Thoughts...

Things just flows into my mind
while i'm watching dramas.
HEH! =)
Typical me.....

I'm sure every perfect humans too have flaws

whether is it hidden or not

obvious or not

Well , you just gotta spend more time with the person

to find out!!

Truthfully , whether couples or best friends

There is a time when you dislikes each others behavior

But stop & think , that person doesn't grow up with you

of course he/she doesn't know whether you dislike it or not?

Yes , sure , you could tell them off

but it takes time to feel comfortable with a person from another mother

Actually dramas could be your very most useful mirror in life

you see things from the dramas are actually the same as reality!

From relationships to family probs , 

Who doesn't have any of it?!

Your life might be too comfy , but wait for the timer to go off

the BOM will actually blast!

Perhaps , it might hurt much more if its too perfect.

Life izin't a bed of Rose

So TRUE yet so unbelievable!

Some born with a Silver spoon , some had to go through life's hardship

Some easily met THE ONE , some had to go through multiple heart breaks

Izin't it unfair?

BUT....think.

They may get things their way in life , however there are things they don't

Some might get all broken up inside but they have awesome bunch of people around them

So , shall we try to look at the bright side , Aye?

It's never easy , trying.

But keep going , even rubber bands get loose if you've stretch it for too long.

=D

& another thing i've learned , 

Is to cherish the moment.

Never look back , never regret , never repeat the same mistakes again.

Life's too short to repeat mistakes! Use it to learn new lessons!

我会牢牢地记住

我所曾经受过的伤痛

悲伤；经验；就是生活上的成长。

以前的我 ，不知笨到那个地步

也不知道我怎么承受那七年。

想想回去，我都会对自己自悲

见天的戏剧，让我觉得我当时应该反醒了 

“你的幸福不会痛苦吗？”

会，当然会！

可是我却当时没感觉到。

你曾经说过，我不像个女孩

因为我从来不喜欢打扮。

你说我没女人味

因为我不喜欢Pedi&Manicure

你说过，你觉得原来你是跟一个男孩交往

你说过很多令人伤心慈心的话

可是当时我还真心的爱你。

谢谢您所伤我的一切

这让我跟坚强，跟爱自己

永远不会在让自己为你这些男人陷害

女人不是您家里养的狗

说来就来，说去就去！

也更加不是您的游戏

说停就停，说走就走！

您所给的伤，还不能够消灭

毕竟你当我是狗都不如。

我怎么能忘记？

对，我还可以当个朋友来对待

可是我所经过的痛苦自我所知。

Coming 8th Month!

Oh Gosh!!

It's nearly the ending of Juuuuulllllyyyy~?

Well this is my 2nd post for the year

=) Been real lazy to blog as insta & fb had taken away my daily life updates

Though things are daily updated on the surface , 

the inner thoughts are still kept within me.

I may seem pretty happening on the outside , 

but Words just had to contained inside.

i don't know when it'll EXPLODE?

perhaps~ it won't?

I would love it to slip it out of my mouth to let ppl know

HEY! IT'S MY FREAKING LIFE!

SHUT UP & MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS ; 

I KNOW MY STAND ; I KNOW MY VALUES

I could still judge what's right & wrong!!

& it's my freaking freedom to waste my time on you or not.

so , just SHUT UP!

Will i be able to say it out?

Hell no. That's life babey!

Suck it up & keep your head held high.

People may judge ; criticize ; lecture

but damn i'm one TOUGH lady to be messed around with.

Life still goes on whether i like it or not , 

its only HUMANS~

Work , Study , Fun , Travel

 I'd try to enjoy to the fullest of life.

Why the heck worry?!

It's just to short to dwell in thoughts of complicatism

Just live it all to GOD ; 

For he will carry your burdens & guide you to the correct path

=D

Was once in depression last year

i remembered wondering why do i need to be put in such situation.

I kept asking WHY? but i know there's no answer to it

An aunty in church pulled me aside & ask

I bet she's the only one who could read me.

After sharing her story , well it seems like what was i going through

so i decided to put everything to HIM ,

let HIM lead me on.

Nothing in life comes easy ,

If everything were easy , will you even cherish it?

Will you even feel the lost when it's gone?

Wokays , apparently i've exercised too much the past few weeks

& my knees are giving me the *Can you pls take rest?!*

FINE!

I've just got binged into gym these days

Not sweating it off feels FAT , literally~

cuz people had been complimenting that i'm too FAT!

So what if i'm FAT?!

Will you be happier if i were Bulimic?!

The tongues are SHARPER than KNIVES!

so watch out what you'd say to another person

cuz hurtful words will reach to the core of the other person.

  

 

 

1314

Beginning of a New Year

The year of Horse 2014

May it bring us happiness

& health too~

2013 , what more can i say

past 6 months had a huge impact on me

shall i list them down?

1) From a temp to a permanent post! * Praise the Lord!*

2) Killer classes after work lasted till nearly 10pm each time

3) Added workload ; responsibility and working hours

4) Got into an accident ; for which i had to chase the one who banged my car to pay up

5) First time organizing a Family Church Camp

6) Been to the doc for chest probs

7) Been taking medicine to help me to sleep at night. *I shall stop it from now onwards*

8) Stressed up with a hectic life

9) Ji Mui for my best friend's wedding

10) Got an increase in allowance from the boss =)

11) Exams!! I hope i pass P6!

Well its 11 items on the list for now.

I COULD REST!

Thank you for such a wonderful year.

Straight after exams , down to details for camp.

I love organizing but i dint know there is so much details put into it.

Thank you for all the thank yous & encouragement for organizing this camp , 

& i thank god it all went smoothly.

I've learned to be patience and to accept that every single one of us have different personality.

Give & take ; you can't always have it your way

=D

Bout the pills i take to sleep , 

No! its not sleeping pills , it is lighter like flu meds which are drowsy.

& no my parents din know i took it for 6 months through.

When i have too much things in mind , 

the brain just could not rest.

If i don't sleep , i'll get a very bad chest pain & unable to sleep

So , therefore to prevent it , i took it.

For now , there's lesser things to be worried of 

I shall stop it ASAP!

I pray that i shall finish my studies this very year ,

at least only work stress is bearable.

Yes , i got a permanent post now

=)

as happy as a lil kid who got a candy!

Was paid a Diploma's salary ; 

lotsa complications here & there ; 

had to be patience with the management as my boss promised me

to give me extra allowance  to be paid equally to others.

I thank god he kept his word ;

so yes I AM VERY HAPPY!

at least the added hours i've put through is worth while

Studies is put on hold till after results are out.

so YAY! FREEDOM for a while.

So much going on past year,

even thought of just disappearing from this hectic world

& just travel the world.

I shall learn to handle stress from this lesson

=)

May 2014 be good to me.

Though lotsa Weddings are lining up!!!!

A year filled with Weddings of people i've known.

When will be mine?

In 5 years time 

=p

Have yourself a wonderful New Year loves.

Be Bless & Bless Others as well.