new addition

Oh beloved Bloggie ,

thy servant had abandoned you much

Been busy? Lazy?

hehehe..all sum up~

oh yeah just got pics from my sis's wedding shall i post 1 up? 

=)

an addition to my family

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Mr & Mrs Julian Tan

so not used to call him * jie fu * yet

i still call him julian kor kor

=p

Ummm...lets see

Life's pretty intense busy last whole week

end up sick this week

Spend the beginning of the week at KL

& end of the week at Camerons!

Shop & Eat till i drop in KL ;

Eat till im Fat in Camerons.

Life's goooooood~

Starting work next weekkk~

wooohooooo*

not asking much , i just want a permanent position

after all this contract jobs

>.<"

its sickening to start anew 

new people ; new procedure ; new job

if you knw what i mean.

Gona meet my secondary babes after so long, tonite!

YAY! a happy girl much.

Love it or Hate it

Life still goes on.

Be it Being Happy or Sad

Days still passes by.

Cried a few times as patchy was so weak

till everyone thinks that putting him to sleep is the best thing to do for him

i wudnt let anyone do that ,

ending a life is a cruel thing , 

be it an animal who cudnt talk to voice out his thoughts!

Stroke got to him , 

till at times he cudnt control his own saliva

My baby boy , i wudnt know what would i do without him~

he has been there for the whole 11years!

nites when my tears cudnt stop flowing , 

i would sit outside with him ,

stroking him as i pour out how sad i am to him ,

he just sits there quietly listening to me.

Bathe him today ,

all he did was lay down the whole time

as he has no strength to stand up

its very sad looking at him like this.

am i cruel letting him suffer like this

because of my selfishness for not letting him go?

ihavenoidea

=/