Friday 23 August 2013

The Return

The prodigal writer returns.......

=)
so much to say but too lazy to write!
can i just have a gadget which capture my voice
& write it down for me?
cz my brain works faster than my fingers.

hmmm..rant?
nope , much happy with work.
Freshie alwys gets harsh comments at their work ,
it's just so normal
but im lucky to have been put at a place 
where surrounding are much helpful to guide me through.

This month ; still going on ; will go on 
till godknowswhen my supervisor will be back.
She had some emergency so she had to take leave from work
so , yes , i gota handle all by myself
=/
Well not all , at least i have to review it with my manager
before sending my work out.
But its usually , i do the work , hand it over to my supervisor
with explanation & she would review it with the manager.
However now , i gota go straight to the manager.
No , he's not bad at all
it is just dat he is a perfectionist.
So , yeah , you get it?!
But he's willing to teach & guide me , 
i take that as a private consultation/training for the job.
It's real tiring to answer the *whys*

You think this is bad? Having to review with manager?
Think about , i gota deal with other dept's manager/dept head / Overseas US team!!
You have no idea that i had to crack my head each time i sent out emails
Using *Big Fat Huge Words* each time , kills the brain.
HAhahahaha~
cz i din't wana look tiny.
They'll be like *Who are you to decide?* My post is higher leh!
But nah , they are not like dat.
I just use Gigantic words to look smart , that's all
=D
1 sentence i wrote :
*Customization will raise questionable speculation on our company's integrity*
HAAH , okay , well , not that huge words anyway.
But seriously , its not that my english is so Geng anyway.
Just wana appear as Professional in my job.

Everytime my line phone rings, 
I'll be Shiiit! Who's This?!
Faster check the address book as they have the names & position of the person.
Why?! Why this Unit Manager is calling me?
Oh no~ have i done wrong??
>.<
hahahahah~
Dramaqueen aren't i?
Im glad , though they maybe in a higher position,
they are humble enough to teach me.
For that , im Blessed!

Don't say my Director,
He may have taught us valuable experiences,
however , he is quick to put one down too.
For me , i feel as a leader / a senior / anyone elder ,
The Most important thing to do is motivate your subordinates.
Without them , you are nothing ,
without you , they are nothing.
Treat others like how you would want to be treated by the upper management.
One bad apple , destroys the whole basket of apples.

I've wrote much 
but still loads to go!!!

hmmm....another
i find it hard to share my inner thoughts with ppl.
Sharing at Church makes it even worst.
I don't wana be the talk of the *town*
for me sharing in church is forbidden as it shed light to the real you
& ppl will take that and hack you back from the back.
I find it hard to trust ppl at church , 
to me , some are culprits.
Self proclaim holy of holyness person.
Once you let a tiger in , it won't be tame.

Skeptical coz i had this in the past.
Members stab members
well , i know working world is also like that
No?

The one & only person who really knows me is
Abba Father Above
=)
I find it hard to trust , 
total open up myself to a person.
As they may not know the real feeling cz they are not walking in my shoes.
 Therefore , different probs , i share with diff ppl.
It is also awesome to have different ppl in my life.

TRUST is a huge thing for me,
gota gain it , i won't just hand it over to you.

 Why other ppl could get all so famous by writting blog only , 
why cudnt i?!
hahaha~
Aint pretty , aint bitchy , aint fashionista , aint socialist
just an ordinary girl who's writting
to improve on her writing skills.
Actually , i think , blogging really helps
It helps in ways that you can actually write down important info to get through another person by email.
You should read emails by the team in Xiamen & Hangzhou.
Can make a person faint!
>.<
Direct translation. Bahahaha~ sorry if i offended any one
My english aint that good tho , i alwys get corrected for my grammar.