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Jerkass - a very lousy guy

Welcome to read a story 

about one Jerkass ; who had lived for nearly 60yrs

50? 60? 

who cares~ if the jerkass dies

i confirm ; He'll rot in HELL

 A son he is ;

as he is born to this earth ;

he/she would have their parents to thank for

for bringing them to this earth

& for bringing them up to face this cruel reality

but with too much protection since young

ended up him befriended Stupidity~

Brain in the Ass

as he is brainless ; he don't think

or i should say Neva Think!

Talking bout that jerk could get a person's blood pressure up

i swear its true

as a pig is smarter than he is

dumb & dumber?

HAH!i bet he could be one of them

asked to help to do a favor

to take turns in dropping his very own mother to church

& what the heck he replied?

*Oh i have service to attend & after that i have meetings

& i only have a car*

so that means , he can't !

What bullshit~!

wife cudnt drive?!

another favor to ask

Please help to buy food for your mother on thursday & friday

*Oh thursday i got Prayer Meeting*

so that means , he can't

FYI , da church is less than 5 mins away

from his house & his own mother's hse

just takeaways also you couldn't do?!

Act HOLY to get your sins cleanse away?!

i tell you ; 

YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG 

as you dint follow 1 of your 10 commandments

i so wana smack his head

but i know the adults wudn't let me do so

When will this jerkass ever wakes up?

all he wants is Money Money Money!

you call yourself a christian?!

Shitty people like him brings the face of God down

He who attends all church activities

won't prove that you are holy

nor God would definitely write your name down

for you to enter Heaven

Oh why does this person ever exist?

we should disowned him!

but if we do so , his family would be affected

as he is the only jerkass we wana kick!

House & Car all bought by his Dad

owned NOTHING!

sold house ; money used up

stop work for 3-4 years 

stayed at his parent's hse for FREE during those years

Staying behind parent's house ; 5 mins away

but only visit his parents ONCE EVERY TWO MONTHS

Tell me how to NOT HATE this very own jerkass in the family?

took his parents for granted ; 

no money , he'll come asking 

parents refuse to give ;

he got mad at them & say that they neva loved him

i myself as a Christian is ASHAMED to say that

he is one of us too

he couldn't be saved anymore

he's been living a lie to everyone

trying to prove that he has changed

i cudnt rest my case..

seeing him behaving like this to his own mother

makes me wana scold him so so much

i feel bad for the wife ; for marrying such a lousy person

& for his kids ; im sad to say you have a lousy dad

when he is old ; just throw him at the old folks home

don't bother to visit him as he din bother bout his own parents too

1st & foremost ...

Lord that you would bless me indeed,

& enlarge my territory.

(Prayer of Jabez) 

alrite , it'll be my 1st time leading in EHC

Cold feet ; sweaty palms!!

but i knw , i can do it!

=)

its only 5 songs ,

it'll be over in a min rite?

though i've lead in worship so many times

each & every time i would be nervous

idunknwwhy

new songs ; new songs!

but it aint new in youtube nymore

as it states 2010

(O.O)

Calm me down

bless me Lord~

i'm leading your people to worship you.

Happier kid

well i could see the difference in me now

a total change

a drastic one?

maybe , maybe not?

i don't know

all i know now is that

i'm a much happier kid now

compared to the previous me

Don't cha think so too?

Be Optimistic! 

it stuck to my tiny lil brain

everything happens for a reason

there's a road longer than the highway

that is LIFE

=)

Hatred , *shooo shooo*

go away , i don't want you in me anymore

i've break free from you

with my own might & strength.

Permanent?

a call came

*Hello , is this siew ying?

are you free for an interview tomorrow?*

AAAHHHHHHH~~~

made me jump for joy!

=)

i've been waiting for interviews 

since last month!

rotting at home seems no fun anymore

cz holidays are coming 

& i wana be paid for it!

bahahahahaha~

call me accountant for being a typical one

cudnt wait to work

cuz earning feels much much better than studying

there's alws a time in life

when you gota stop taking money from parents

they've been supporting us so much since young

so now , gota stand on our own feet 

& be independent

well , dad still pays for my studies

so yea~ i hope to earn enough to pay it on my own

being so old , & still taking money from parents

i feel ashamed for doing so.

cuz im old enough to earn with my own ability

Wish me all the best

for tomorrow!!!

teeeeehheeee~

i wan a permanent job to fulfill my own pleasure

that is to travel

=D

& yesh Jordan ,

i would LOVE to go Melbourne!!!

but wait...

i wana head over to NZ first & i bet you knw why

;)

Another life taken

6th July 2012

4.45pm

He took his one long breath.....

* Phone rings~ *

Hello bilibi!

all i could hear from the other side 

was a man weeping 

something choked me , 

my mind was playing *i knew it i knew it!*

but i refuse to say it out

i waited for him to say out those words.

* My daddy had passed away *

i'm lost for words

how am i to comfort him thru phone?

all i wana do is to give him a hug 

rushed to the hospital 

saw his eyes & my heart just fell.

Losing a love one is one crushing thing

its like the whole world had came down

no matter what you do 

you just feel lost.

I'm real bad in words 

a lousy girlfriend i am

all i could say is be strong for your mummy

as now she needs the strength from all of you

Cancer is one cruel killer

When one is in the last stage

no matter what you do or how you treat it

it'll fail you & take your life away

Why good people die young

while the bad die later?

All those robbers , murderers & killers 

still living a well fed life in jail

while the good suffer from sickness?

i pray that he won't go into depression state as i did last time

took me months to pick myself up again

i know its hard to lose someone dear to us

its the 3rd day

judging from his voice thru phone calls

seems like he is much better.

i'll be heading to his place tomorrow,

hope he'll feel better when he sees me there with him

Cherish the people around you

you may neva know when they are leaving the earth

to meet God in Heaven

Cheers!

3rd sem

Student's life still goes on

Shall i graduate by this year?

im scared , that wouldn't happen nymore

no point rushing myself to finis off my stupid papers

as i wouldn't pass all if i go classes for it

ACCA please , give my life back!

i wana finis you off ASAP

so i wouldn't be stressed up by you anymore!

a wrong decision made?

i din know 5 papers would be this tough!

its been a year...

hopefully i could pass 1 this time

i'm not greedy , just one paper ; enough!

now im taking one step at a time

going for oni a class this time again.

if P2 fail me , i gota resit for it.

i guess it will fail me though~

P2 & P6 , hope it doesn't confuse me

at least if i pass the next round,

i would only left 1 more paper to sit for

*day dreaming*

=)

my stupid rant,

as i have nothing beta to do now.

Work oh Work!

why they didn't call me up?

hhhppmmmzzzz~

Dramas & shows seems not as interesting anymore

why?

maybe in used to working life

now life seems meaningless 

i wana work & earn

& then travel!

=D