aint good...

oh FEVER y did u come visit me during tis time of da year??

YEAP im back from camp yday aftnun...

was sick b4 i wen to camp..
and got worst during camp..
i LOST my VOICE!!!!

NO..i din shout nor talk too much...
it was my sorethroat dat started all tis..

Fever...Cough...Sorethroat turned bad during 2nd day of camp..
yeah was sick but i stil carried on playing as if im alrite...
but ppl knw it thru my voice...
i talk like a parrot
NO..i tink worst than a parrot..

i din reali had so much fun as last year's camp..
cuz i was da oni gal...as in youths...
da guys keep ejekin me da 2nd day cuz i was sick n cudnt reali shoot them back..
oh well im used to it..

will go into da details bout da camp in my next post...
cuz now...
i need my rest...
cuz i stil hav oni 1 week to recover...
NO..few days to recover...
as im attending a DINNER on thurs...
aisk..
hope i get well soon...

MY Summertime....

I think about you in the summertime,

And all the good times we had, baby,

Been a few years and I can't deny,

The thought of you still makes me crazy,

I think about you in the summertime,

I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind.

You're my,

My Summertime.



oh i juz luv tis song!!!!

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im sick im sick im sick!!!!!
aAAARRRRGggghhhhHHH!!!
y im sick at tis very wrong time??
haihz..camp in tomolo n im sick...
i gota lead worship leading tomolo n im having sorethroat
wat shall i do??!!(=.=)
aisk me n my DEAR sick at da same time
i tink we'r luv sick...ekeke...

PICS!

my cutest boy!!PATCHY......super cute lil felow...wen i rch home he was so happy tat he jump over me n i fell on da floor...hehe...loving dog...
but wen i rch home..i saw he got a small lil wound on his hand...he la noty feler ran out of da hse to find mate...si gatai..n got himself in a pergaduhan wit other dogs...
tis is PRINCE...he was once super cute but now he turn out to be like his mum more and more...looks innocent..but wen u let him out of da cage..he'll go wild...hehe...but he listens to us wen we call him..

oh plz excuse my dad for posing like dat...hahaha...mum force him to wear dat shirt wen dey go to Jerusalem...hahaha...so ugly!!pity pity...
aaaawww...aint tis lil gal cute??!!!OF COURSE LA...cuz its ME!!!hehehehe...xp...got it from mum...


the pics below are all bout da new Jusco at Seberang Prai...nice place....

i luv pink therefore i took tis pic!SASA...
tis pic was takan in da toilet...these seats are acutaly in da toilet!!!wow!..mum was so amaze by it dat she wana take a pic there...hehehe...xD

Drama Freak...

hhhmmm....let see wat i've done today...(>.<)

woke up at 1.10pm...wahakakaka...xp
wen for lunch...came home did ambra juice...
n then stuck to da comp till now..
NO i did not surf da web whole day...
i watch my DRAMA whole day!til now...ekeke...

Lovely lovely life i'm having now...
with nothing to worry bout...
no textbooks to read..
oh how i wish i get tis type of holiday anytime i want...
being a student is way too stressful d...
alws working on assignments...getting ready for test or finals...
all tis cud make me crazy...
i wan things to go slowly...

i wud luv to watch my drama every single day..
but wit classes on..i cudnt do so...
for 4 months...4 MONTHS!!!
i've stopped myself frm watchin..
n now is my time to start my marathon..xD


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i dun like childish ppl...
it juz annoys me...
if gals r childish i dun mind...
but not GUYS!
it juz irritates me so so freaking much...
Guys r meant to be GUYS..not GALS!
talk like a man...and act like one...
if u dun...
i'll treat u as a pondan...

Y oh Y...

y models hav to slim and tall??y cudnt they b chubby and tall?or pretty and short??

LIFE's juz so UNFAIR!!!

im sure u ppl hav been following 'America Next Top Model' and 'Australi's Next Top Model'...those gals are tall...but not all are pretty to me...sum are ugly to me...

i hav frenz who wana b a model..juz cuz they r tall...but....but....but....me?im so freaking short...therefore i dun stand a chance of becoming a model...."aisk...i dun mind"...(>.<)

n wat bout da slim part?models r known for skinny body...some are so skinny til u cud see their bones...n dats a big "eeeeeeeewwwwwww!!!"...i knw ppl diet juz for da sake of becoming thin...they dun eat rice...they dun take ny potatoes...all they eat is bread and other fluid foods...do u knw u guys are putting ur health in danger??!!in a short term..yes u'll b thin..but in da long run...it will hav a huge impact on ur body...i dun knw y ppl is so desperate to go thin...tel u all...doesnt mean thin is pretty k...pretty is evaluated thru ur inner beauty...outter beauty wont last long...remember dat!!!!plz do not push urself to go thin...diet without exercise wont hav ny use...i wil neva eva diet...tho now i've put on lotsa weight...all to get those fats off is exercise...plz luv urself my frenz...then oni u'll hav da respect luv others....

Great day out....

yday had a great time in Butterworth...took pics of da new Jusco but im now in sp...i 4got to bring my cable home...so cudnt upload...will upload later....(^.^)

da Jusco is reali reali huge!n its very nice cuz da all da shops der is covered wit glass walls...so u can see thru...for me its super high class...but one thing is missing is Cinema or Bowling alley...dey shud hav those stuff der...dat new Jusco is out of da way of da bus routes...therefore oni ppl wit transport can go der...nyway its new...sooner or later der wil b buz passing der...spend like 4 hours der...n then we wen Sunway Mall...

Sunway Mall is another new mall in Butterworth...however got ppl died der b4...as der wer robbery case der n a security guard was shot dead by the robbers...we wen der to watch movie..as der has GSC...da nearest cinema for us...sp too lousy d...we watched 'Money Still No Enough'....wah damn funny in sum parts n very touchin in sum parts...i dint cry cuz parents wer der...shy ler...hehehe...

Dat movie reali teach us sumthing..dat is neva eva mistreat ur elders wen they are old and sick...neva put them in a old folks home...tis movie has three brothers..n they alws discuss things together n share out da burden together...n wen they ned help..all of them wen to their mother for help...but wen da mother had Alzhemier...all of them push her around...letting her moving here n der..in and out of each of their hse...letting their mum sleep in da toilet cuz da mum will pee anytime...n they came to a conclusion she was juz a burden to all of them...n they decided to send her to an old folks home...she din wan...but they had to...her oldest son let her go n quickly run to da car..aft da mum ask da lady holding her..is tis an old folks home?she said yes...n da mother turn around n shouted to da son..."I dun wana stay here..i wana go home!!"...n she fainted..its so heart wrenching...how cud they do dat??!!how cud they treat her like dat??


i wil neva eva put my parents in old folks home...its such a depress place...worse cum to worse..we hav to hire a maid...parents had taken care of us since young...they hav to work their ass off juz to pay for our expensive education...dey hav done great deed for us..how cud we treat them badly aft they grow old??unless we r heartless n put them in an old folks home...its our parents..its our job to take care of them..

Home Sweet Home...

im back home in SP....

it feels so nice to be home...to see my parents...to see my dogs...hug them..play with them...oooo i juz luv them so so much!!!!

i had a bad time today in butterworth as i din knw da bus had change...so as usual i waited for da bus to cum...but aft half an hour it din...so i go ask da counter..n dey say cuming soon...so fine...i waited again...n then a jerk feler sat bside me n smoke...my temperature ad super hot d...he make me lagi hot..i reali did my face out dat i din like it n use my hand to close my nose..its was super obvious..bt stil he din care..i was cursing him all da way...hehehe...(>.<)..so ya smokers...dun cum near me or sit beside me wen u smoke...i'll super curse u!wahahahha....

so a bus came...it wrote...SG Petani..hmmm..but it was CITYLINER not TRANSNASIONAL..so i din go in...i sat der til i saw a guy holdin da same ticket as i wen up dat bus....i was like OMG!!!wat da heck im stil sittin here??wen up da bus was alomost full...but got a sit...THK GOD!!

today's service was Thanksgiving...so had fud...haha..yum yum~...din eat lot ler..as it wasnt up to my taste buts today...wen church today n every1 wer asking me questions....how r u?how's studies?how's tis n dat...hehe..cuz i was mizzin from church for a very long time...those old ppl miss me!!hehe...got an old granpa wil alws hug me tite or pinch me wen he sees me...haha..n it hurts!...but wat to do?cudnt run away from him..ekeke...

tomolo goin butterworth with parents..yippy!!!cuz i said wana go watch "money stil not enuf"...haha...n dad say ok!but dun wan watch in SP's cinema..lousy...so goin butterworth instead..then goin Bukit Mertajam...wow...i neva been der...tho staying kinda near...half an hour drive ah...

hols r juz starting...wooohhooo~im gona enjoy...next week church camp!!lalalal~...yay!!

frens wen genting today...i din follow...=(...yeah sad...bt wat to do?got reason bhind it.....bt wateva..im stil gona enjoy being in SP!!!!

My Best Pals...

now im watching da drama title "My Best Pals"...its bout a story bout 3 guys and a girl grew up together in a town...and have been frenz since young..goes to da same skol..and study in da same class til high skol....how cool is dat??!!!aaaww..i wana hav frenz like dat tooo!!!

da gal's character is some how like me wen i was young...tomboy..luv wearing pants..run here n der wit da guys..hahaahaa...wen i watch tis drama i was like...wow i did dat tooo!!haha..but non of my frenz from my childhood days are dat close to me nymore..except for one or two of them...cuz i shift too much...dats wat i din like...alws hav to make new frenz...but now i end up having more frenz than other ppl!!hehe...kinda cool tho...however best frenz last time is no more best frenz now...things change n ppl change..ties between us got untie n became strangers now..

3 guys and a gal makes me tink of my secondary skol days...i was close with 3 guys n they wer close to me oni...hahaha..wat a coincident...

i mizz sum of my frenz..some that i totaly lost contact of..i tried to find them..however my mission fail...i wonder do they go online?or they din put their real name n use nickname...hhhmm...it makes me sad wen i tink of all these stuff..cuz i reali cherish my frenz dat i know..ppl comes and goes...but a fren will alws be a fren to me...unless ur a jerk or a bitch..i'll cancel u off from da list...


i miss....
i miss.....u...u...n U!!!!!!
xD

hope to meet up wit all my frenz in da near future.....HOPE!!!
wen der is HOPE der is a WILL....
wen der is a WILL...
der is a WAY!!!...
lalalalala~
am craping...lolz....

da journey..

wen i was buzy studying for my exams...it stil din stop me from snapping pics...hehe..here are sum pics i took wen i was studying for da exam either in Mcd or hse...


i din like tis sub at all...ugh!!!tis sub made my headpain da most....its Financial Accounting...


yeah i studied n aso eating chocs da same time..as ppl say chocs got da metabolism to make u happy...true?if not sure go google it..xD...n im seriously not joking dat i was actualy studyin on an iron board!!!...see how sempit it is...cuz my com table is at da wrong direction of da lite..so not gud for my eyes..so i had to use da iron board to study wer da light is shining..


studyin in my rum on my bed...n yea i alws fall asleep while studyin on my bed...ekekeek...

for Financial Accounting...me n my fren decided to hit Mcd at 8am to study b4 da exam...cuz we cudnt concentrate at home..so we ate 1st..1st time eatin da pancakes der...quite nice...but costly o for juz breakfast...oh well..we skip lunch cuz we wer still ful n was in a tense mood...so no appetite to eat..

for our drink we took coffee to make us awake..but u see how much sugar we had to put!!!!each 5 packets...lolz!!yea we crazy but da coffee was too bitter ady...


my ADDICTION during exam period..i wud get lotsa lotsa sweets snacks asam n chocs to keep...so wen im bored studyin...i'll eat n study..hehehe..yea exam time i'll gona go fat!!*ady am*..hehehe...

*vainess......*was goin crazy..go i snapped pics of myself...wahahakaka...hav stupid pics of me too..but nah aint gona post it up here...ekekeke...

(>.<)

today i shud hav gone for da beach picnic with bro...but i was way toooooo lazy d...hehehe...he expect me to get up 7.30 in da morning??forget it...i rather get my nice sleep...n well i got up it was alomost 1pm...wahakaka...*enjoying life!!*

1st of all...i got sum other reasons y i din wana go for dat picnic tho it sounds reali reali fun!so long i din step my feet on da beach ady...i was planning to wear my bikini...but NO!its church wei...n its mostly old ppl...i tot to myself dat i wud b foolish to wear my bikini then cuz da old ppl will definitely kill me..hehehe...so fine...another thing i din wana go its cuz dat church's members is mostly old ppl and young kids...n i dun hav a click!but yeah i grew up with those aunties uncles der...cuz its was my mother church b4 i shifted to KL...those ppl i cud talk to is those ppl dat r my sis's age...see how big is da gap!?..not dat tis church hav totaly no youths...all the youths goes to da MAIN church..tis church is an outreach center of da main church..my penang hse was nearer to da outreach center dats y we wen to da outreach center instead of da main church for service..we had youths in tis outreach center..but all wen away for further studies..one wen russia another wen aussie..another in johor..so dats y its in NEED of youths...mizz da times der wen my clicks wer around..but now we r not close nymore..sad rite?hmmm....

im free for the moment

wed 4pm sharp...

JESS is FREE!!!!!

*phew* my walk in hell's road has ENDED..well as for now(>.<) ..thk GOD!!!

i aint gona say bout wat happen yday cuz its SUCKS..suck to da max dat i cudnt b happy tho my xm has finis...aint bout my xm dat im not happy bout...its bout other stuf..my baby was super patience with me n cheer me up da whole time...thx honey!*muacks!*..

as a whole...i dun tink i did well for my exam except for my english paper...*hell yeah if i din do good at it..i'll probably get lecture from mum*..but i tink i cud pass every single hard paper..i did wat i cud so now its up da to da lecturers to giv me pityful marks!hehehe...

life in hell's road aint good..i had frequent mood swings...i wen super emo at times...i was super tense wen i cudnt get an answer...had frequent headaches...n cried alot...yes alot...for no reason...pathetic rite?ugh..but wat to do..da presure..cuz i admit i've skipped class and lectures da most tis sem..=)...i dun knw a thing...so 1 day before da exam i gota study n undrstand it..its hard..dun b me...aint gud..

well well...exams over n therefore my blog shall come alive again!!!wooohooo~

been kinda lazy to blog aft exam..cuz all i do is sit infront of tv as my sis juz installed astro..wahakaka..n today i was whole day out with my baby!!!hehehe..im super happy to meet him...we watch "THE STRANGERS"...oh i dun encourage u all to watch dat...seriously...dun watch ya...kinda scary for me ah..n thx to my baby he aso scared me a few times during dat movie...ISH!....had dinner in pizzahut then we sat bus home as he din get to drive tis week..n he stil take his time to cum meet me...aaaww...aint he juz so sweet?...=)..*dun kembang ya dear*...hehe..next up in my life is...REST! i ned lotsa lotsa rest!!i slept til 12 sumthing today n i felt so freaking nice..hehe..saturday will b goin to da beach picnic with my old church...n its a private beach...yay~!!!n then next friday is church camp...yay yay~!!!!wil hav super lotsa fun...yikes!!~life's gettin better...haha..aint gona tink bout next sem yet...cuz next sem have more KILLER paper..shihssss!..(>.<)...i suppose to work during my sem break..but i choose not to as i ned rest to go thru next sem's hell's road...so i shall rest 1st...hehehe..my dad will b understanding as he wont chase me to pay him back da 300bucks...hahaa...

me vaining before goin out...*as usual*..hahaha...

me and my hunk!!

da other nite that he came find me tho he has lotsa assgmts to do...Luv u to BITS dear!!

will things happen?

the question mark appears on every malaysian's brain now...

knw y?cuz of tomolo...tomolo is da day dat anwar said dat he wud establish a new government to knock down BN-government...*sweat*..

will things go sour?will things turn back?will da history comes back to haunt us?will da history repeat itself??

those who dun knw bout da past or anything bout anwar...so sry..therefor go read up politic stuff!!

kinda happy but at da same time kinda scared...scared things will happen..scared everything will b messed up..scared of innocent life bein risk cuz of politics stuff...damn!!wer is da peace and harmony nowadays??!!!!

besides dat...there are 3 great ppl are bein detained by ISA..for saying the truth..for writting bout da truth behind the politic stuff and all..dont u tink dat its so not fair??!!two of them are chinese women..and another who is a malay guy..raja petra who is reali gud at diggin da truth for all malaysian..cuz he knw dat he need to knw da truth..

recently something kinda serious happen in penang...one of da malay minister said out a statement dat all chinese in malaysia are juz stayin at THEIR land..means we r foreigners to them and not suppose to be called a resident here..wat the hell??!!!but tis prob was solve as he got kicked out from da politics for 3 years oni by pak lah..gud job dude!!!if u din do dat...i bet BN is in a serious state for digging their own grave in penang...

as said by pak lah...da race issue is super serious now..its in a serious state dat if u say a small thing u'll tick off da other races...all tis shud b blame upon da ministers!!!cuz of their smarty brain n with their talkative mouth which like to dash out bad comments bout other races n then oni apologise for doin so...do u knw how idiot u ministers are??they cud say anything they feel bout other races but other races cudnt shoot back at them..n recently pak lah said we shud pratice da freedom of speech...HELL YA!!!konon der is dat kind of freedom...if there is...then they wudnt have capture raja petra for dishing bout their stuf!!if there is such freedom...then i cud practice it in my blog now...plz dun say things juz for da sake of saying to safe ya faces k...

yeah im super not happy bout politic stuff nowadays..not to say dat im so into tis stuff...its juz dat u ned to know the stuff dat r happenin around us..n not juz b a stupid resident here which follow dumb rules set by dumb ppl...tho im juz ni 19...i got da rights to voice out...

kick those pathetic stuff aside...i stil got my last paper to sit for...MAF..cost accounting...da KILLER paper as i dun knw a thing bout it...wish me luck..i juz wan to pass tis..aft wed im free!!!!WEEEEELALALALAL~

juz half way thru...

well well...since im free now..i shall blog...(^.^)

its been a week ad im walking thru hell's road...dat is FINALS...n im juz half way thru it...(>.<)

gosh im seriously tired..my brain is flooding with way TOO MUCH info..having headaches quite often as i din hav much sleep...last tues i evn got up at 4.30am juz to study with a cup of double shoot of expresso right beside me...to make sure dat im wide awake..however wen i rcd da exam hall..my brain nearly shut down..had a hard time controllin my brain not to rest cuz i ned it!but i did it..walked out da exam hall 30mins early..hehe..

3 papers down...3 more to go..(".")

3 more tough paper..n im free!!Weeee~...but til then...i gota face 3 hard brain torture sub..LAW...TAX...Cost Accs...today i nearly gave up on Financial Accs..i seriously din knw how to do..i left 1 question blank..my 25 marks flew away so easily..HAH!i open da question paper n then felt like walkin out da hall aft 30mins..cuz its no use sittin der facing da paper wen i din knw a single thing...but i din..i stayed..force my lil brain to tink back on wat i remember..so now..c how my results will turn out for dat sub..*yes i will PASS!!*juz being positive..cuz i dun wana resit for it...xD

next up..LAW on saturday..wat a day rite?aisk..its weekend n we gota go coll...haihz..so sick of it..nvm..2 more sem to go..im sure it will pass fast...


DANG!sumtimes i wonder...did i chose da wrong course??....hhhhhhhmmm.......

(@.@)

im goin insane!!!


FINALS FINALS FINALS is HERE!!!!

2 more days to go...(@.@)

tis is da oni thing students like me are scared of...

sitting in da huge hall..facing papers full of questions...siting der like a dumbo to pass the time if totaly don knw how to do...lecturers walking back and forth..lookin at da students to catch any suspecting acts..hearing any sound of ringin from the hps...tense is in the air...head feel like exploding...gosh!!i hate dat atmosphere!!

hav 6 subjects..aint of its is easy..but hmm..excluding english...hehe..xD...so its total 5 hard brain wrecking subs!!!gosh..hope da days will pass fast..

i gota admit dat i havent finis studyin any sub yet!..yes u heard it...not yet!!!shissshh...im in dead meat..friday is da startin of my long neva ending hell road...n im still aint studyin crazily as i shud be..(>.<)


so i've....