Saturday 31 May 2008

sum crap

wat is da point of a blog wen u cudnt blog bout ur feelings now??

ITS.....





POINTLESS!!!



gals are totaly diff creatures from guys...
from da point we mean to da way we tink...
sum how i tink dat is so amazing that how god created each n every1 of us..
cz every1 wil hav da 1 and oni partner in their life...


gosh!i knw..im craping nw...=.=

SUcKs! (con't)

TARC sucks SucKs SUCKS!!!to da MAX!!!

i super duper hate da damn coll...stupid admin stupid management!!

dey aso hav stupid lecturers tis sem...haiyo..i gota tahan with them for da next 13 weeks to come...haihz...*god help me!*..all of my lecturers are ladies..except for 1..teachin us LAW..he is very gud..bt all da ladies are rubbish!ugh...1 of them i tink oni 40 sumthing bt wears like a 60 yr old lady..n she said no short skirts or pants in my class..muz wear all cover up..so we pakat sayin next time we all wear long skirt to her class..hehehe..xD...c'mon we r not in skol nymore..der is no more rules no wat da heck we need to wear madam!!!dun knw she is married or not...probably not..hahah..(>.<)..n then another 1 is so cheong hei..keeps repeating herself again n again..so sick of it..n her class suppose to finis at 5..bt she onli let us go at 5.15...ugh!!cz she talk so so much til she cudnt finis wat she suppose to teach for dat day...hate her lo!!dun she knw sum of us gota rush 4 da coll bus??!!..da other 2 lecturers i dun like cz da way dey talk is like putting u to sleep ni...haiyo..y tis sem's lecturers all so teruk 1??..my mum was worryin i wud flop my papers cz i dun like my lecturers..hehehe..yeah i was once like dat..if i hate da teacher..i hate dat sub aso...xD..hopefully tis time i do study for da sake of PASSING..hehe..

*fingers cross*..hope to get a car soon..i dun mind izzit a junk car or not..if it is a car dat can move..i'm happy d..hahah..xD

btw..on wed i wen n watch narnia...n it was AWESOME!!..im so gona watch it again...heheh..means im gona dwld it...hahahaha..xp...

Friday 30 May 2008

SUCKS!!!

i wrote a super long post..bt HECK DA DAMN BLOGGER wen into error n then wen i go bak to da page it is GONE!!!!!

F**K THEM!!!!

ugh..
all i wana say now stil is ......











I HATE TARC!!!IT SUCKS TO DA MAX!!!!

luvly korean music vid

gosh!tis music vid is so so touching..tho i dun understand da song...bt tru da music vid..probably da song s sum sort of mean it dat way...

its so sweet of dat guy to do dat for dat gurl..he did it tru LOVE..wud any guy these days do dat??hmmm...i dun tink so..*grin*..hhehe..do u gals agree??...xD

Wednesday 28 May 2008

ps . I LOVE U

have u guys watch tis movie??its so touching!...it made me cry half way thru da movie..gosh!..its reali sweet of da husband to do those stuff for his wife..cz he said der is no1 else in tis world knows her more than him...all tis while der is no movie better than A WALK TO REMEMBER...bt nw...tis movie is on da same level as dat movie..for me la..hehehhe...reali a nice romance story line..n it makes me dream of hw i wish i was dat gurl in da movie..hahhaha..LOL..xD

ok ok yes i was watchin tis movie in da aftnun n yes i din go 4 classes..HAHAHA..(>.<)

nyway its jz a 1 n a half hour of lecture..so i din giv a damn of goin 4 it..tutorials oni startin next week so tis week is oni lecture..bt tomolo im goin la..cz got LAW lecture...*gasp*..its super hard!!!..=(..wen da lecturer says hw to answer a question..he explain n wen he finis explain... all our eyes are widely open cz its so darn long!!!arrrggghhh...n he said we got hafal 70% of da answer given in da book n muz remember every single word cz we cudnt rewrite da facts...wahleh!*die*...n he said..c'mon dun giv me a sour face..take everything wit a smile...c'mon smile..hahaha..he is gud..

tho i skip classes...i din sleep whole day okay...woke up at 11..hahaha..ned to recharge my energy mah..xD..

i dun need to sign up for ny gym cz i ad got free exercise method..tat is to walk from my hse to queensbay!!hahahah...it takes bout 20mins to walk der..n i did it jz now..ekeke..with my cousin..we walk der jz to buy movie tickets..haha..*yaya u might say we r insane..bt we'r not k*..i treat it as an exercise to walk der n then walk bak home..hhaha..sweat super lot n im kinda happy cz i've burn my calories!!hahahaha...so i might not b guilty for not exercising..xD..we got NARNIA...heheh..i so wana watch dat for so long d..n nw get to watch it n its free cz bro n sis paying!!!hahahaha..xp


btw..TARC SUCKS!!!aaarrggghh!!!i got so much complain..haha..n i shall lepaskan in my blog till im satisfied..xD..*c no wonder my dear said i alws got things to complain bout*..hahahaha..

Tuesday 27 May 2008

fReaKinG tIrED~

im so So SOOOO TIRED~!!

3 weeks sleeping like a pig n now back to coll..(>.<)..i hate it!!
bt wat i hate most is my timetable...ugh!!!da time all is so odd...n i hav classes on sat??!!WTH!!stupid coll with stupid admin..shihsss...i gota tahan for another year...1 more year!!*GOD plz make it pass fast*

havin 12 hours of sleep during holidays n now im havin oni less than 6 hours of sleep per day..gosh!its reali tiring 4 me...everyday cum to coll with tired eyes..n like not bersemangat ni...ish ish!n now.. i mean today...class ni startin at 11 n im in coll at 8.30!!ugh!!shitty..hw i wish i had a car to drive to coll...its so freakin tired taking bus every single day!

gosh tis post wil show hw much i hate my damn coll..HAH!

i hate da lecturers too..dey teach aso i dun undrstand a single ting!dey r jz crapin in da class...n alws say hw hard is da sub n say dat we wud fail if we dun cum her class..ish!n another lady...she takes attendance for her lecture..fine wateva...dat wudnt stop me from skippin her class!xD

im now at college bloggin tis...n i feel like goin home jz to sleep..heheh..got nothing other to do d besides than blog..haihz..boring coll..hw i wish dey hav da facilty dat provides a rum fill with beds for us to sleep on during break or for those who came early to coll cz of da bus..hahaha..xp

Sunday 25 May 2008

2nd year..

*blink blink*..(>.<)

its my 2nd year ad!wahahahaha...time reali flies!!..*phooooo..like da wind*..haha
bt da bad news is...da subs are super harder...it include..
1) basic taxation
2) business law
3) management accounting fundamentals
4) financial accounting
5) english for business...*stupid sub!!!!*
6) hmmm...4get d..hahaha...

~wahleh 1st sem of second year's sub is reali freaking me out!!!~

my class starts at 9am tomolo!!..haiyo...*monday blues*..=.=....y dun it start in da aftnun...haihz...n i heard dat on saturday aso i got class...oh no!!!*gasp*...im so gona skip dat freakin stupid miserable class!!!...hehehehe..

aisk..class start at 9 but i gota b up at 6.30...haihz..lousy life...hw i wish png got lrt straight to my coll...>.<...then it wud b so much easier 4 me!!!xD

Saturday 24 May 2008

at last....*sigh*

at last its 24th of may n its da release of our result's day...

i got up super early...9 am..jz to check my results....

n then.........
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YAY!i pass!!hahahaha...i was so freakin scared dat i wud flop my FINANCE paper...cz it was ridiculasly hard..n well..i wasnt kinda happy bout my HR paper results aso...bt wat is done is done..those are da results so i gota accept it...well i shud b happy cz i din fail any..(>.<)

xD

by 10am...my fren came n pick me up..cz she wanted to go penang n shop..so she ask me to go n then she'll drop me at my grandparent's hse in penang aft dat...cz i'll hav classes startin on tis monday...=(..so fast 3 weeks of lazying around da hse jz past like dat!bt well..i dun mind stayin in penang or in sp...bt da oni thing i mizz bout sp nw is my 2 LIL CLOWNS!!!!

GOSH!i miz them so so much rite now!!!b4 i left i din hav da last chance to kiss them gudbye cz my fren wer waiting 4 me d...=(...so wana hug them n kiss them rite now...cz dey are jz so cute!!

whole day i've been spendin money..hahaha..cz its been 3 weeks i din go shop d..xD..i jz cudnt resist it!!bot bangles n T frm seed...hahaha..cudnt let my mum knw...*ssSSHHH*..by 5pm..my fren drop me home in penang...aisk..its such a tiring day...cudnt i dint reali slept last nite cz tinkin too much on my results..(@.@)...eye bags gettin darker n darker these days...haihz..n its hard to cure it..

tonite..im so gona sleep EARLY~

2 lil clowns...

tis is da 1st clown.....da male feler..
n tis is da 2nd clown..da female...bt dun knw y da 1st clown decided to join in da pic aso...hehehe...xD dey alws sleeps together like tis...n da male is alws sleepin on da female..cz she's fatter n hav more warm..hehei shoot him n he pretend to b dead...hahahah..xpgosh tis is so cute...huggin each other while sleeping..
but sumtimes dey sleep like humans...heheh..c!!..hahahaha...xD
hahaha..c da way da female sleeps..so cute...

dey evn pakat to sleep under their cage...hehehe...
n tis was caught cumin into da hse thru da grill door's hole...noty feler...

n now..dey started playin with each other...its so cute...n dey r not so steady yet wen dey walk...super cute...

n lastly..both of them attacked their mum for milk!hehehe...da mum was running here n der..din wana let them drink..cz dey got teeths cuming out d n its painful...

with their super cutie acts...i dun tink my parents wil giv them up for adoption...xp

n tomolo im goin bak penang d...im so gona miss them...feel like kidnappin 1 of them to penang..hehe..bt i lazy to take care of them..ekeke..i jz wana play wit them..xD

n here is a vid of them playin...plz excuse my voice or my mum's voice...xD...

n sry..its not dat clear...cz its oni 2mp..unless sum1 sponsor me wit da 5mp phone..XD

Friday 23 May 2008

american idol 7...xD

well well...u guys dat are LOYAL american idol fans may knw who is tis season's winner....

its...*zheng zheng zheng!!~*

DAVID COOK!!!
*thumbs up 4 him*

OK


bt well as for DAVID ARCHULETA....u dun ned to be sad...cz all da young gals are CRAAAAZZZYYY for u!!!!..so it wouldnt be a problem for u to get a contract...xD
probably simon cowell wil sign u up...cz all tis while he likes u so much!hehehe...xp

i din mind who wins tis competition...cz both of them are my FAVOURITES!!since da top 5...i've been hoping tis 2 DAVIDS are da ones competing back to back in da finals....bt i wish it was my DAVID...hahaha...*my 1 n oni D...* ekekeke..bt nahhh..he wud neva sing...xp

couldnt wait for david cook's album to b out!bt i knw..its not dat fast...my mum was kinda disappointed dat da lil david din win...hehehe..i guess most of da oldies likes da lil david..xD...bt i like him too...da way he sings those ballads are jz so so nice!!luvly voice...for a guy...hahaha...

nyways...tomolo i gota teach those nasty lil kids again!!!!(>.<)....ugh!!
last week i taught them da 1st time n it got me bruise on my knee...cz i hav to repeat da steps again n again...cz dey cudnt get it..feel like knocking their heads!hehehe..bt i knw cudnt do dat..cz they r jz KIDS!!!lol...n sum of them are super kurang ajar...n those kurang ajar ones are the church member's kids!...dat make it evn worst!!..bt dey r scared of me...hahahaha...believe me..dun play with me when im teachin!cz i take it seriously...bt well sum of them try to fool around..i let them go a few times..bt wen its off da limits..i scold them super teruk infront of other kids...oni dey shut up n act well..hope dey do behave tomolo...cz i wont b patience...oh no..to correct dat sentence...its cz i DUN HAV PATIENCE!!hehehehheh...xD

Thursday 22 May 2008

season over??!!!

gosh gosh gosh!!!!!....i've gota wait 4 more than 1 month or 2 for da next season of gossip girls to b out!!...(>.<)...

y la their episode is oni til da 18th?cudnt it b longer??...da ending leave me feelin so suspends...*wats gona happen next??..wat wil S n D's decision in da end??...y C choose amelia n y not B??....wats gona happen to N n V??...*

ugh...

bt wateva....

i stil gota WAIT!

next up...i tink ill gona continue my drama...ekekeke...xD
bt i've got 3 days left...=(....n then its back to COLLEGE!!...
part of me mizz college..bt another part of me hate college...
next sem its my 2nd year..n it aso means...a TOUGHER year wit TOUGHER subjects..ugh!
n its 6 subjects again!!wit 19 credit hour!haiyo...real stressin life AGAIN!..=.=
y do humans ned to study n then hav exam??it wil b great if der is no exam...
in 14 weeks...we gota juggle 6 subs into our tiny lil brain...
cudnt those teachers take pity on us??...
bt b4 that...
RESULTS of last sem is CUMING OUT!!!
tis SAT...
*fingers cross*

new skin...

xD

i've been bored of my old black background of my blog...n so i decided to change it into PINK!hehehe...

i super LUV pink...

i dun knw since wen i fell in luv wit pink...cz b4 tis i was so in luv wit RED!
xp

i wanted to get skins from blogskin...however...dun knw y it cudnt b upload by blogger!!!
it was so frustratin!!!uuurrrggghhh!!!!...i've spend so much time searchin 4 da 1 i like bt in da end it cudnt load...haihz...its reali testin ppl's patience...

Monday 19 May 2008

blur-NESS!!

dun knw y feel like bloggin pulak...probably got bitten by da blog bug...*grin*


my blur-ness strike jz now...gosh it was so darn memalukan!!!!...cz i was outside..

aft havin my dinner...dad paid for it n then wen walk out from da shop...n so i walk wit my head lookin down..cz i was jz too lazy to lift it up..hehehe...dad walked infront of me..so wen he is out of da shop he press da button to open da car doors..so i jz continue walking...n so i walk to the car...i put my hand on da open door tingy n tried openin it..bt it jz wudnt open...n dats wen i lift up my head n saw my dad walkin to da other further side...i was like 'eh??!!~'...tis is our car mah..wira leh...n my mum was bhind...i turn n look at her n then look bak at da car i was openin...'eh y not same colour 1??'....n oni at last i realise it wasnt our car!!!!hahahahahahaha...lolx....i laugh non-stop...n da shop ppl wer lookin at me..cz da car was jz infront of da shop!!!gosh...was so humilating...i faster walk to MY car...hehehe...xD....dad turn to me n call me SOT!...hehehe...mum aso end up laughin...aisk...me la me...wen wil my blur case sickness heal??

tagged

got TAGGED by sweet carmen...xD..
actualy i dun wana do 1 u knw...bt nw since i hav noting to do...so i do..xp
n aso since its short...hehehe...


6 things I'm passionate about;
1. watchin dramas...xD
2.playin wit my cute doggies..
3.bloggin..xp
4.choreograph dance
5.sms-ing...hehe..who dun?
6.SLEEPING!!!...*muahahah*


6 things I say too often;
1. aisk...
2. puke..xD
3. muakx!
4. patchy!!!
5. dong la u...
6. ugh!


6 books I've read recently;
NONE!!!...hahahaha..xD
tis showin dat im reali relaxin during my holidays..xp
n sry i dun read NOVELS..heheh..wastin of time


6 songs I could listen to over & over again;
1. Jay Chow - Cai Hong...*rainbow*
2. leona lewis - footprints in the sand
3. chris brown - with you
4. lui li ying n farenhite - TIAMO
5. rossa - aku bukan untukmu
6. any lee hom's songs!!!hehehehe...xD


6 things I learnt for the past year;
1. do not judge a book by its cover
2. u gota giv n take in life..especially in da relationship
3. old frenz shudnt b 4gotten
4. sleepin is da best medicine...hahaha..xD
5. i've been spendin too much...
6. family n frenz wil b alws der for u wen u ned them...


6 people to tag;
1. romeo
2.juliet
3.patchy
4.angel
hahahhahaha....lol....lazy to tagged ppl la...
if ny1 wana do tis so i tagged u!!!hahahaha...xD

great nite out...

aisk...these few days i've been gettin lazy to blog...cz i was so into gossip girls...hehe..bt nw i ad watch finis d n waiting 4 da next episode to be out...so im dwlding gilmore girls pula...hehe..xD...tomolo goin bak png..then can get new dramas frm my sis d...ekekek...

well well....last nite..aft church service..we had a gurls nite out!hehe..cz no guys wana join us...lol..actualy der wer 1 guy ni..so he aso shy wana join us..so fine..we 3 gurls wen out for a drink aft church..i was da youngest..as alws..hahaha..so we tak n tak n tak bout nursing..cz 1 of da gurl is now studyin dat in mahsa coll..so she told us all da stories la..hehehe...sum r so so funny..bt sum r so darn geli!eeeww...post mortem time..she said da human blood smells da same as those chicken or meat's blood..ugh!dats y i hate to b a nurse..i wud hav nitemares everynite...aft talkin bout dat topic for a while...i dun knw hw da topic suddenly change to guys...hahaha..we had great fun kutuking guys!..hahaha...these creatures r so so wierd..hahaha..lol...n most of our stories is like da other gal aso been tru it..so its fun talkin...n end up we wer like GOSH!!guys r all so da SAME!!!hehehe...xD..nyway..we talk until we din knw da time was midnite ad..hahaha...bt lucky to day is a public holiday..n me n another gal is on sem break so its ok...our next round of it will b held in PNG!!hahaha...cz in june 3 of us will end up stayin in png bt diff part...da nurse gal wil hav practical in island hospital n another is workin n stayin in png on weekdays..hehehe...so so cool...every1 is like shiftin to png d..xp

oh yea..im super huge fan of THOMAS CUP..haha..bt M'sia is so so dissapointing la...i watch thru da semi-finals...dat day i was super tired..wanted to take a nap bt bcz of da thomas cup..i din sleep...cz tot it wud b worth it if i watch da game..bt END UP...ugh...wasted my time!!!...1st singles wer ok...chong wei beat lin dan...n da game was like so easy 4 him 2 win...bt lin dan is reali a great badminton player...aft chong wei won da game..i was so so fire up..hhhaha...then da 1st doubles..m'sia reali put in a good fight...bt in da end they lost...cz china's pair is undoubtly GREAT!!..super hebat..n da game was so fast n its reali exciting to watch...bt dey lost..its ok..cz dey hav gave their all d..n then its wong chun hann...gosh..dat feler shud retire d la...at da end of da 1st n 2nd game he was like wana giv up kind...its was so easy for ba chun lai to win dat game..he won it in 35mins!!!total failure la m'sia...so fine..i was hopin da next double wud..n reali dey did win!!!hahahaha...i was so so high during da 2nd doubles...gosh...weneva dey win a point i wud shout yeah!hahaha...lol...i knw im totaly a crazy freak..bt who cares...i was happy 4 them..n da pair is totaly unknown...i neva saw dem playin 4 an important competition b4...its 2 malay guys...n all i cud say is...dey wer reali hebat!..*claps for them*...n da last game was da decidin game btween hafiz n chen lin...all i cud say is...hafiz gave up so easily...i tink he dat day had a bad day...if not he wudnt play til dat bad...reali bad...until in da end i din wana watch d n predict d dat china gona win...dat time he got all-england champion...hw did he did dat????he cud play so well dat time n y not nw??dey r so inconsistent...sad case la..

n here r sum updates of my two lil cuties...haha...dey r gettin fatter n fatter each day...n dey move around alot d...n for da male i name him ROMEO n da female...JULIET..hahahaha...lol...btw its not their permenant name yet..ekekeke...xD..bt nw it seems like we r not so keen 2 give them away..hahaha...cz we LUV them too much!!!n by da way my parents pampering them...hhhmm....we shall see...hahaha..xp

Friday 16 May 2008

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

over da years of growing up....u can c ppl do change...ppl's taste changed...evn da frenz dey join wit aso changed....

im happy n aso sad at da same time wen i tink bout da word FRIENDS....cz if u ask me who is my best friend..ill go..'uuhh..hhmmm...i dun knw~!..i hav many!'....cz my circle of frenz change as i grew up...n i grew up not jz in one place...cz i gota shift wen my dad gota shift...

my days in penang wer kinda okay...hehe..cz i was kinda noty..so my church ppl kinda dun like me...bt i hav tis great fren..vicky...hehe..we did lotsa stuff together such as...sleeping over..bathin together...hahaha...lol..yea da usual things besties do...n yeah she is stil my best fren nw..tho we hardly contact bt wen we meet..we'll share our secrets out..xD..n 4 my skol felers...i got a bestie aso...bt i lost contact wit her years n years ago aft i shifted to kl..i was so so sad..i miz her so much..nw der is no way of me gettin in contact wit her..cz i dun knw wer she is nw...however..da happy part is...as nw im in penang studyin...i've met some of my primary skol frenz in my coll!!!...n yeah i stil do rmb them n dey do rmb me!!!...bt i saw da gurl i hated da most last time nw in my coll...n wen neva i c her..i'll say..'uhh..dat bitch again'...hahaha..yea i hated her since primary..heheh

aft finishin my standard 4..i had to shift down to kl...i din cry dat time...bt i was sad...i had to leave bhind so many frenz n aso my running dream bhind..its sad cz i had da chance to represent my daerah in running bt i had to let it go cz i had to shift..mum encourage me to start a new in kl..so fine..wen kl n had new frenz again...skol frenz wer bad..i mean da guys..cz dey alws bully me...bt church frenz are great..hehehe...we din reali bond in da 1st place..bt sum how or rather..da time brot us together..okay..let me name da US...jess,joyce,joanna,crystalyn,jason,jeremy,jordan,billy,john,arthur,tommy,han jie.....*hhmmm i tink dats all..did i left ny1 out??*...hahaha...i miz tis GANG!u all gav me so much memories!!!hope 1 day we'll all gather together n jz hav a chat on life..hehehe..btw i stil keep in contact wit them except arthur, jeremy,joanna..haha...dey r da quiet ones n others da bising 1..hehehe...i tink every1 shud change their names starting wit J so we cud call ourselves da J GROUP..lol...n oh yeah..my PESS skol frenz..we r PUDU ENGLISH SSECONDARY SCHOOl...lotsa ppl alws say we r PEST..haihz...yea its a GURLS skol..n it wasnt my choice of skol i wana study in..was force by mum...bt then i kinda like dat skol aft knwin all those great frenz..n stil keepin in touch wit sum of them...oh n aso my mum's kindergarden's teacher's children!hahahaha...met a few frenz der..bt nw im jz keepin in touch wit oni 1..hehe...xp

sp skol life was da WORST!...hated my class guys so freakin much!my best frenz are all frm other class...so in class i'll jz sit alone..n not 4geting wit my sakai fren..sopiak...hehehe....bt we do make lotsa noise n alws kena scoldin 4 talkin to much...during recess or free time..i'll go talk to seniors...or dey'll cum find me to talk..cz dey pity me aso bein da only CHINESE in my freakin stupid class...my physic teacher wud alws pick on me..dun knw y..bt i wud scold him bak..xD..dats jz me..n 4 my church frenz...i dun reali hav a gang here...cz here all are either too big or too young...haha..dun wana say old la...jz i wud prefer ppl my age u knw..ppl i cud click to...bt aft mixing wit them..dey r great ppl 2...nw i say i hav a fren who is a GM of a hotel in AS..hahaha...lol..we dun call him uncle..we call him by name..n he alws hang out wit us if he is free...n aso his wife...so in sp church..dats my circle of frenz...

in my life i hav so many diff ppl i call as frenz...i bet u guys aso hav...no matter wer life takes us...we shudnt forget our old frenz who wer once was der wen we needed them...once fren will alws be a fren..dat bond u hav wit those ppl will neva fade away...neva b sad wen u hav to leave ur frenz to pursue ur new life...cz u'll find a new circle of frenz again...jz keep contact wit ur old frenz...tis is life...things cums n goes...bt wen a frenship is bond..it wil neva b broken

so i jz wana tel u guys...i mean my FRIENDS...no matter wer ur frm as long as i knw u n u knw me...I ACTUALY MIZZ U ALL!!!...n i cherish our frenship alot...everyday wen i lie on my bed..b4 i go to sleep..i'll tink of u all dat hav pass thru my life...THX 4 brightening up my life n bein der 4 me wen i ned u all...

Thursday 15 May 2008

gossip gurls...

whole day i've been watchin gossip gurls...hehehe...dwlded it frm limewire...yea my days of taiwanese drama are over cz i cudnt dwld it n i gota wait patiencely whole day jz to watch it n it takes a long time to load n i dun knw hw to dwld..so i got sick of it d...hehehe..n 4 my dvds drama...i've finis watch 2 dramas d..hahaha...gota to bak png to get new dvd dramas frm sis..ekeke...xD...gud to hav sis who buy dramas n i get to watch for free....a plus point..xp

gossip gurls are so so true bout 2day's teenagers...its so so BITCHY...best fren sleeps wit a bestie's boyfriend??..wat a betrayal..but HEY..dats da truth these days...bt luckily...im not in dat kind of situation..hahahaha...cz my besties dun knw my bf n sum of them knw bt neva talk to him b4...hehehe...both best fren became enemies cz dey r in a luv triangle...bt dey kinda sort it out...bt then problems came in again...n oh their life is full of parties parties n parties...haihz...dey neva get bored meh??..for me..i wud...

n oh..luckily gossip dun pass tru so fast durin my skool days...oh well mayb der is..bt i jz dun knw...however..lately i go to knw 1 news bout me...hahahhah...yea a gossip bout me durin my secondary days..n its not oni my skol felers knw...other skol felers aso knw..sp is such a small lil town bt i din knw ppl do notice da tiny lil me...bt wateva...say wat dey like..i dun giv a damn..xD..its my life n im living it to da fullest...

n i totaly luv me life nw...out of da boring skol n into da coll life..yea der is stil gossips in coll..bt heck...who cares??hehehe...witout gossip..wer is da fun??xD...humans wil b humans ALWS no matter in which society dey r in...


nyways..lately....or jz ni 2day...i decided to help to teach da sunday skol kids a dance for their upcomin children's sunday...aisk..its so frustrating tinkin of steps...taking so much of my brain's energy...holiday i shud b restin n recuperating time..bt end up hav to use my BRAINS!!gosh...haihz..wat to do...who ask me to b so free siting n lazyin around da hse...

oh yeah..my advice to u ppl who wana get a partner...plz do get ur new bf/gf out frm ur circle of super close frenz...cz problem wudnt arise...n its safer..TRUST ME!...i learn it frm..GOSSIP GURLS..hahahahaha...

Tuesday 13 May 2008

a visit 2 da VET...

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Monday 12 May 2008

frenship

nw i knw y old ppl say choose ur fren WISELY frm da start of a frenship...

cz nw i've jz knew i hav a few FUCKER FRENDS!!!!..

dey jz so IDIOTS!!!...i do believe dey will get back da revenge sum day...n yeah im gona state here dat i admit i LUV revenge...xD...especialy on those who totaly deserves it!

da years wen i knw them durin schoolin time n nw dey r totaly diff d...dey turn out 2 b a total LOSER!!or a SUCKER or a FUCKER...i feel so stupid dat i giv them my trust in our frenship..

nw im so gona cut off all contacts wit them...n neva wana talk to them again if i c them...n if i do see them again..ill pretend as if dey r invisible...dey deserve dat kind or treatment cz dey had betrayed my trust on them...

dun make me hate u...cz if once i hate u...da hatred feeling will alws b in me...dats jz me...its easy to say forgive n forget...bt sry..im not dat kind hearted person...

frenship is a huge word...n its hard to bond in da beginin stage...evn tho a group of frenz might seem happy to b together..bt im sure der r sum dislike sum felers in da group...i totaly dislike those kind of situation...dats y..b4 i join a huge group of frenz ill b quiet at da beginin stage...i dun wana pour my whole self out to them cz i fear i wil b betrayed...aft knowing every1 behaviour...n see how dey act n talk oni ill accept them...bt too bad..sum r jz so secretive n evn tho u mix wit them a few years..u stil wont knw their true colours...bt sum how in da end u'll knw their true colours n dats wer u go...gosh y da heck did i put my trust in them!!!!

gosh..i hate them so much rite nw!!dun ask me who da heck dey r..cz ill jz say dey are called FUCKERS , SUCKERS n LOSERS!!!!dey tink dat they r so-called OPEN MINDED n im so CLOSE MINDED....mind u...OPEN MINDED doesnt mean u can do wat eva u wan evn tho u knw ur limits...probably u all din learn moral n dun knw wat da heck is berahklak...u all r jz sum animals frm da jungle...

too bad if u felers terasa...bt i dun giv a DAMN!....

yep yep HOORAY!!!

xD xD xD xD....MUAHAHAHA...hehehee...hhoohooo...hahahaha!!!!

hehehe...im not SIAO k...im jz way tooooo happy dat i pass my drivin d...hahaha...FINALLY!!!lol...k ill tel u all wat happen der...

aft paid for da tapak thingy...i wen to da pondok der n wait...so aft i got my num..i wait again...i got number 4..i was quite curious y i got number 4...bt i knw sumthing is jz so not rite..cz i scared i may b da 1st 1 to b called to drive...n to my suprise...i reali was da 1ST 1 to drive!!!!OMG!!...wen i heard dey shouted...'numbor 4..'..i was like...wat?dey call me?hahaha..my blurness strike!!haihz..n then da pegawai shouted again oni i got up n walk towards him...every1 was staring at me!!!in my head i was super thinkin...'wat if i mati enjin wen i wana move?wat if tis n dat...gosh!!!'...wen i wen in da car..i check everything 1st n din on da aircond n da pegawai hurry me up to on da aircond 1st...cz he is hot...lol...so i quickly on it n check other stuf...n then its time to ask which jalan he wan me to drive...my heart was beating real fast..n i mean it REAL FAST!!!!n he said..jz jalan...ill tell u later...so fine..i jalan lo..bt im my heart..i was hopin he givs he da easy jalan...dat is da 5th jalan...n well...GOD answered my prayer!!haha...da pegawai said pi jalan 5...HAHAHAHAH...my heart was relief abit...bt stil at da traffic lite..i cud feel my heart like wana pump until explode ni...cz it was super fast...i din run aso its so so damn fast..as i U-TURN...i wen into wrong lane..n i GASP..hehe..n then i jz change my gear...n then cum da worst part...i kena scoldin...=(....he scold me 4 changin da gear so fast...bt i jz keep quiet...n then he saw i was like kinda sad..he pulak out of da blue ask wats my name...my head was like 'DOINK..c da paper la..der got state my name'..hahaha..bt i answer him la..if not later he say i rude n then fail me..cz he was da 1 to fail me on my 1st time test...hahaha...rcd bak to da institut...n aft gettin my results...i was reali reali relief...i saw he tick lulus n my heart wen...ahhh..thk god!!hehehe..

n then wen to take my results slip i gota pay 4 da P sticker..n dat feler wanted 4 bucks...bt i jz brot 3 bucks wit me...hehe cz i din wana take da huge purse...n dat feler said 3 bucks aso ok...hahaha...i save 1 buck..lol..xp

last nite i super cudnt sleep cz was thinkin so much bout tis hidious test...aisk...im gona take a nice nap later...hehehe...in da future..if i got da choice to not drive..i wud choose dat..hahaha..cz drivin is way too tiring job d...xD

sick n tired of....

im so so freakin sick n tired of DRIVIN!!!!....

yeah nw i dun reali like drivin d...use too much of my energy d...hehehe....xD

gona hav test again tomolo..=.=...haiiiihhhzzz....

reali hope i do pass tis time...well let me say my prayer...

GOD..PUHLEZZZ let me pass...help me to calm myself down n dun b so panic...n da most important...puhleezz...take my BLURNESSS away..i knw u wud b der by my side wen i drive...hold my hands LORD JESUS...i reali reali NEED U!!!

hopefully my BLURNESS doesnt strike tomolo...haiz...=.=

Saturday 10 May 2008

piggie..(O.o)

fine fine call me pig if u wan 2...cz today i've slept for more than 12 hours!!!hahahahahaha.....>.<...i slept at 1 sumthing in da morning n got up at 2 sumthing in da aftnun...MUAHAAHA...im reali enjoyin my holiday by sleeping....xD..my baby aso use to me gettin up late d...if not last time i'll ask did i reali slept so long...hohoho...of course la!...if ders ny sleepin beauty contest...i itnk i wud crown da QUEEN!hahahahaha....LOL

aft gettin up...i lie down for awhile...cz was too lazy to get off my luvly bed...aft washin n brushin my teeth...i stil feel sleepy o..bt din sleep bak..if i did..ill b worst than a PIG!hehehe...then wen 2 da kitchen n call MUMMY!!!...hehe...n then she came to me n tell me an unbelievable news...dun knw u all believe or not la...bt its true lo...not many ppl knw...bt im gona tell u guys...so keep readin!hahaha...xD

okay...she said my dad's fren send him an email...n dat fren said...do not open nything dat is send to u by post...EXAMPLE: perfume..lotion..diapers..ETC....cz it contains toxic...der is 7 ladies in KL AMPANG....DIED in a private hospital aft SMELING those stuff dat is send to them by post...dey said its a terrorist attack...hmm...lets c..tis private hospital ady got 7 ppl died...so think bout other hospital around kl...i dun tink its oni 7 of them kena tis...so to my KL frenz...bcareful k...stupid things are happenin in tis world...ppl r super mean...u jz wont knw wer is their limit of bein MEAN....tis news has not been spread thru any news channel cz dey scared dey might scare other malaysians...so da govt FILTER tis news frm tis luvly country as KONONNYA protecting da citizen's safety..ugh!!!da problem wit them is...dey r not protectin us...dey r HARMING us!!!by not letting us knw dat news..n more ppl wil fall 4 dat trick!!!bullshit la them...uselss govt decision!!!n nw wat da shitty govt doin to solve tis problem??!!...i tink dey shud let US...malaysian knw da real truth!its ok wit me if u guys dun believe wat i've jz said...its up to u to smell it or not if u got those stuff...bt if u reali die d...dats ur prob..dun cum haunting me cz i'll say...CZ I"VE TOLD U SO!!!!nak cari padah...U sendiri yang kena...xD

so my dear frenz...plz bcareful...evn my bro knws b4 my mum cud tel him...i dun knw wer he got da info frm...life is precious...b caution!...n i dun knw those ppl died r chinese..indian or malay...or whether dey r christians or not...gosh!!!i tink da end of da world is cumin soon...i do tink so..aft so many things happen out of our imagination...


aisk..my fren ask me to go out 2day..2 watch a movie at 12midnite...aft much thinkin...i tink its beta to stay hm..cz i knw my baby wont b happy bout it...n aso im also BROKE...hahahaha...lol..bt i dun reali like goin out late aso...cz aft cumin bak i knw my dear wil nag me...hehe..old man..wat to do..hahaha..n aso he'll b super worried...so its beta to stay hm so every1 wud b happy n i'll get to spend time wit him..xD

Friday 9 May 2008

Tiring Day..=.=

as i hav stated in my previous post dat im gona go png today....it turn out to b..super tiring day...however im happy inside cz 1 of my frenz had sign up for olympia coll's course d...hehehe....


her results cudnt let her go straight into diploma...so she hav to take another short course 1st n its takes bout 6 months witout exams!!cool rite??hehehe...bt she wil hav presentation n assgmts la...she had to take a longer way bt she din mind..cz she knw her spm results not gud at all...


she came n pick me up at 9am n then we left for png...her bf tagged along as well...so..u knw...wen guys tag along means...dey r da DRIVER!!!hahahaha...lol...bt his drivin is super geli lo...twice nearly hit other cars...n she pulak at his side keep nagging him...hahahaha...it was a show for me another fren of mine...hahaha...we jz laugh...lol...


so rch penang...i was da guide..askin him to turn here n der..n then at last we rch olympia coll...bt to our suprise...they wer PACKING UP!!!..lol...n then a feler walk to us n said...we r not CLOSIN DOWN..we r jz shiftin to a new place...hahaha...n we let out a..SIGH!...gosh...tot olympia bankrup..hehehe...aft dat we wen kdu...n our eyes OPEN wen we c da FEES!!!...hehehe...gosh its so damn expensive!..for jz a year's fee is more than 15k...aisk...so we jz said we'll contact them n left...hahaha...so wen bak to olympia n my fren sign up n then we headed to non other than..QUEENSBAY MALL...xD..had our lunch der then jalan for awhile n head bak to sp...


rcd my hse n then i realise no 1 was hm n i had no hse keys with me...so my fren said go to another gal's hse 1st la...so we hang out der for bout an hour n then she fetch me hm..hehehe..thk god she wasnt rushing to go hm...


step in hse n then rmbered dat i din wash my lil pup's wound yet...so rush to da male pup n clean up his wound...oh yeah i din tel dat he had wound on his body...dun knw y...hmm..jz hope he get well soon..if not we gota take him to da vet...poor lil pup..aft cleanin him up..had a lil photosession wit da lil cutie..hehehe...

hehehe...his eyes r stil close...so its fun to play wit him...luv to play nosey-nosey wit him..n da female 1 is much fatter n has a bigger head than him...i dun knw y...hehe...

aft cleanin him..in my mind was..'ahhh..at last i cud hav my bath'.....bt then..my hp rang...i was reali suprise..cz tis fren of mine has long lost touch...hehehe...non other than..SQUID!..haha..i call him dat..lol...n da 1st thing i said was...'wah...since wen u knw hw to cum find me??'..cz aft he had a gf..he is super GLUED to her..xp....he totaly lost all contacts wit his frenz n evn his close frenz jz to b wit her...n then to my amaze...he said...she had LEFT HIM!!!...WOOOOT!wat a news...unbelievable cz he totaly so into her...n she so into him...hmm..dun knw wat wen wrong bt thru his trembling voice..i knw he is super sad...n aso he nearly cried..i was like 'no dun cry over her...b a guy dude..stop ur tears'...n he was like ok ok i wont cry over her ady...n then his horns came out n ask me to introduce gals to him...wahlao eh!...since wen he bcame a WOLF!?...bt sry..his expectations r ttttooooooooo high d...get ur own la MR!so cerewet....ugh!

n nw...tot wana spend da rest of da nite msgin my dear...he pulak bz...=.=...our timing alws so so wrong...wen he is on holiday...i pulak FINALS...n wen i holiday...he pulak gona hav FINALS..LOL...wat a trick!bt then..our relationship cud stand those tricks...those r jz small issues...i knw der r bigger issues yet to cum in future..*fingers cross*..xD...wel.. i hav an addiction...yes..ADDICTION!...n my addiction is.......HIM!!!hahahaAKAKA...i MIZ him so so much rite nw...i so muz meet him b4 his finals start...cz i wont knw aft dat wen ni we will meet d...bt i knw..he'll try hard to jz cum n meet me..so wana kacau him nw...bt he is doin his work..guess i gota rely on my DRAMA!ekeke...xD...my eva reliable fren...^.^....

hope...

my fren came to my hse around 8pm 2day to ask me to help her in findin out da college stuff...cz she FINALLY agreed to continue her studies...aft spm she work til nw...i kept pujukin them to study cz in tis world nw..u ned at least a diploma..rite?!so i dun wana c them earning dat lil money their whole life..so all i cud do as a gud fren is pujuk them to study..

well she wanted to take up hotel management course..n der is not much coll she cud choose in penang cz her spm results aint dat gud..hmm..or i shud say..she failed her bm..n by failin dat sub..its super hard to get in a coll...she had asked disted-stamford n dey said she cudnt enrol in dat coll altho she is well off...hmm..so fine..i gota find a coll 4 her dat accepts her results..n so i found a coll...dat is olympia coll...n she aso found 1 dat is kdu..tho da fees r not a problem 2 her bt it is for another gal...another gal..my fren..wans to follow wat she study bt she alws tink of da fees 1st...i've told her der is ways to get loan 4 education bt she dun wana hear...i reali hope i cud pujuk her to study 2...if not her future wont b dat bright d..n i dun like to c my frenz like dat...

so tomolo im 4lowin them to penang to those 2 colleges n find out...hope their results r accepted..bt i gota wake up early..>.<..dats da oni thing i dun like...bt 4 them..nvm la..

Thursday 8 May 2008

xD

hehehehe...i dun knw wat to put as title so i jz put a smile...xD...im not sad nor super happy nw...jz moderate me...lol...i tink tis wud b a long post...cz i'm gona post bout my PAST 3 days i as i mention llloooooonnnngggg time ago dat im gona blog bout it...plus wat happen TODAY!

okies...lets start frm 29th april..*grin*
da clock struk 4pm n da lecture said STOP WRITING!!!n my heart wen YAY!!!..hehehe..din stop smilin til i counted da marks i left empty...n my head wen DANG GURL!!!WTH??..bt i manage to calm myself down dat i WUD manage to PASS at least...hehehe..xp
aft dat i super wen n enjoy myself da whole nite...wen gurney n then batu ferringi...hehehe..bt da fun is not as i expected..cz i was super tired n din reali enjoy...

30th april.....
got up early n packed my bags cz im leavin to ipoh alone on da very same day...cz der is a worship conference der n dat nite is CONCERT NITE!!...i rcd ipoh n got down da bus..n then da fear cums in me...*wer da heck is tis place???!!..n y da heck my aunty's hp cudnt b contacted??!!*i was so so scared n call up my bro to get aunty's num n then ask a gurl there wer is tis place...n thankfully everything wen OK!...hehehe...bt da concert nite wer not up to my standard..=.=....i fel like my time had been wasted traveling der ALONE!!da music wer TOO loud til my ears like wana explode...n i cudnt hear wat da heck im singin...tink bout it how loud izit to hav 16 speakers in a small hall??!!!!dey shudt put so loud n da whole nite got sound disruption...n da preachin was way BORING!!dats y i didnt enjoy it...

1st may...
had to get up 6.30am to go for da conference thingy..n as i din get enuf sleep...i was a statue da whole day...tho i may talk to ppl..bt then i wud suddenly 4get wat da heck im talkin..hehehe...at 8am...ppl start arriving in da church..n i go round to greet ppl...hehehe biasalah..i ni kan famous..*grin*xD....nola..probably gota blame my dad's job dat hav to shift so many churches!!..haha..actualy 2 churches ni..hehe...bt then those penang folks...i knew them all..cz dat was my 1st church i wen 2 b4 my dad became a pastor...n then saw my god dad..GOSH!!..unbelievable bt believe it cz his hair is longer than my hair wen i had long hair!!!!...hehehe..so whole day i've been callin him as GOD MA!..=p...n yeah he tried cekik-ing me...hahahaha...bt its da truth god pa...go cut ur GELI long hair la...n aso too bad i 4got to take a pic wit u!!..n if i took i wud probably post it up here..akakakaka...LOL!!!...bt i cudnt stick talkin to him da whole time cz i gota go talk to my other frenz 2..bt da best ting is...non of da pastors der recognise me as pastor alex kok's daugther...hehehe...cz tis alws happens to me wen i go for diocesan camp...those pastors will sum how get da info dat im a pastor's daugther...ugh!n dat means i gota behave properly n i dun like it!...btw da dance workshop was great...bt it left me wit few blue blacks on my body cz we had to roll n crawl on da floor...bt i din enjoy da preaching at all!!..hehehe...dat is da boring-ness time in da conference....aft it all ends...i din manage to say gudbye to sum of my frenz cz had to rush to da bus wit st marks felers...n i rch hm nearly 1am!!!..i was darn tired...n oh yeah...i reali enjoyed da praise n worship in da conference...was reali reali great..i felt like god had pulled me back to him during those worship time..xD



i tink god reali had use dat conference to pull me back to him...cz last sun...i was reali reali angry wit da way my sp church worship leader lead...he wen for da conference bt din gain nything frm it n he is stil da usual him!!..n yeah i scolded him...he said give him time n i said fine...bt aft service i wen to da youth n told them worship is not a sing-along-wit-me session...i hope dey rmb dat!if not im gona confront them again..cz bein a worship leader u cannot hav da tidak-apa attitude...a leader has an important role n not jz singin in da front like an idiot...


n TODAY...
my bro let me drive his car again for practice...hehehe...hopefully or shud say as...MUZ pass tis time...hehehehe...i knw i knw ppl hav been askin me y da heck i fail...gosh...n knw wat?i din tel my sis n evn ask my bro n parents to keep it a secret frm her..knw y??cz she wil ejek me or scold me teruk teruk...n i HATE it...bt i jz din wana tel her...all her critics r jz so darn hurtful...bt wel..i beginin to dun put those critics in heart bt sumtimes i jz cudnt stand it...i'll cry...wel dats life..FACE IT GURL!!!i alws tel myself dat...cz out der in da world der is much more worst critics than her...
nyway...i wen for karaoke today..hhehe...kBOX...hahah too bad in sp wen dun hav RedBox..hehe..not bad not bad...bt dey dun hav da latest songs...=.=....bt i reali enjoyed myself...n my mum 2!hehehe..LOL....n then giant to restock my SWEETS!!muahahaha...got a pack of gummie bears!oh luv it...so long d din eat it...n aso sum other sweets...xp..i knw u guys may ask me to stop takin so much sweet cz it may lead to diabeties...bt then..witout eatin sweet a day...i dun fel wel...hehehe...xD

Tuesday 6 May 2008

Raja Petra

as for those who follow da nation's news...u all may knw who is Raja Petra...he is a super brave blogger...Malaysian Today..go read his blog...all malaysian needs info in things happenin in m'sia n der provides da real truth about da REAL stuff dat is goin bhind our back...

i SALUTE HIM!!

he got caught for bloggin tings bout...u knw who..dun wana mention dat jerk's name...well...i may say...KUDOS !!for havin those guts to blog bout dat stuff n say those things...he shudnt b charge for saying da truth...cz its so unfair!!!

is super unfair...cz der is no freedom of speech here...no matter wat da heck u say...those ppl in da highest post may tink dat we r harmin them...n dey jz got da power to crush u down...so by saying so...der is no TRUTH in m'sia...cz those ppl in da high position got da power to filter da news frm da media...

i tink TRUTH neva exist in their dictionary...

bt LIES r da biggest word in their dictionary...

however...SOON da REAL TRUTH will reveal...those ppl who did bad stuff..u all beta b watchful...cz WAT CUMS AROUND GOES AROUND....

bt if da TRUTH neva reveal itself...i bet...u all will neva hav a great life ahead...cz ur past wil cum n HAUNT u down...n then u wud get into depression n go crazy n dats da time we da ones who wana knw da truth wil laugh our ass off!!!..n we'll go...*padan muka padan muka!!*hehehehe...xD

drama freak..

im proud to admit dat im a DRAMA SERIES FREAK...

xD

dramas cud occupy me da whole day...n it wont bore me..actualy these few days...i've been watchin drama whole day...hehe..dats y wen u c me on9 n i din reply u...wel cz im watchin my drama..xp....ppl say drama are jz fantasy of life...n yeah i do agree on it...cz most of da stuff happen in da drama..wil neva eva happen in real life...cz der is hardly coincidence in life...well u guys may blieve in fate...bt..im not into believin in dat...mayb a lil bit of fate to spice up our lives....

i've jz finis watch my latest drama..prince hours...yeah i knw it was aired on 8tv..bt i din get da chance to watch cz alws my grandparents wil own da tv whole day...so i hardly get to watch tv...so my sis wen n bot da fake dvd..hehe...wat to do....we aint dat filty rich!...heheh...

as u all may predict abit from da title..'prince hours'...hehe...yeah berkenaan wit da istana life...der was 'princess hours' b4 tis drama came up...n wen i watch it..both of it kinda da same..jz dat in 'princess hours' two prince like a princess n in 'prince hours' two prince like a dayang in da palace..hehehe...LOL...dey luv to make it confusin by havin a triangle luv in a drama...n alws 1 of da guys wil backoff n another wil get da gurl...hehe...sum of u may not like watchin dramas cz u may say its so predictable....bt well...i get da joy in watchin it...hahaha...cz of da scripts...da guys wil say sumthing so meaningful n touching to da gal n dats da time i'll go..."aaawww....dats so sweet...hw i wish i was dat gurl...."hehehe..bt then i'll smack myself*hack...gal get back to reality!!*...hehehehe...xD....

gosh..DRAMAS DRAMAS DRAMAS!!....make ppl dream so much!!!!!sumtimes i wud dream b4 i sleep...dat if im tis or if im dat gal...hehehe..LOL..i knw tis is pathetic...bt wat to do.??!!i jz LUV dreamin...xp


well nw its ad 3 sumthing n y am i stil bloggin wen der is so many mosquitoes around??..*i knw im sweet..xp..hah!*...cz im super duperly enjoyin my holidays by sleeping late..hehe..i knw im weird...bt i luv sleepin late n gettin up late...xD..dats jz me..i luv spendin my own sweet time wen da surrounding is so quiet n peaceful....n dats da time dat is oni me dat is stil awake...hehe..n not forgetting my dogs n puppies!!hehehe..bein alone makes me think alot...alot til sumtimes it worries me wen i tink bout sumthing negative...n then i wud find comfort wit my dear..bt nw he's nicely sleepin soundly d...so dun wana disturb him...well im da 1 who is on holiday n he stil hav classes..so it'll b mean if i wake him up jz to hear my cries...wel wel.. i tink i beta go get my rest than use my brain's energy to tink bout nonsense...*i jz miss my honey so much rite nw...='(*

Monday 5 May 2008

a loser's story....

here we go....


da main leading actress is call ms JESSICA aka loser...xD


gosh y i call myself loser??cz der is a specific main point to show dat im 1.....=.=


i din blog bout hw nervous i was yday dat 2day im gona hav my drivin test cz i knw my 1st time was pahtetic...ugh...


lets start da story bout hw a lossssssseeerr wil alws b a loser no matter wat...
as i ms jess had failed her 1st time in her drivin test...tis time she bertekad to pass..bt things wont alws go her way...its started off wit da pegawai calling her num for da 2nd part 1st...that is da bukit thingy...her tummy started to turn wakco...it was so so pain dat she nearly realy had to go to toilet..bt then she overcum it by singin in her mind..wen she is nervous..her tummy will b like dat..=.=.....SO...she got into her car n drove to da bukit area...as da pegawai ask her to go..so she wen..n STOP at da yellow line...PHEW!she gave a sigh....n she lift up her hand to say dat she's ok...n then its time to take off...she steps on da accelerator n then let da clutch go n let her hand break down...n then.................da car wen infront!hahahahaha..she started smiling til she notice dat ppl r lookin at her 1 kind...n probably think's she is crazy..she stop her smile..n so da next is parkin..n dat aso she pass..hahahaha..she smile grew bigger...bt da waiting 4 jalanraya test worries her...wen her num is called...her heart beat stopped for a second..she knew sumthing is gona go wrong...bt she let dat aside n jz did her stuff...wen into da car n check everything...n wen da time to start moving..phoooo!der she go...out of da sudden da car gave way n da enjin died...in her mind was 'WTH??hw cud tis happen??!!!'..bt she jz hav to start again her car n move...bt da motivation in her had lessen...she was totaly down..n cudnt concentrate nymore on da drivin...n da rest is history..=.=..at da end of da day..she pass her bukit bt failed her jalanraya...bt stil da conclusion is stil she's a FAILURE!!!n aso equals to LOSER!!..=.=
c...she wil alws b a loser no matter wat.........


im such a loser in drivin..=.=..hate myself so much nw...n aso im very dissapointed wit myself..


a LOSER wil alws b a LOSER no matter hw hard dat person tried...

Sunday 4 May 2008

random post...

these r few pics dat i took n wana post up here...so der u go...

tis is 'fa shang wu'..in english is 'peanut soup'..hehehe...i super luv it...i had to beg my bro to take me to dat specific shop dats sells tis...cz its hard to find it in png...tis is i tink hakka's fud..i tink la...cz i 1st ate tis in kl...n it was yummy..tried to find in sp..bt it din taste gud..bt tis shop in png is very nice..jz dat its expensive la 4 dat small lil bowl of peanut soup...da round thingy is da 'tang yuan' inside has peanuts...real nice..^.^...

hmmm...tis is hot chocolate..called tis wen i was in secret recipe...aint dat nice tho...bt had to drink finis..hehehe...wat to complain?i aint paying ah...hehe..

oooo...da luvly cakes frm secret recipe...da american brownies is super delicious...while da mango style cake is super sweet n sour...i dun like it..cz it has too much cream inside..so its DO NOT EAT IT!..hehehe...4 da strawberry trufle..hmm...nice nice...bt its kinda too soft inside..giv it a try....n 4 dat chocolate dun knw wat cake...ok ok la...bt i prefer da eva much prefered cake..Chocolate Banana!!!hehehe...

wen n ate all tis cz my couzin frm kl was around..so i get to join in da makan feast...actually..we ate alot..bt i din manage to take all..cz hor..alws eat all d ni i rmb wana take pic..hehe...

tis tak berkenaan wit da upper post...its so weird dat ppl tink dat pastor is so so so important wen a person is sick...if dey r not sick dey dun giv a damn if da pastor visits them or not...bt wen dey fall sick..dey longing 4 da pastor to visit them n pray 4 them..WTH???tis is so so not making ny sense...y da heck ppl tink dat wen a pastor pray 4 them dey will immediately get well??!!i knw ppl tink dat pastor's prayers r POWERFUL...bt not til dat extend wat...if like tis y docs r around to treat sick ppl??doink ppl...i got so mad cz der is a family din wana cum to church 4 2 weeks cz my dad din go visit them cz their mum is sick..so idiotic la those ppl..totaly brainless...c'mom..their mum is in kangar...n u knw wer is kangar?is in perlis...n to get there frm sp it takes 2 hours of drivin...n dat idiot family wans my dad to drive der 4 2 hours n jz to pray 4 da sick mum!!!!!!gosh...stewpid ppl...prayers works evn tho ur not pastors k!!y cant dey jz seem to knw dat??who dey tink dey r??...y da heck ned my dad to go der jz to pray 4 them?doesnt dey knw my dad has 3 services in sp n is totaly fully booked frm tues til sun every nite??!!dey tink pastor's r robot izit?dun ned rest kah?useless ppl...wat a fool!n another family....dey din cum to church 4 so so so long d...n then today suddenly call us up n say dat their daughter is in hospital n WANS my dad to visit them...c another STUPID PPL!!...dey neva eva thk da church or da pastor wen dey r well...bt wen dey hav probs...dey sure call da pastor...ugh..these ppl r jz taking advantage on ppl!n if my dad dun go...dey will spread da news around dat my dad din care 4 them...idiots...dun knw y dey r called christians!!!dey r totaly misusing ppl...

bcz of these ppl around..im not keen to help ppl nw...cz it had happen so many times b4 my eyes...dey ask ur help n u help them..bt then at da end..u'll knw dat u hav been taken advantage on...sumtimes i do disagree on my parents on helpin sum ppl out..cz u may neva knw wat's dat feler's bakground is...bcz of da idiots..im totaly lost trust on those ppl who cum ask 4 help...sum reali ned it..bt sum r playin us..der r so many fakers around in tis lil town of sp...espeacially those who suddenly appear on our door step askin 4 help...

my oh my...next week is another tiring week...wen wil i hav my rest??!!!finals hav gone...bt another huge problem cuming my way....dat is...drivin test...yeah i knw..AGAIN!!!=.=...i knw im da loser in drivin...u dun hav to remind me..

pics of my lil cutie puppies!

angel gurl n her two lil cutie pups...dey r seriously adorable..cudnt resist to touch them...she is very protective of her lil pups..bt she let us touch n hold them..bt if outsiders cum..she wud get very fierce...n she is seriously a gud mum...
tis is da male...da noisy 1..n da 1 who drink milk da most...he fell down frm da cage to da floor jz nw...cz i checked on them every once in awhile n i notice it wen missing...so i wen outside 2 da bak n check..mana tau dat feler fell off frm da cage..hehehe...so i pick it up n put it bak into da cage...
tis is da female...she is da most noisy 1...alws can hear her...bt she is very active...
both of them hav da pinkish nose n paws...n dey r reali soft!..n their fur is smooth..hope dey r fury as patchy..dey shud hav his genes!cz he is da dad..hehehe...
aaawww...tis is so cute...its so cute wen their eyes r nt open yet...as if they r alws sleeping ni...n wen dey sleep...dey hav dreams...n dey wil like move their legs...hehehe..very cute..
i wish dat dey stay like tis alws...hehehe...bt then i wudnt able to let them sleep wit me cz ill may crush them!hehe...


der r more pics of them in my frenster...xD

Friday 2 May 2008

holiday begins!!!!

i shud b energize up aft rmberin dat nw is my holiday...bt im so so so super tired...da last 3 days i wer so bz wit activities ni...n i've got so many pics to post up...bt im in sp..n da com dun hav my hp's software n aso i din bring my wire...so i shall postponed it til later...

last 3 days i was not able to get a 12 hours nice sleep...*i do sleep dat long k*..hehehe...dats y nw im so tired n my eyes aso hav swollen...

actualy tis post im not gona write details bout my last 3 days....i jz wana let u all knw dat im stil ALIVE...hehehehe..xD

its great dat holiday had begun d...n der is lotsa time 4 me to jz....sleep...hehe..n dats wat im gona do next nw..so tata..wil write bout my activites aft i hav fully recharge my energy...

n oh yeah...my lil angel had given birth to 2 lil cute pupies yday...too bad i cudnt upload their pics...dey r incrediblely CUTE!!!!like lil piglets...their nose n paws r so so pinky...n da bad news is dat..it shud hav been 4 pups...bt 2 of it had die..='(...super sad...she kept on lickin da pup to get up bt it din so we had to take it away...n today she kept lookin 4 them...pt my lil gurl...bt da 2 alive ones n actively drinkin milk..hehe..^.^