake of goin for da 1st time..

TWENTIES...juz startin it...dun knw wat to expect from it...for me..its juz another age startin with da number '2'..im still me..

HAPPY BDAY to MYSELF!

ekekeke...

goin WACKO...

for da past few days...have been non-stop copying notes from my frenz...all bcuz of....

i din attend class.... xD

was bz with my singing contest and aso took off from coll for christmas and aso new year to spend time in sp..and now i gota face da consequences for skipping so much!

Notes notes NOTES...

later....

Finals FINals FINALS!!!!

omigosh!!

i cudnt evn be happy dat my bday is cuming...cuz im so uptight with my studies

(-.-)

im gona hit da big 20!hah! no more a TEEN...

i tink my bday will b juz another normal day in da calender...cuz der is no 1 to celebrate it for me..

*sob sob*

nyway..i got my banner pic from my fren....

damn fake rite??!!dey edit too much d...

da TOP 13 Finalist....

our studio pic

one random pic of us during practice...

i will stand.....

NO!

i shall stand da...

PRESSURE...

GOD HELP ME!

oni u cud help me...

da WAR shall begin now and end in february...

Reunite...

its been a year since i last met them...i mean da twins...der is twins in da pic...*spot them*
so last nite i call them up to meet up today...
its great!!
der wer alws 7 of us..*bestie*..since form3 but then da twins changed to another skol at form4...however we all stil go to da same tuition for form 4 and 5.
Today der wer 5 of us...two missing...ah dats alrite...most of da time is 3 of us meet up to have a drink and catch up on each other's life...
we talk non-stop from 1pm til 5pm...hehehe...HOT GOSSIP! xD

me & ah mei....da other twin is called ah wei (^^)

PRESSURE!!
i FEEL IT!!
DANG!
13 more days!!!
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FINALS!
(+.+)

i missed lotsa classes tis sem...how am i gona pass??!!

Do u believe in ur own Religion?

this post is super personal and da real me...
DO NOT look at me one kind aft readin it....
oni ppl in my position will knw wat im goin thru...



u could scold or critise me...
i dun care...
cuz i admit....
i did doubted for being a Christian...

im a pastor's daughter so wat?...doesnt mean we all are born pppuuurrrrfect and neva doubted on things in life....

i doubt more cuz i din have a chance to choose..aft i rch 12 i began to tink twice...is tis da real GOD?is he da GOD we shud pray to?..

of course i din tell my parents i was tinkin like tis...dey wud KILL me!!!i told my bro...parents are hard to talk with...cuz dey dun knw da way we tink...dey will keep on lecture n lecture on y we tink like dat...i tell nything...from sick to studies...or life...all dey say is *PRAY*...gosh im sick and tired of listening to dat word when i wan them to reali knw wat im goin thru. if nything cud b easily settle by juz praying...then why on tis earth der is stil so much prob goin on??im not saying praying is useless...juz dat we ned to see da reality.Doesnt mean ur sick..u juz pray n u will get well without taking ny med...rite??things juz dun happen wen u juz pray....YEAH ya i knw...pray aso GOD"S answer will b OK , NO , or WAIT...

im not a good believer...i hardly read da bible...*yeah i admit dat*...and when my fren came talkin to me bout facts vs any religion...i got stuck!

he is a free tinker...n free tinkers are da scariest!cuz all dey talk is FACTS FACTS FACTS!!!der is no GOD on tis earth and everything happen for a reason...i did go MAD when i talk to him..i try to make him understand dat there is GOD on earth..it took me years to stick those stuff to his head...and thank god now his gf is a believer...so he may shut up on his facts and believe in GOD.

somehow i was suprise with myself...y din i fall for those FACTS?since i wasnt strong with my beliefs...y i din believe in wat he says??i was so confuse at one stage...no 1 cud help me at dat point...ny1 who try to talk thru my head will neva succeed...BUT i got up...slowly tryin to believe in GOD again..yeah im weak...but i stil have my trust in HIM.

GOD test my family alot in da past...u all have no idea wat we wen thru..too much stuff to mention n some u all might not believe..juz to clean my dad from all his spirits...i vomited more than 15times in a day...BELIEVE OR NOT?up to u guys....at one point i was labeled as *DA EVIL OF DA FAMILY*...n yes i was DEEPLY HURT...i turn away...from family and GOD...tis things stil haunt me...til now...i stil do tink im da EVIL one...its stuck to my head...weneva der is an arguement...i do tink its my fault cuz im da EVIL one...

im not strong...but hope to be in da future...

i DO believe der is GOD up der watching us...covering us from harm...but things dat happen preventing me from goin near to HIM.

so plz dont tink im super HOLY cuz my dad is...do not say dat i HAVE TO BE one cuz of my dad...im struggling...

i aint perfect!i hav my own views and thoughts...let me deal with myself

i may look as im alrite...but deep inside im not...
however i knw dat im on da rite path d....but da path is a rocky road....

Great nite out with baby!!!

tis is our 1st time out tis year....

(^^)

Glad to see him and huggie him!!!thx 4 da dinner honey!

I LUV U!

*MUAKS!*

tho we dun get to meet as often as we want...

my heart will alws b with u!

he followed me till i rcd home...

how sweet izit??

nah...hehehe...cuz we stay near by and he use da same road to go home...

ekekeke....xp

we had to drive our own car cuz of some reasons..

how i wish SP is as big as KL..

then we wont bump into any ppl dat he know..

aisk i shudnt b complaining...

Life's tough now...it will b beta in da future

hope dat when we come out for work...i'll b more easier for us

its ady 3 years and 7 months

GOSH..it has neva been easy for us..

GOD can u promise me dat our future will b easier?

*how i wish i cud*

*see u weneva i wan....

*hug u weneva i wan...

*kiss u weneva i wan..

HOW I WISH!!

GOD tis is my early bday wish...

plz grant it

(0.0)

PICS of my journey in Project sTAR...

everything started off with 13 stangers in da FINALS....but as time goes..ders a bond between all of us...

my banner

at APT academy

Tsen Lung..da 2nd runner up
magaret..da champion..
supper aft my FINALS...

ah mei....our PURPLE stage..
i luv my hairstyle!!

da FINALE..everybody crazy dancing on da stage...

Beautiful ppl with Beautiful charater and with a Beautiful VOICE!

I LOVE U GUYS...

*except for a feler...*

*grin*i dun like u....

still dun like u...n will neva try to like u..

xD