Another life taken

6th July 2012

4.45pm

He took his one long breath.....

* Phone rings~ *

Hello bilibi!

all i could hear from the other side 

was a man weeping 

something choked me , 

my mind was playing *i knew it i knew it!*

but i refuse to say it out

i waited for him to say out those words.

* My daddy had passed away *

i'm lost for words

how am i to comfort him thru phone?

all i wana do is to give him a hug 

rushed to the hospital 

saw his eyes & my heart just fell.

Losing a love one is one crushing thing

its like the whole world had came down

no matter what you do 

you just feel lost.

I'm real bad in words 

a lousy girlfriend i am

all i could say is be strong for your mummy

as now she needs the strength from all of you

Cancer is one cruel killer

When one is in the last stage

no matter what you do or how you treat it

it'll fail you & take your life away

Why good people die young

while the bad die later?

All those robbers , murderers & killers 

still living a well fed life in jail

while the good suffer from sickness?

i pray that he won't go into depression state as i did last time

took me months to pick myself up again

i know its hard to lose someone dear to us

its the 3rd day

judging from his voice thru phone calls

seems like he is much better.

i'll be heading to his place tomorrow,

hope he'll feel better when he sees me there with him

Cherish the people around you

you may neva know when they are leaving the earth

to meet God in Heaven

Cheers!