new addition

Oh beloved Bloggie ,

thy servant had abandoned you much

Been busy? Lazy?

hehehe..all sum up~

oh yeah just got pics from my sis's wedding shall i post 1 up? 

=)

an addition to my family

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Mr & Mrs Julian Tan

so not used to call him * jie fu * yet

i still call him julian kor kor

=p

Ummm...lets see

Life's pretty intense busy last whole week

end up sick this week

Spend the beginning of the week at KL

& end of the week at Camerons!

Shop & Eat till i drop in KL ;

Eat till im Fat in Camerons.

Life's goooooood~

Starting work next weekkk~

wooohooooo*

not asking much , i just want a permanent position

after all this contract jobs

>.<"

its sickening to start anew 

new people ; new procedure ; new job

if you knw what i mean.

Gona meet my secondary babes after so long, tonite!

YAY! a happy girl much.

Love it or Hate it

Life still goes on.

Be it Being Happy or Sad

Days still passes by.

Cried a few times as patchy was so weak

till everyone thinks that putting him to sleep is the best thing to do for him

i wudnt let anyone do that ,

ending a life is a cruel thing , 

be it an animal who cudnt talk to voice out his thoughts!

Stroke got to him , 

till at times he cudnt control his own saliva

My baby boy , i wudnt know what would i do without him~

he has been there for the whole 11years!

nites when my tears cudnt stop flowing , 

i would sit outside with him ,

stroking him as i pour out how sad i am to him ,

he just sits there quietly listening to me.

Bathe him today ,

all he did was lay down the whole time

as he has no strength to stand up

its very sad looking at him like this.

am i cruel letting him suffer like this

because of my selfishness for not letting him go?

ihavenoidea

=/

Trauma? perhaps~

Happened weeks ago~

*just had no time/ lazy to blog bout it*

=p

 The boy was sick,

so at nite we decide to visit the doc

*This happened at Crystal Point , Penang*

Parked , went down the car without my bag

as the boyfie asked me to put in the car

so fine , i did~

pillow & sweater over my bag

& its totally invisible except for the bump~

that was a super bad choice!

Walked to the 24hours shop to get some bread

as we walk to the shop ,

we gota walk by our car.

nothing seems wrong , no suspicious people seen

after buying the stuff we wanted ,

we walked back to the car

as we were walking back ,

there's a super loud turbo car ramming his engine

our focus turned to him & neglected to see what's happening to our car

as i walk towards the car door

i saw my bag was on the floor ;

heartbeat stopped for a second ;

WHY IZIT out here?!

dint i put it on my seat?! 

walked closer , i hear the shattering of glass

IT JUST HAPPENED FEW SECONDS AGO!

i gasp! ; boyfie saw it as he opened his side of the door

SHIT!

straight away he took out his metal bar 

to search for the culprit!

i stand there , stunned , shock

quickly search my bag ; anything gone missing?!

Thank god nothing was gone ; the only valuable stuff in my bag 

was an old SE hp others were just food stuff 

=p

He went round the car park area

not too far away as he din't wana leave me alone

as we were standing there , checking the car

a man in short & specs walked by

i din wana point at him nor tell my boyfie mayb its him

cz im not too sure

but i kept staring at him as he walk by

the thieve din manage to take anything

cz that time we were walking back to our car

but the side mirror was damage & its costly!

cudnt make any police report as nothing gone missing

shaken , got home still cudnt believe that it happened so fast!

dat idiot is still on the road , breaking more cars 

I pray that one day , your both hands would be crushed

end up being a disable feler~

So many robbery case on FB

made me even more scared staying in this huge  house

at nite i just couldn't sleep

even if i head to bed by 12

any small lil noise i hear

i would get up & check

would eventually fall asleep by 3am ; maybe

or God knows what time

Trauma cuz in KL years ago

 ; my house was ransacked by the robbers

luckily no one was home

but its such a horrible experience to go thru

really scare the hell outta u