Can't keep my hands to myself

Me back ; me back
Proud of my lousy inkgerish!
I know , its lame

Can't help it at times

At times i wish i have the power to read minds

The minds of others ; it'll def be interesting

Intuition is a lady's gift

However there are doubts bout it at times

As it is not proven to be accurately correct

Advices from whom-so-ever

Doesn't really work well on this stubborn head

As i rather judge from my eyes than others 

So yeah , i gotta admit ; 

A person can condemn another infront of me all they want

But end of the day ,

It doesn't really affect me 

Perhaps i'll just treat it as its a rap song

Call me a snob or 

Tell me "You've got served!"

I'll say oh well , at least i could get up and walk myself

Or make judgement on my own

Trust is very precious gift i would offer

Its just so rare that i could just give it to anyone

Closeness couldn't fairly trade it from me

Truthfuly , i wouldn't show my all

I know this is harsh ; not even close friends

Cz i'll be too vulnerable

Being an optimist is what i would want for the rest of my life

Pessimist is just too depressing

Cut the crap and let yourself live for once!

Bad decisions made are purely lessons in life

Dig a hole ; bury it deep and start again. 

Till then , Toodles! 

Monkey March

the ever perfect monday
sitting by a cafe at the busiest bank street
pening down some thoughts

"Give your all to me and i give my all to you"

Playing in the background

3rd month in the new year

Last 2 months were pretty hectic ever since last year's dec

Work is pilling ; syallabus for studies is updated

How do i break myself in half?

I couldn't but i've been managing such a life

You gotta keep moving to keep holding it in

Life ain't a bed of roses

Only to some i guess

But well , its been a great one!

Pretty much thankful

Plans for this year is not up yet

Was too busy to even think of any trips

Well i guess , being single for the past year

I've gain alot in knowing myself more

To love and accept my own flaws

And prolly change it for the better

Done things i wouldnt even thought of

Get to know strangers i havent meet before

I've got asked

Why i dint wana find another half yet?

The best answer i could give is

I'm still waiting ; waiting for the deserve one

I've been pretty much in the fast lane all these years

Now i would just wana take a step back and wait

Not in the days where pleasing someone was my job

Not in the days where calming the roaring sea was my job

Looking back on that mini me , 

I know i deserve much more than that

Being alone really izint that bad either

It makes you think of what you actually want

What is actually made you , you! 

Just be awesome

And an awesomeness will definitely get to you!