Depression Kills

have you ever heard a pregnant girl saying :

* i would wana kill myself & the baby cuz its making me ugly*

Depressed people are everywhere

& it annoys me to see it or to read it

i was once like that

been there , went through it , came out from it

its like a thick dark clouds 

always covering or sheltering u away from happiness

Whenever a person's under depression

they would think of ways to hurt themselves

or they would not let others be happy

cuz they aren't

This crazy bitch , i would say

complaints about her life & how da baby had made her ugly

As to her , before getting pregnant

she's a total beauty with no flaws.

Yes , i would agree that she's prettier than an average jane

how could a sane person say that to an innocent baby?

she's the one who had unprotected sex & got pregnant!

if you din't wana be married at a young age ,

then why did such a stupid thing?

educated or not ; you have the brains to think for yourself

Another thing ; Boastful is what u are that's why u have no real friends

Boasting how much she had earned 

& how much thousands she had just spend in a day

what's the use of saying that on a social network?

Materialistic people are on the rise these days.

Cherish what you have & be grateful

at least your husband got you pregnant & wanted to marry you

what if the guy had ran away?

Get a counselor , get help

YOU SERIOUSLY NEED SOME HELP!

or prolly you had been diagnosed with depression & you just don't have a clue.

new addition

Oh beloved Bloggie ,

thy servant had abandoned you much

Been busy? Lazy?

hehehe..all sum up~

oh yeah just got pics from my sis's wedding shall i post 1 up? 

=)

an addition to my family

<3 p="p">

Mr & Mrs Julian Tan

so not used to call him * jie fu * yet

i still call him julian kor kor

=p

Ummm...lets see

Life's pretty intense busy last whole week

end up sick this week

Spend the beginning of the week at KL

& end of the week at Camerons!

Shop & Eat till i drop in KL ;

Eat till im Fat in Camerons.

Life's goooooood~

Starting work next weekkk~

wooohooooo*

not asking much , i just want a permanent position

after all this contract jobs

>.<"

its sickening to start anew 

new people ; new procedure ; new job

if you knw what i mean.

Gona meet my secondary babes after so long, tonite!

YAY! a happy girl much.

Love it or Hate it

Life still goes on.

Be it Being Happy or Sad

Days still passes by.

Cried a few times as patchy was so weak

till everyone thinks that putting him to sleep is the best thing to do for him

i wudnt let anyone do that ,

ending a life is a cruel thing , 

be it an animal who cudnt talk to voice out his thoughts!

Stroke got to him , 

till at times he cudnt control his own saliva

My baby boy , i wudnt know what would i do without him~

he has been there for the whole 11years!

nites when my tears cudnt stop flowing , 

i would sit outside with him ,

stroking him as i pour out how sad i am to him ,

he just sits there quietly listening to me.

Bathe him today ,

all he did was lay down the whole time

as he has no strength to stand up

its very sad looking at him like this.

am i cruel letting him suffer like this

because of my selfishness for not letting him go?

ihavenoidea

=/

Trauma? perhaps~

Happened weeks ago~

*just had no time/ lazy to blog bout it*

=p

 The boy was sick,

so at nite we decide to visit the doc

*This happened at Crystal Point , Penang*

Parked , went down the car without my bag

as the boyfie asked me to put in the car

so fine , i did~

pillow & sweater over my bag

& its totally invisible except for the bump~

that was a super bad choice!

Walked to the 24hours shop to get some bread

as we walk to the shop ,

we gota walk by our car.

nothing seems wrong , no suspicious people seen

after buying the stuff we wanted ,

we walked back to the car

as we were walking back ,

there's a super loud turbo car ramming his engine

our focus turned to him & neglected to see what's happening to our car

as i walk towards the car door

i saw my bag was on the floor ;

heartbeat stopped for a second ;

WHY IZIT out here?!

dint i put it on my seat?! 

walked closer , i hear the shattering of glass

IT JUST HAPPENED FEW SECONDS AGO!

i gasp! ; boyfie saw it as he opened his side of the door

SHIT!

straight away he took out his metal bar 

to search for the culprit!

i stand there , stunned , shock

quickly search my bag ; anything gone missing?!

Thank god nothing was gone ; the only valuable stuff in my bag 

was an old SE hp others were just food stuff 

=p

He went round the car park area

not too far away as he din't wana leave me alone

as we were standing there , checking the car

a man in short & specs walked by

i din wana point at him nor tell my boyfie mayb its him

cz im not too sure

but i kept staring at him as he walk by

the thieve din manage to take anything

cz that time we were walking back to our car

but the side mirror was damage & its costly!

cudnt make any police report as nothing gone missing

shaken , got home still cudnt believe that it happened so fast!

dat idiot is still on the road , breaking more cars 

I pray that one day , your both hands would be crushed

end up being a disable feler~

So many robbery case on FB

made me even more scared staying in this huge  house

at nite i just couldn't sleep

even if i head to bed by 12

any small lil noise i hear

i would get up & check

would eventually fall asleep by 3am ; maybe

or God knows what time

Trauma cuz in KL years ago

 ; my house was ransacked by the robbers

luckily no one was home

but its such a horrible experience to go thru

really scare the hell outta u

Boil ; Boiled ; Boiling

Jerkass - a very lousy guy

Welcome to read a story 

about one Jerkass ; who had lived for nearly 60yrs

50? 60? 

who cares~ if the jerkass dies

i confirm ; He'll rot in HELL

 A son he is ;

as he is born to this earth ;

he/she would have their parents to thank for

for bringing them to this earth

& for bringing them up to face this cruel reality

but with too much protection since young

ended up him befriended Stupidity~

Brain in the Ass

as he is brainless ; he don't think

or i should say Neva Think!

Talking bout that jerk could get a person's blood pressure up

i swear its true

as a pig is smarter than he is

dumb & dumber?

HAH!i bet he could be one of them

asked to help to do a favor

to take turns in dropping his very own mother to church

& what the heck he replied?

*Oh i have service to attend & after that i have meetings

& i only have a car*

so that means , he can't !

What bullshit~!

wife cudnt drive?!

another favor to ask

Please help to buy food for your mother on thursday & friday

*Oh thursday i got Prayer Meeting*

so that means , he can't

FYI , da church is less than 5 mins away

from his house & his own mother's hse

just takeaways also you couldn't do?!

Act HOLY to get your sins cleanse away?!

i tell you ; 

YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG 

as you dint follow 1 of your 10 commandments

i so wana smack his head

but i know the adults wudn't let me do so

When will this jerkass ever wakes up?

all he wants is Money Money Money!

you call yourself a christian?!

Shitty people like him brings the face of God down

He who attends all church activities

won't prove that you are holy

nor God would definitely write your name down

for you to enter Heaven

Oh why does this person ever exist?

we should disowned him!

but if we do so , his family would be affected

as he is the only jerkass we wana kick!

House & Car all bought by his Dad

owned NOTHING!

sold house ; money used up

stop work for 3-4 years 

stayed at his parent's hse for FREE during those years

Staying behind parent's house ; 5 mins away

but only visit his parents ONCE EVERY TWO MONTHS

Tell me how to NOT HATE this very own jerkass in the family?

took his parents for granted ; 

no money , he'll come asking 

parents refuse to give ;

he got mad at them & say that they neva loved him

i myself as a Christian is ASHAMED to say that

he is one of us too

he couldn't be saved anymore

he's been living a lie to everyone

trying to prove that he has changed

i cudnt rest my case..

seeing him behaving like this to his own mother

makes me wana scold him so so much

i feel bad for the wife ; for marrying such a lousy person

& for his kids ; im sad to say you have a lousy dad

when he is old ; just throw him at the old folks home

don't bother to visit him as he din bother bout his own parents too

1st & foremost ...

Lord that you would bless me indeed,

& enlarge my territory.

(Prayer of Jabez) 

alrite , it'll be my 1st time leading in EHC

Cold feet ; sweaty palms!!

but i knw , i can do it!

=)

its only 5 songs ,

it'll be over in a min rite?

though i've lead in worship so many times

each & every time i would be nervous

idunknwwhy

new songs ; new songs!

but it aint new in youtube nymore

as it states 2010

(O.O)

Calm me down

bless me Lord~

i'm leading your people to worship you.

Happier kid

well i could see the difference in me now

a total change

a drastic one?

maybe , maybe not?

i don't know

all i know now is that

i'm a much happier kid now

compared to the previous me

Don't cha think so too?

Be Optimistic! 

it stuck to my tiny lil brain

everything happens for a reason

there's a road longer than the highway

that is LIFE

=)

Hatred , *shooo shooo*

go away , i don't want you in me anymore

i've break free from you

with my own might & strength.

Permanent?

a call came

*Hello , is this siew ying?

are you free for an interview tomorrow?*

AAAHHHHHHH~~~

made me jump for joy!

=)

i've been waiting for interviews 

since last month!

rotting at home seems no fun anymore

cz holidays are coming 

& i wana be paid for it!

bahahahahaha~

call me accountant for being a typical one

cudnt wait to work

cuz earning feels much much better than studying

there's alws a time in life

when you gota stop taking money from parents

they've been supporting us so much since young

so now , gota stand on our own feet 

& be independent

well , dad still pays for my studies

so yea~ i hope to earn enough to pay it on my own

being so old , & still taking money from parents

i feel ashamed for doing so.

cuz im old enough to earn with my own ability

Wish me all the best

for tomorrow!!!

teeeeehheeee~

i wan a permanent job to fulfill my own pleasure

that is to travel

=D

& yesh Jordan ,

i would LOVE to go Melbourne!!!

but wait...

i wana head over to NZ first & i bet you knw why

;)

Another life taken

6th July 2012

4.45pm

He took his one long breath.....

* Phone rings~ *

Hello bilibi!

all i could hear from the other side 

was a man weeping 

something choked me , 

my mind was playing *i knew it i knew it!*

but i refuse to say it out

i waited for him to say out those words.

* My daddy had passed away *

i'm lost for words

how am i to comfort him thru phone?

all i wana do is to give him a hug 

rushed to the hospital 

saw his eyes & my heart just fell.

Losing a love one is one crushing thing

its like the whole world had came down

no matter what you do 

you just feel lost.

I'm real bad in words 

a lousy girlfriend i am

all i could say is be strong for your mummy

as now she needs the strength from all of you

Cancer is one cruel killer

When one is in the last stage

no matter what you do or how you treat it

it'll fail you & take your life away

Why good people die young

while the bad die later?

All those robbers , murderers & killers 

still living a well fed life in jail

while the good suffer from sickness?

i pray that he won't go into depression state as i did last time

took me months to pick myself up again

i know its hard to lose someone dear to us

its the 3rd day

judging from his voice thru phone calls

seems like he is much better.

i'll be heading to his place tomorrow,

hope he'll feel better when he sees me there with him

Cherish the people around you

you may neva know when they are leaving the earth

to meet God in Heaven

Cheers!

3rd sem

Student's life still goes on

Shall i graduate by this year?

im scared , that wouldn't happen nymore

no point rushing myself to finis off my stupid papers

as i wouldn't pass all if i go classes for it

ACCA please , give my life back!

i wana finis you off ASAP

so i wouldn't be stressed up by you anymore!

a wrong decision made?

i din know 5 papers would be this tough!

its been a year...

hopefully i could pass 1 this time

i'm not greedy , just one paper ; enough!

now im taking one step at a time

going for oni a class this time again.

if P2 fail me , i gota resit for it.

i guess it will fail me though~

P2 & P6 , hope it doesn't confuse me

at least if i pass the next round,

i would only left 1 more paper to sit for

*day dreaming*

=)

my stupid rant,

as i have nothing beta to do now.

Work oh Work!

why they didn't call me up?

hhhppmmmzzzz~

Dramas & shows seems not as interesting anymore

why?

maybe in used to working life

now life seems meaningless 

i wana work & earn

& then travel!

=D

Will on the line?! Legal

Went to the Lawyer's office

& guess what?

writing a will online at whichever place

like blogs is LEGAL!

woooooootss~

i don't know that

& i bet most people doesn't know.

so yes people,

quickly write it down before its too late

or else all your belongings goes to 

our beloved dirty sucky government

=)

 They just need a written copy of your will

to be made Legal in court.

its a proof ,you knw?

Shall i write mine?

bahahahahahah~

i have nothing valuable!

=p

unless my smelly beloved pillow & my bolster

who wants?

hehe..

they've been with me for a long time

Gold & jeweleries ,

i have yet to get any

oh unless for my white gold ring

which is not valuable at all.

so peeps..

start writing!

you may neva know when you'll be taking off

from this mother earth.

我可能不會愛你 In Time With You

its been long since i write reviews on Dramas,
now here it goes!

我可能不會愛你

In Time With You

 

 Cast :

• Ariel Lin as Cheng You Qing 程又青
• Bo-Lin Chen as Li Da Ren 李大仁
• Jassie Chen as Maggie
• Sunny Wang as Ding Li Wei 丁立威 

Young working adults would find this drama

portrays their life.

as well as those ladies

who are in their 30s would find it comforting

cz its so real to the things we girls usually thinks about

okay im not Thirty but i'll get there one fine day

=)

her thoughts are like my thoughts

as girls grows old, 

their market is getting smaller

however when guys gets older,

their market is wider

don't cha think so?

Ladies with more fine wrinkles,

desperate to look for a reliable source,

or just to tough to seek comfort in the other half.

Man with stable jobs & income,

ready to settle down & start a family,

all they need is a woman.

This drama starts with Her Cheng You Qing hitting 

her 30th Birthday with no boyfriend at the moment

Some of her friends are married 

She starts to wonder what's wrong with her

as its so hard to find a guy.

 Her best friend Li Da Ren

is her reliable source

whenever she's sad or having probs

he's the 1st she'll go to

Both have a thing for each other

but is having a hard time admitting it

When She finds a boyfriend,

Li Da Ren would alws criticise her taste in guys

& would be jealous 

When He finds a girlfriend

Cheng You Qing would dislike his girlfriend

as she says they doesn't understand him well

As the story goes,

both had a reali hard time denying their love for each other

in between came Ding Li Wei & Maggie

to reali make them realise

that they are meant for each other.

I ain't gona be a spoiler!

Watch the drama to find out the ending~

=)

Definitely a worth the watch!

last ep made my eyes teary

oh yeah its has 13 episodes!

i downloaded it from HERE

Updates on me

 Yours Sincerely,

=)

23rd June

as saying says

*Stand up from the place you've fall down*

idunknwy
i have to keep reminding myself
you're twenty-***** ady!
=p
i still feel young & lazy
thinking that everything will fall to place
wudnt lift a finger to solve things.

Lazy is in my nature
dum dum is what i try to be

Applying for jobs
going for interview
a whole lot of process again
yesh~! i Hate it but..
its life , the reality is to lie your way thru.

Friends my age talks alot on jobs
as we are all fresh grads now.
One thing we all have in common ;
we hate being ask the most ridicules question
* Why must we hire you & not others?*
What an open question!
sometimes im speechless
don't even know how to answer
but i feel , they are testing on our confidence
if a person lacks confidence ,
there's really a dark future ahead
as you alws look down on yourself
Interviews is where one should show their personality
&  not hide it


its been a month or two
i should hit the club soon aite!?
hehehe..

well well ,
just so you know
i'm officially showing you a pic of my beau

你 的 体 贴 温 暖 了 我 的 心

就 像 夏 天 的 风 吹 过 那 麽 凉 爽 安 静

我 轻 轻 依 偎 在 你 的 怀 里

天 空 挂 满 祝 福 的 星 星

你 的 体 贴 温 暖 了 我 的 心

就 像 倾 盆 大 雨 舍 不 得 淋 湿 爱 你 的 心

我 要 唱 给 你 听 陶 醉 在 你 给 的 甜 蜜

<3

Hi ms lil on the net blog,

so far how are you doing?

Exams are over

till aft Two weeks later

classes will resume

so, there's the prob

where to go?

the one with Wed class

or the one with Sat class?

hhmmm....

eyes been freaking pain

not enuf sleep i guess

signing off

ciaoz~

Just can't help it

here again

shooooots~!!

sorry to bug u Mr Bloggy

Cried when i read his email

Cried again when i reply his mail

so yea~

i need a stronger heart!

Yes , oh yes

i hate to admit this

I MISS MY BROTHER!

why?

too shy to say it out i think

=') 

  

sigh~

i don't know how long would i get used to it

for being okay dat he's so far far away

ciaoz!

 

Jammed?!

Brain jammed

with loads of question marks 

(?.?)

sooner or later

i think my face would end up like that!

Hah!

at times , its hard to say it out

or put it in words

cz it's the feeling of fear

that gets you all freak out

who should i talk to?

who should i turn to?

i dun feel like anyone could see thru

the worries in my head

Happy?too stressed up?

ihavenoidea!

*you see*im feeling all down

with no reasons~

PMS?

i hope so that's the cause of it

*smack head!*

gota study

signing off~

1st June 2012

The 6th month of 2012

when & where shall i begin mystory?

The nerdy me 2012

 When life gives you lemon ;

make lemon juice out of it?

=)

5months passed

went thru sad , happy , bitterness , sweetness

i'm blessed in some ways 

as usual , breakups ain't easy

tough job to get rid of it from your brain 

& the hurt torturing your heart 

but thank god ,

by his grace i'm able to walk out of it

& i've found happiness being single

time passed by,

soon enough i've found a great guy

i know its too soon to judge a person

but as days pass , 

i began to see thru him how to treat a girl right.

told him , 

i'm so scared to fall for a guy.

don't wana get myself hurt anymore 

good guys are all dead & gone

the leftovers are the useless ones.

he replied ,

take your time

i'll wait

*yes , it totally got me speechless*

through his actions ,

i could see that , he's a good guy

prolly the only one left on earth?

=D

Thank you for taking the 1st step ; 

in getting to know me

if not , its my lost to let a great guy walk by.

Ourstory just began ,

shower us with your blessing!

p/s bilibi ~

Thank you for treating me as your princess

i'm bless to have you!

<3

 

Another Chapter Closed

 so what happened last week,

=D

interesting things!

received a bouquet of Flowers from 

The Boy

came back aft lunch,

 received a bar of chocs from anonymous 

who left a stick on note stating

*To SLK 美女*

~hehehe..my lame joke~

Today marks my last day of work at Plexus

<3 

i shall missed the days working there

had so much fun & snacks everyday

who wouldn't  love being there?

=)

3 months flew by,

now its time to date my books

till mid of June

& prolly i'll start crying for the time to just stop

hehehehehe~

Work was stress free,

now the Hell begins for me.

Google y u change?!

alrite one short post

as i've been M.I.A for quite sometime

=)

been busy ~

HeH!

Google had changed so much

so did i .

but i know , imma put on my nerdy specs soon.

Change at times is good , but at times its bad

see how a person sees it.

For my changes , 

i'm able to differentiate a Boy with a Guy.

a Guy is so much better than a Boy

as he totally do not understand how to treat a girl.

Shall i say wasted?

hmmm..nope as it was my decision anyway

Live Life with no Regrets 

=D

Ciaoz~

Cammiewhore

its been a long time
since i last posted my camwhore pics here
=)

so here it goes,

have i gotten thinner?
been skipping meals recently
No, im not bulimic or nything
just lost of appetite i think.
i cudnt evn remember the last i exercised!

*makeup reali makes LOADS of difference!*
=D

my pillars
<3
thank you for taking care of me dat nite!
oh yeah , did i mention i got 3 free shots from the DJ that nite?
hahahaha..
yeah , i see bitchy stares from ppl that nite
=p

i know im Awesome!
Smile & the world smiles with you loves.

Cheers!

a nite before easter

Shall i update bout my last week's event?
hehehehe..
*wicked smirk*

Rite, so it was a nite before Easter as stated
i shall never ever forget this wondeeeful day of my life

Some may think im so innocent,
some look at me in disbelief ,
i HAVE YET to step into a CLUB.
but i broke the curse last saturday
=)

din expect to be blinded by the lights
& turned deaf by the loud music
drank so much till i threw up for the 1st time
in my life
<3

meeting new ppl
& seeing the scene there
wasnt harmed as i have protective friends
by my side the whole nite
& im so thankful for them
(^^)

told mum bout it
& surprisingly she was cool & calm about it
just that she keep repeating bout the
danger of drugs!
*do you think its cheap to put one in a stranger's cup?*

went to church the next morning
with a heavy head
was it hangover?
i have no idea cz i neva had one

Good Friday

its the Holy Week of the year
Good Friday then comes Easter.

going church service
being a good child of HIS
=)

Looking forward to tomorow nite
its so gona be a blast
i can forsee it!
hehe
wait wait~
i shall tell when there are pics to show you

a week gone~
just a blink of an eye
time's passing so fast
so just live in the moment
regret not!

*Cheers people*

New

<3 the new layout?
i totally ship it!
=D

all pinky pink over again
Yes , i still love Pink very much.
took me oni 30mins?
hehe , am a pro yo~

Numb , Maybe?

i dont know how did i do it,
but i did it.
Numb the racing Heart
that nearly beat the hell outta my chest.

Brain just got jammed by me
not a single memory floating in there.
Where did it go?
ihavenoidea~

Tears run dry
not a single tear ever since the day i put a stop to it
Why izint it running like a river?
cz its not worth it

all i wana do now is,
stop trying to mend the broken heart
as i shall wait for it to be filled again
while im enjoying this new life of mine
=)

do i miss him?
yes i do
even as a friend ,
i miss talking to a close friend.

hurting a person again & again
with the same lame excuse
is realli not a right thing to do.
Its cruel , do you know that?

i wish you well in life ,
if you ever find a girl who loves you more than you do ,
dont think twice , just marry her!
you can never ask for much more in life
be satisfied , will you?

Being depress with studies
will not bring you anywhere in life.
*Failure is the key to success*
you just gota learn how to accept things
& improve on it
There are more high rough waves in life

Rants..

weird that i've got no one to complaint to
about the day.

So here am i,
shall start da process
im warning you
if your gona read this post
* read it at your own risk *
=)

have neva been so upset before at work
since i started
but yday it just blew my smile off

Production shud get ready the parts for audit
aft the email is sent out
but this particular dept have such high ignorance
neva fail, dey will alws delay me in closing my acc
yday i had to wait for an hour sitting there
for them to find the parts
ended up i dint close any account for the day
& if my job is delayed,
reports cudnt be done & it'll affect another gal
& if she cudnt generate,
it affects the warehouse cycle count person
(@.@)

so pissed till i just walked off & say im gona drop the part
however, still they have the guts to ask me to wait
for another half an hour!

thank goodness
i manage to close 5 accounts today
if nt im in deep trouble!
next week's shift felers will be much beta.
(^^)

its Flyday~
am super duper happy!
& aso super duper tired.
Sunday another extra class
HAIHZ...

but am looking forward to next month
teeehee..
=D

i still believe in *LOVE*
being hurt by a jerk
doesn't mean the whole world's guys are like that

Cheers..
im much stronger than you think.

18 March

have no idea wat to put as title
so i fill in the date of today

suddenly im lost for words..

hmm..

History is past stories..
so shall be mine
That Chapter of my Life
is tightly SEALED CLOSE.

Now i just want to enjoy Single-hood
till one comes my way

Weekend was the craziest i've ever experience
its like i gulp down a year's beer!
Totally an awesome nite
<3
Thank you people.

A shattered heart,
but its patching up real fast.
Nearly 7 years,
I Sincerely Thank You for being there,
your presence in my life turned to a habit
or air that i gota breathe everyday
i took you for granted
& you took me for granted
damage done ;
no use turning back time.

Thank you for the good times we had
you were my lover , best friend & teacher
you've taught me much

i will cherish the memories we had
the bad & the good
however the way you breakup with me
is a coward's move
i spent 7 years just to deserve that way?

i admit i was blind
but well , its my lesson
=)

*To Love a person is alws a risk*
daddy told me that.

Feb goin on March

okies ,
started Work~
Alarm is my life
if i dont hear it
i would be fired!
hehe..jk =p

well hard to get me up early
as i was lazying at home for the past 2 months
so now back to working life
woots woots!
Production floor is my new Play Land
still in da midst of learning the floor plan
cz its so huge that i cud be lost in there
no kidding wei!

office is cool,
colleagues are friendly,
parking free,
fully aircond production floor & office,
wat more could i ask for?
=)

till then,
*Jal-ga*
( in Korean means see ya )

Twenty Third

Hah!
*another year older another year wiser!*
you sure?

Well boyfie said im still da same old 16yr old gal he met
(>.<)
wait till i get my teeth on his shoulders!
hehe.. no no im no vampire kay*
juz love to bite
=)

YESH its my 1st post of the year 2012!!
what have i been up to?
attending interviews & lazying around still.
Gah~yes i knw imma potato couch!
but... i juz cudnt find a job that i reali want for nw
most of it saturday is a working day
& i dont wana go into audit firm as its too stressful
so yeah , admin it is
got a job & will b starting aft CNY
however da office is based at B'wth!!
yea~you may say dat im nuts
but well driving to Gurney area & to B'wth
takes the same distance for me
So, neva try neva knw!

Classes resume this week
work & class will go on till end of this year
& i hope i could wrap it all up aft this year ends
as people alws say,
your still young , step by step
take it slow.
Sorry~ the slower i take the more i wana give up!
=)

Strength i NEED you!
Fear please go away
you've been giving me sleepless nights
thinking of what i should & should not
Phobia with jobs , the people , the boss
whole of 2011 was a shit year filled with meeting the shitty people in work
thats y im so choosy on jobs.
i Fear that i would have to deal again with shitty ppl
Seriously, reality is filled with all sorts of people
Ethics just doesn't exist in Humans these days.

Well oh well~
had 3 cakes yday
woooooots!!
& the highlight was my KL trip last whole week
=D
its kinda weird cz the busy bustling sound of the City
actually took my stress & burden away.

Cheers , 1 more week to CNY 2012!