29th Jan 2011

im still living in da year of 2010
idunknwy
cz weneva i write dates i still end it with 10.
(>.<)

wokies in FB i havent create an album for this year yet
heh*
last year was full with events
this year?
will it be quieter?


been buzy with tumblr
as i find it fun to speak out thru pics & quotes
of course i cud do it here too
but here contains mostly words for me

CNY is COMING people!!!
have u get ready with the preparations?
bot new clothes?
uh hmm me..
will recycle my clothes from Christmas shopping
=D
hehe..
but honestly , i din wear everything i bot yet!
so yea~ CNY i cud wear it

well , nothing much happen tho
all i've been up to is watch *We Got Married*
a korean show which gals will loveee it much!
heh* .. guys will say dat its juz acting
& i wil say *owh u guys are juz jealous~
=p

plans for da next few days?
Bake Bake Bake!
nyehehehe~
im free .. so yea~
contribute by making cookies n cakes for CNY

no more emo?
hmm.. at times wen i rmb of him
but im getting beta ..
however , i keep reminding myself
not to forget his voice
not to forget his face
not to forget the way he talks
not to forget wat he likes n dislikes
ah.. all i can say is dat
no1 cud replace ah kong
he is one of a kind

&& Ah MA!
omigosh!
u shud see her
cz she got PURPLE hair yo!
hahahahahah~

Tumblr ♥

i got another account in Tumblr peeps!!
hehe..
for the fun of it
it seems fun posting mostly quotes & pics der

so there u go ,
Sweet & Bitterness in Life

♥

dont worry ,
i will still blog here too
=)
Cheers!

Sleepy head..

got back from KL
all i did was sleep
=)
was super tiring those 3 days
cudnt sleep well those 2 nites as my parents snores real loud


i still dont knw wat shud i do
no classes juz resits
shud i juz sit home n study?
heh* i bet i wud juz play around tho
=p


life seems so meaningless wen u got nothing to look forward for
ACCA wud oni starts july
so wat im gona do in mean time?
waste life?
haihz..i dun like this feeling

wen im busy
da part time jobs website full with jobs
but wen im free
ders none
how weird rite?

What if...

Me : this Adv Dip so hard ler... i dun knw ACCA i can or nt

Mum : can wan... start studying now la

Me : (@.@) Ma...i juz finis my finals

Mum : beta still ... u knw wat ur studying

Me : What if i say i give up aft few trys on ACCA?

Mum : u stupid la...then wat u've put in before dat all wasted!

hmm..true aso ~
wat to do?
im scared to face failures.

the one n only

Friendster - SieWYiNg's Photos - ~me..n my grandparents!!..~: "*my world...my life*"

its 2am

& im siting here tinkin of wat to write
ders so much things in my mind
but i juz cudnt gather it in words
im juz been so emo lately

its nt dat im nt letting myself to be happy
its juz dat ders much burden im taking in me
no1 knows
no1 undstands y im behaving like this
however , Patchy & Princey are my sunshine!
i juz ned to play with them , hug them
dey'll sit there quietly while i talk it out

i felt i was cursed with probs & sadness
ever since my 21st bday
last year was my worst year of all
in & out of the hospitals

Ppl usually say dat *wow , life starts at 21!!*
well yeah , mine started on a hard ground
yeap~ u may say im nt grateful enuf for the happy things dat happened
but wen one sadness is enuf to clear out the happiness in you
rite?

mum juz had to find out dat she hav cancer
whole family was so sad cuz of it but all we cud do is pray
it wasnt easy for us & most of all my dad
i was telling God , did u mean to make me mature thru all this?

ever since i was young
i keep praying everynite
asking God pls nt to take grandpa & granny up with him so fast
cz i wan them to attend my wedding & see me wit kids
i was so close to them , dat i throw tantrums aft knwing i had to shift to KL
i cried da whole way thru to KL
coming back penang for skol holidays was da ever best thing i cud ask for

at times thoughts like this appear in my brain
i cudnt help it but to let it out thru tears
i dun wana keep it as it will make things worst
being in penang makes things worst
cz i still hope to feel grandpa's presence

mummy still do cry at times
& me? almost everynite..
CNY 1st day we're going to his grave to see him
but i wana go der once i go back penang

sry for the emo post ,
im still very sad over this
finals was 2 weeks aft his death
& i tell u , i had to force myself to study
today marks the 1 month of his death

if there is a telephone created especially for ppl like me
to talk to the ppl above
i wud be the 1st one to get it n call grandpa
=)

WiMax u SUCK!

Slept at 3 sumthing last nite
tonite? i dun knw
all i knw im superb pisssed with WiMax!

(@.@)

爱一直存在

梁文音 - 爱一直存在
Rachel Liang - Love always there

作词 : 马嵩惟 陈孟奇 作曲: 陈孟奇

那天我扬起帆 想看看未知的海
That day I raised my sail, wanting to look at the unknown sea
心里很多话想说说不出来
I have many words in my heart that I want to say, yet I can’t
虽然我脸上看不出来
Even though you can’t see it from my face
天空一样蔚蓝 却换了多少云彩
The sky is the same blue, although many clouds have passed
那时的你让我幸福百分百 是否为我等待
You at that time made me fully blissful; were you waiting for me?

Chorus:

我知道 我的爱 一直都会存在
I know my love will always be there
没有你泪停不下来
Without you, I can’t stop my tears
你知道我依赖多不想say goodbye
You know how much I depend on you, how much I don’t wish to say goodbye
我痛说不出来
My pain cannot be expressed
我知道 我的爱 一直都会存在
I know my love will always be there
没有你快乐都停摆
Without you, even happiness stops
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
Someday, I hope to smile with you brightly
回头看爱 都在
Looking back at love always there


站在你的门外 我决心不再徘徊
Standing at your door, I decided not to wander
心里很多话想说说不出来
I have many words in my heart that I want to say, yet I can’t
但我想你一定都明白
But I think you will still understand
时间过的好快 想念却不曾更改
Time passes so quickly; yet I have never changed in missing you
现在的你是否幸福百分百 我应该怎麽猜
Is the present you fully blissful? How should I guess?

爱 一直存在
Love always there

i heart this song much aft the 1st time listening to it!
from the drama * Roseate Love * taiwan

Backieee!

sorry for abandoning u , luvly blog
Finals are killer
& its FINISH! for now~
sat for 3 papers
hope all 3 passss!

now im physically tired
but mentally IM NOT!
probably im juz too happy to be free from books for the moment
ever since my grandpa pass away
i've been very very busy & uptight
hardly get a goodnite rest
cz i'll alws end up crying myself to sleep
Yes , it still affect me tho
cz i neva had a person whom im very close to pass away
paternal grandma & grandpa pass away before i rcd my teenage years
& i wasnt reali close to them
therefore , it dint affect me much

Drama Freak starting soooooonn!!
KL next week ,
probably Hatyai this month end!
wooot wooot~
=)

Tears

each & every nite

i miss u much Ah Kong...

WORD!

who doesn't?

its sucking up all my energy!!!!

Drown

with facts..
brain cells dead day by day

Booo ya 2011

okay today is the 2nd day of Jan 2011

was too buzy to blog

& aft dat was lazy to blog

=D

so nw 6 more days to Finals

& 8 more days to my supposed to be happy day

but a paper falls on dat lovely day

=(

hw sad rite?

no celebration i bet

till aft finals

for nw STUDY STUDY STUDY Jess

its ur freaking last sem!!!

but aft dat u stil got others to resit

=p

so now don resit ny of these papers puhlezz

will ya?

Ah kong ,

Happy New Year!!

u got a new life & a new body up der rite?

=)

we miss u much.