bla bla blasss..

gosh i dislike sum1 so much rite nw...
wat gotten into me??...probably dat feler's behaviour is gettin on my nerves!!
i shudnt b dislikin dat feler cz.....cz.....cz...ugh...cant say here..
cz probably dat specific feler wud read tis...
probably a guy or a gal...oni god knws!!!>.<...


okayy...lets put dat away....cz..i cudnt b bothered by dat feler's behaviour nw..i hav other important stuff to tink of...dat is...FINANCE!!!!...
GOD GOD!!!!i super duper reali need ur help on tis paper!!...
yeah i knw i shud b studyin rite nw...bt i studied da whole day d n my head is so uptight nw...i gota rest it abit...
finance paper teacher said nw is easier than those my seniors took..cz dey had change da syllabus d..n our is much easier...bt i dun c it in dat way...its stil super hard!!with all da ridiculas facts bout MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!...hw to save..hw to invest...ugh...bla bla bla...sleep aso hav to dream bout money..aisk...sad case la...
n da format for tis paper is 5 question..n muz amswer ALL!!!GOSH!!!...its all subjective...ugh...dey shud at least hav objective to help us abit ah...per question consist of 20marks...dats y..GOD!i reali ned u...='(......

Wei Yi Toilet Version ( Lee Hom ) 王力宏 - 唯一 (厕所版本)

hehehe....ok tis MV da main singer is my fren...he is gud in singin tho...if ya knw mandrin then its ok..if those who dun knw cud ask me wat he is singin..he is singin lee hom's song bt dey rewrote da lyrics..hehe..kinda cute lyrics..bout shitting..hahaha..kudos dude!
n oh yeah..ehem..to gurls...sry he is TAKEN..LOL...xp


ehem ehem...c i promote 4 u dude..u owe me!!akaka..xD

super star model search???

today my couzy came frm kl...hmmm...sort of a far relation couzin la..cz she's my grandpa's sis's daughter's daughter....hehehehe...did i get u all confuse??LOL..xD....counted as cousin la...its been like ageeeessss i din meet her d...da last time i meet her was like wen i was stil in primary skol!hehehe..yeah kinda like 10 years d...she is stil as talkative as last time...ahahaha...xp...so we took her out 4 dinner...

we wen to queensbay mall cz by da time my bro came hm its ad 8.30..so its late d 2 go to gurney...so we ate at max kitchen...nice fud...n aso super filling..i cudnt finis my fud so i gav my bro...hahaha..da rubbish bin...*ssssHHH...dun tel him..>.<*...aft dat we wen into QB n walk 4 awhile..n then dey wer havin a super model search competiton der...lotsa ppl...so i aso KEPO n stand der n watch da comp...n my bro aso followed me...

n u knw wat??wen da guy contestant start talkin ni..i started laughin!!!!..ekekeke....LOL...dat feler's english is so bad...n his slang...gosh man!he is tryin too hard to talk in british slang...or heck-god-knows-wat slang is dat!!..i burst out laughin til he finis talkin...hehee..n anothr feler..he seem like quite gud-looking la...bt hor wen he started takin...gosh!his voice is so annoying!!like a gal's voice ni...haiyo...hehehe...he beta dun talk...probably i wud vote 4 him..AKAKA..xD..so wana puke...cz all aso ah beng nia!so canot c 1 la..ugh...bad taste la da judges..some is oni tall bt dun hav da looks...*puke*

n da gals...sum r pretty...bt dey look snobbish...hehe..i knw i knw..dey got da rite to b snobbish cz dey r pretty...LOL..bt for me..prettyness aint judge by da looks...cz looks are alws deceivin..hehe..alws rmb dun judge a book by its cover...cz i did n then regreted..nyways..we wen n eat again aft walkin in queens..hahaha...n then ni headed hm

btw...today da whole day i tot is friday n not saturday!!hahaha..gosh!my brain reali aint functionin...i knw im blur case 1...dats y im called *blur queen*by my sis..n she says i beta not drive aft gettin license cz im so freakin blur...=.=

yday...

i was in a very bad mood yday...n yeah sum of u might knw...cz i put in my PM in MSN...

ppl hav mood swingings...bt me ah..wen im in bad mood..it wud b whole day d...bt leh..i hardly get bad mood..

yday i got into bad mood cz da day b4 i had oni 3 hours of sleep..n i was darn tired d..n yeah der is other stories bhind it aso..

jz wana say thx 2 sum of my frenz who tried talkin me out of my bad mood..n wen i got into a beta mood..my darn internet not working pulak..ish ish..

nyways..im alrite nw..aft a nice long sleep of 12hours!hehehe..=p

(O.o)

oooohhh thk GOD!!!!!!one paper down...another 1 more to go..yahoo!!!its reali killing me cz most of my classmates r scholarship holder...n ah..wen u study wit them ah..its reali super stressin 1 lo...

=.=

ok my paper was at 2 n i was in coll at 8.30 am...early leh?!...wen der to study..bt then hor..i end up talkin for 2 hours..hahahaha..n aft dat ni reali studied..n gosh man..super tension..der is 4 of us der..studyin together..we wer at da 2nd floor hallway studyin...n then my fren start questionin me on da facts of tis tis n tis...i was like..did we study dat?hehehehe...LOL...i was da worst der...da 3 of them cud answer n i jz sat der n listen..n if i cudnt get it..ill ask them to explain again..AHAHAHAHA...(>.<)..da advantage havin frenz dat is super smarty pants..ekeke.. ok ok 3 of them wer scholarship holders..hahaha..so its obviously dey r freaking SMART! hehe..so i start giving them question..n aso da same time i try to rmb wat dey r explainin..its so much easier studyin wit 3 private tutors!hahahaha...lol...we wer shouting frm da end of da hallway to another..cz dey wer talkin n memorising out loud so i walked away to find my place..n then da place suddenly bcame so quite!!its so freaking geli u knw...i was like..wat's goin on??!!!y suddenly so quiet??!!..my question was ignored cz dey wer totaly into da book...so fine fine...i aso studied..tryin hard to rmb as much as i cud..n then da clock strike 2pm n then its WAR time... wen we rcd our table..we flip to da last page dat contains da subjective question n then quickly get da facts frm da smart 1..ekekek..=p...cz ppl wer walkin in so da lecturer didnt c dat we wer discussin..akakaka...*evil grin*....sum how..i was so into da exam paper n didnt realise dat da hall is not oni accounting students til da end of da exam i knw dat it is occupied by 6 diff courses of students!!dat is taking diff subjects...gosh!n der is stil empty places...n yeah da usual is accountin course's student *da majority*....

nyway..my next paper is next week..tues...n its non other than FINANCE...=(..another brain killer...its aso mostly facts...aisk..=.=



oh yeah...i stil havent post da pics on my dad's bday dinner..akaka...nothing great..bt we had fun eating..hehehehe...here r sum of da pics....n 4got 2 say..its my dad's 55th bday...=)

past few days..

i've been so bz for da past few days..tho is exam study days...im stil full wit other activities..i tot goin bak to sp it wud b more relaxin for me to study...bt no..im more packed..*tis post wil b kinda very long..ekeke*

lets c wat i've done for da past 3 days k...

SUN..

got up early...9.30 n got ready 4 church..bt then..aft droppin my grandma to church..we din fel like goin 4 church service d..hehehe...so my sis drove to gurney n we wen jalan jalan der til my grandma's church is over n we wen n pick her up n then headed to greenlane der n had our lunch...was so hungry like a pig til i ate a plate of fried bee tai bak n half bowl of laksa..ekekeke...*grin*...da fud der are all too tasty d..cudnt resist...

aft dat in da late aftnun..i followed bro bak to sp..kinda rest for awhile n aso studied for awhile n then hav to get ready for church service AGAIN!!..hehe..for kedah, sundays is counted as schoolin day..so we cudnt hav ny service in da morning..so our service is at da evening..n aso..tis church service i cudnt ponteng 1..cz parents around..AHAHAH..xp..n aft service dey had a bday cake..so dey celebrated my dad's..ebby's n uncle david's bday...

c....they r praying...bt c my dad..he nicely smiling n posin 4 da camera der...=.=

n tis...c hw childish is my dad?..c ebby's head...he got extra horns...hahaha..LOL..>.<

hehe..kk aft service i wen out wit frenz for dinner til i tink 12 ah..hmm..or 11 sumthing ni came hm n started studyin again....

MON..

got up i tink 12...then had lunch n then straight study..hmm bt i tink in btween i on9 i tink..hehe..kk then in da aftnun i pester my bro to take me to my drivin agency..*u all knw y..=(*..hav to book again 4 my test n pay...so im gona retake it again in may..haihz..so mah fan...=.=

n then aft dinner...i was longin for my summer pearl's drink...so i pujuk my bro to take me to go get da drink...bt then hor..wen we rcd der..da shop was close>.<...haiyo..kinda sad..bt then we wen to old town kopitiam to drink..n guess wat??!!...i was pesterin my bro da whole time to let me drive his car..n then..he let!!hahaha..i drove da whole way frm taman intan to lagenda using da outter highway route..hhahaha..its kinda far...n it was rainin kinda heavy one part..i was scared..n aso cz da road wer very very dark..bt then im stil survivin..n so as my bro..ahahahaha...xD...tho i mati enjin a few times at da traffic lite n kena honk by cars bhind..ekeke..bt then its at nite d..so no1 cud c my face..hahaha...xp...wen old town kopitiam n ordered blended coffee to last me to study til late in da wee hours...n it did..at 4am..im stil awake..so i played psp til da battery finis ni i wen to bed..ekeke..xD

TUES...

k tues is my buziest day...mum woke me up at 12 n ask me to get ready cz we goin bak png d..so aft i bath i wen out n took pics of my lil baby angel...n she's super stinko til i hav to tahan my breath so i wont breathe so much..

c her tummy...its gettin bigger d...wan bet hw many pups r der in her tummy??>.<

c da lazy bump's face..patchy...he luvs manjain wit ppl..n he is da lil boy in da hse..so tak tahan wit him sumtimes..bt he is supppperrr cute..hehehe..c..he huggin my leg!hehe

n then at nite we had bbq steamboat..cz my dad wanted to eat dat 4 his bday meal..hehehe..reali ate lots!!!!wil upload da pics in my next post..cz tis post..i knw its ad superrrr long...so ill stop here..xD

exam fever...@.@

current mood.....*blank*......

gosh...da exam tension is gettin on my nerves!...

k k..im alws like tis b4 finals....bt tis time...da subs are all theories...

=.=

so it need my lots of my brain strength to memorize all of it...

haihz...

n nw...im longing for a drink...my luvly lavender bubbly tea frm summer pearl!!!!
i tink dat wil giv me a boost to keep studyin..hehehe...gosh..gota pester my bro to take me der!!!hope he giv in n take me der...ekekekekeke..xp

shud b studyin bt.....

ooolalalalal!!!...class is over d!!!7 weeks of torture ad pass....n finis another sem d..hehehe...bt...da worst is not here yet...dat is....FINALS!!..=.=..so i cudnt b 2 happy yet...huhuhu..

tho i got oni 2 subs 4 tis sem...bt da 2 subs r killing my brain cells!!!GOSH!..der is so damn much theory...lotsa stewpid ridiculas stuff to memorise..der is calculating stuff bt its oni 1 chapter ni...
tel me...hw many types of theories der is 4 leadership???...my books say hav 5!!..i tink 5..hahaha..so damn stupid stuff..gosh man..HR sub is totaly ridiculas..its such a norm thing n we gota study 4 it??haiyo...jz learn frm experiance mah knw d lo..y da heck der is a book?=.=

wateva la..stil gota pass dat damn sub...@.@

n wen all my frenz started studyin...im stil..happy-go-lucky...=.=..neva change..bt i stil do study la..jz dat my frenz all r like nerds stayin hm n oni studyin..while me..i stil go out..ekekeke..

n oh yeah..yday i wen out wit my baby!!!gosh..aft sooo long wait...hehehe..cz we both dun hav transport ah so its hard to meet...bt dun knw y..wen i step out of da car ni to get down..my bad luck strike...my shoe putus...aarrggghh!!!i hav to walk like an idiot..hehehe..bt nvm..honey was bside me..ekeke..=p..cud hang on to him..while i walk like my leg kena sprain ni..hehehe..so quickly had to go find shoes...hah..wen buyin my shoes time..my honey was so sweet..hehe..probably he din realise it..bt i do tink his actions wer very very sweet..hehe..i was tryin a shoe..n i din wana bend down cz i was wearin skirt..so i was tryin to use my toe to fit in da shoe...n then..my baby saw dat i was havin difficulty..he got down to my feet n help me wear da shoe..hehehe..dat was very sweet of u dear..xD

aft gettin my shoe..we wen to da cinema to c watch movie is showin...n then we decided to watch DEFINITELY,MAYBE...kinda so so ni la..sum parts we very draggy...n da best part is..we din hav time to eat our lunch cz da movie is startin in 20mins time..so we wen to da bakery to get a huge pizza to share..n we seludup it into da cinema!!!hahaha!!...xp...lucky those ppl din check my bag...i reali did had fun yday..thx dear!!!=p....n we snaps sum pics:
honey u gota cut ur hair ah so long d..if nt ill cut 4 u ah..xD

today..im goin bak to sp...hehehe..yay cud c my cuties....oh yeah..did i mention my angel is pregnant??!!..hehehe..da father is patchy!!!hahahahaha....i so wan to keep their pup!!hope dey r as furry as patchy..gosh i cudnt wait til da lil pups r born!!....

be strong elliott yamin!!!

elliott yamin's mum passed away few days ago n he stil cud sing in american idol..gosh...i fel sad 4 him...

he luvs his mum so so much..n he oni had his mum der wen he shoot to fame..he muz b super sad rite nw...

my dear elliott yamin...be strong k!!!!!u knw all ur fans out here wud support u tru tis hard times...

tho i may nt b ur fanatic fan...bt i stil luv ur singin..i knw u'll hav a great future in da entertainment industry..xp

David Cook Always- Be My Baby

aahhh...i LUV david cook 2!!!...he alws takes risk to change da songs!!..n all da songs he sing is totaly original..he has such great talents!!hope he is in da finals..i so so wan him 2 b in da finals with david archuleta!!..so wana c them compete back to back..definitely interesting..hehehe..

David Archuleta- When You Believe Top

gosh i jz LUV him!!!!..he is such a great singer!!..i do tink he is gona win...he is cute..great singer..great smile..who dun like??ekeke...bet all gurls wans him nw..hehe..evn simon cowell likes him..AHAHAHA...xD..

a wasting of time....

today....is reali a waste of my time goin 2 coll 4 class...=.=

i wen der by da 12pm bus...cz i had class at 2..i din wana go d..bt i had to take sum papers frm my frenz so i had to go..aisk...rcd coll...at 12.15..damn early..so i wen n meet my fren cz she was der in da morning..*can u believe it she was in coll at 9 n our class is oni 2pm?*..hehe..i reali salute her la..ill b damn tired..

so da clock strike 2 n da teacher came in class...i tot she gona do revision bt she dint..wana knw wat she said??...*i wont b doin revision wit u all d cz its ur job to do so..so nw i aso hav nothing to teach d..so i u all wana go home u can go home..n if u all wana ask question..do stay bak*..haiyo..me n my fren wer so pissed off leh...we came 4 da stupid class n she said like dat!its not dat we stay super near to coll..we stay super far leh..we came all da way to class jz to hear her say that..@.@...

so fine!tomolo we aint goin to coll nymore cz its jz a waste of time...

n thk god my parents wer at midlands...so i wen der n meet them n hav a free ride hm..>.<..kekeke...dey drop me bak hm in grandma's hse 1st ni dey wen hm sp...

n ooohh yeah...damn sad today..cz i ad agak da holiday retreat aint gona work...i talk to another gal of mine..she aso said she agak d la..cz all aso like tidak apa attitude ni..so fine lo..we wen class as usual n then another gal break da ice..n told me..she dun feel like goin d..n i said dats it...next time i aint gona plan nything like tis anymore..their such a bunch of tidak apa attitude ppl..haihz..sad kes la..plan nicely d n then ni dey said dat...FINE!!!so dissapointed wit them..my other fren aso kinda sad...well wat to do..??....

bt nvm...cudnt go holiday wit them..dat means i cud go ipoh 4 da worship conference!!yippy!!..ad told my mum i wana go d...hehehe..can meet my frenz frm other state..>.<..hope my kl frenz do go ah..then can meet them all der..hehe..

every wed....

nowadays...kinda every wednesday i hav to eat char hor fun...cz my grandma dun cook..its her off day..hehe..n aso its pasar mlm day..so she wud go pasar mlm n buy dinner..n 4 me who tinks pasar mlm fud is dirty...i rather eat char hor fun dat is jz beside my hse...got a shop...bt i wont go buy..i ask my granpa to buy 4 me..ekeke...cz if he go..dey wil giv a bigger packet..cz dey knw him..haha..

last time i wud usually follow grandma to da pasar mlm...bt nw i dun..cz i get fed up wit all those smoke..i ad wash my hair d so i dun wan it to stink b4 i go to bed...hehe...n pasar mlm is full of malays n foreigner..dun like it la..dey wil look at ppl frm head to toe..n like to walk so darn near to u..

haihz..im kinda 'sien' wit char hor fun d...bt da shop cooks nice hor fun..so i dun mind la eatin dat every week...i ni eat da hor fun..n da veges n meat ill pick it out..hehe..im very choosy aite?..xp...

world's music festival is here is png tis may!!!i so wana go aft watchin a preview of last year's 1 in queensbay...dey hav a booth in qb..n dey sells t-shirt 2!..n da Tees r limited..cool..hehe..i so wana get it..but it so darn expensive 4 a simple T..n da tickets to da festival is aso expensive..its 50bucks..n u muz sit on da ground!wahleh...if not stand da whole time of da concert...aisk..pay so much bt got no place to sit..=.=...let me tink 1st ya...

n oooo yeah...i knw my exam schedule d...da 2 subs is 5 days apart...hehe so nice..wil hav enuf time to study..yeeeps!!n my finals wil end b4 may!!heheh..means extra few days of holiday!!=p

movie day AGAIN!..xD

honestly....my finals is jz next week...bt im stil lazying n playing around!..ekeke..

i dun knw y...tis sem i tend to take everything easily..probably cz its oni 7 weeks of classes tis sem..bt i reali gota start studyin SOON!!...



=.=...



today i came bak early frm coll cz i was so so sleepy...cudnt sleep da nite b4 n i dun knw y..mayb i think too much ah..haihz..hope i dun get white hair soon..xD....so wen i was in da coll bus..i called my bro to tel my grandma to cook 4 me lunch cz he was at hm..n then he told me he goin jetty der to do sum stuff..so fine..so i ask him to pick me up aso la..cz i lazy take bus hm n he was der..so y not?ekeke..=p





gosh da weather was so darn hot 2day...bt wen we wen in queensbay..it was freezin cold!!..we got da tickets n then wen to swensen 4 ice cream..ekeke...*we crazy rite?was so cold n we stil go eat ice cream..ehehe.*

i knw i knw dat da bowl is empty..cz wen it came...i 4gt 2 take a pic 1st..haha..nyway its called 'gold rush'...sticky chewy choco n dun knw wat coffee almond i tink..ekeke..i jz knw hw to eat!=p...aft eatin we jz walked around for awhile n wen its da movie time..we wen into da cinema...

my bro paid 4 da tickets n i paid 4 da popcorn n drinks..oh yeah..din tel wat movie tickets we bot..hmm...we watched street kings 1st n then ah long pte..haha..my 2nd time watchin al hong pte...stil hilarious..bt nt da funny as i watched it d..n street kings is a superb nice movie!!..interestin...shud go watch..=).2nd time watching 2 movies in a row in a day wit my bro...ekeke...he is off today..his workin days is very flexible..work 4 days off 3 days..or work 3 days off 4 days..hehe..cool eh?...

i wonder is today a skol holiday...hmmm...cz queensbay is full of skol goin kids!!..if it wasnt a holiday means dey r ponteng-ing...hahahahaha...nahhh..dey wont b like me..xp...

i seriously need to study..=.=...bt im proud of myself..cz i've stop myself frm watchin my dramas d!!at least til aft my finals end..ekekeke..then i shall..continue again!! *blerks*

humilating day...

@.@

2day is such a @@#$%*@#*% day...ugh..hated today...

i wen for drivin test 2day n i did badly..bt i dun wana specify wat i did wrong here...cz its jz so humilating!!!..got 1 jpj feler such as ass****...so damn freakin rude...bt im such a LOSER!..


god plz let me pass next time..n i promise i wont drive aft dat!...cz i dun like drivin nw..=.=....so damn complicating...i rather b a passenger n sleep in da car...ekeke..

candle light service...

der is candle light dinner...bt hav u guys heard of candle light service??well...i dun tink so rite?...anyway...our church 2nite had a candle light service..n u knw y?cz da electricity wen off! as wen my dad was jz about to preach...its definitely da devil's work...n y i say so?cz 2day da sermon dat my dad was gona preach is very important...n aso tis candle light service is da 2nd time d!da 1st time was 3 weeks b4..n aso da same thing happen wen my dad was gona preach bout an important msg...2day my dad preach bout THE LOST CHURCH...very interestin cz he gav lotsa facts on y we r a lost church n hw god is proving dat we r not lost under his guidance...he is alws der n didnt let us go..he continue to show us signs dat we r a church dat will continue to grow....n da devil din wan da congregation to listen to da word n so da electric wen off n da devil tot my dad wil stop preachin...bt he din!my dad continue to preach in da dark...while church members started lightin up candles...i was so scared wen da lites suddenly wen off...i jump up frm my seat...n then quickly took my hp out cz it was totally darkness...n then every1 who had hp followed..hahaha...while dey wer lightin up da candle dey open da side door..which is near to wer i sit...n outside was totaly so so dark..n as im scared of da dark..i felt uncomfortable with dat door open..wanted to close it bt every1 in da church wil b suffocated if der is no air..so i jz let it b n keep lookin at my dad n try to not bother bout da door...

we had offertory n communion with candle lites...da atmosphere was kinda romantic tho..haha..bt its service leh...hehehe....cudnt c ny1's face...n dun knw y..wit da lites off my dad tend to move his hands n body more...me n mum wer kinda laughin bhind...hehe...n wen we sang da last hymn..wen we sing finis da song..at da very second..da electricity came bak!!!...hah...nw i wudnt say its a coincident...its definitely da devil's job...he tot wen da electricity off every1 wud go hm..bt too bad..no1 wen hm...all continue to listen to da sermon..

n today i wore long sleeve wit a tee inside aso...n i was super duperly hot!..my hot means i was sweatin...haihz...if i tau i wudnt hav wear da long sleeve d...n besides dat...we hears sumthing frm an aunty bout wat her daughter said to her b4 she came to church..da lil is oni 2 years old bt she talk alot!...today her mum din wana bring her to church n so she told her mum b4 she go out..she said...'ah..today if da electricity in church go off hw?..u dun come home n ask me go help ah...'...hehe..she can forsee things..hahaha...so cute la her...cz last time da lites wen off n she go help them lite up da candles...hehe..she is super cute bt very licik...seriously...she cud giv u da sweetest smile n then suddenly hit u n runaway as fast as she cud...noty lo...


omg!!im reali freakin out cz of da test!!!wat to do??!!i so dun wana go for da drivin test tomolo!god help me!!!

im freakin out!

im so so so scared rite nw..cz tomolo is my drivin test d...OMG!!!...=(....im real scared...yday i had my last 2 hours of drivin wit my instructor..i try to drive my best n not mati enjin...bt i mati enjin twice!!!my gosh...im real dead meat rite nw...if tomolo mati enjin more than 3 times means fail d leh...=( huhuhu...im so darn scared...hav mix feelin rite nw..part of me kinda happy cz at last da torturin drivin time wit instructor is over...cz is so super hot witout aircond...n part of me very scared of da test!..wat to do nw??...tomolo i jz hav to try my best d la..hope da naik bukit 1 goes well...n hope i dun go panic...oh yeah..yday i was calm wen drivin cz i found my solution of not gettin panic dat is singin in my head!..haha..da uncle was talkin to me bt most of da time i din hear..cz i was singin...bt not out loud la...if not he tinks dat im 'siao' d...hehe..

ok lets push dat issue away for awhile...
jz nw...i wen out wit my luvly frenz...yippy!so happy to c them...=)...nw left 5 of us here in sp..cz 2 of them..da twins...or da 2 bananas..hehe...wen kl n work d...n y we call them bananas?cz dey hav a long face n ppl hav been callin them dat..n so we aso 4low sumtimes..hehe...4 of us wen out 2day..cz 1 of them is workin...so we wen our usual spot...dat is da oni boring kinda happenin mall in sp...hahaha..cz der is no wer to go!!gosh...sp ned more happenin huge malls!!!....by da time dey came n fetch me...its ad 3 d...i was starvin..so wen to da mall straight go eat...n der goes my 10 bucks..haiyo...n then wen guardian..n der goes my money again..hehe..bt honestly lately i hav been spendin more on fud..dats y u can c dat im growing SIDEWAYS....hehehe...bt i do workout...jz dat i wil b hangat-hangat tahi ayam for a few days n then...i stop working out d..hehe..ok ok bak to da topic on my frenz...hmm..we hardly meet tho we r in sp...i hardly cum bak...bt two of them do usually meet..n another gal is studyin in equator...so she hardly 4low us out aso..cz she is alws bz wit da tons of hmwks she got...actualy today i tot is oni me n another gals oni goin out..bt then wen she fetch me..another was in da car d..n then aft fetchin me..she wen n fetch another gal..hehe..gals r so fickle minded..bt nt me k..xD...

haihz...nw pulak hav to get ready 4 church service d..=(..bt gud aso la...at least i hav things to keep me bz than tink of my drivin test tomolo..hehe..cumin bak to sp..i feel more tiring la..cz feels like everyday aso got stuff to do 1...mayb cz my parents alws not in...n wen dey r not in...i tend to go out more..haha..or i hav to follow my parents..


............im stil so so worried...=(...worried bout da test tomolo...hopefully i cud sleep tonite...if not tomolo i cudnt concentrate on my drivin...n summore hav to wait for my turn...so its kinda tiring if i dun hav gud sleep tonite...huhuhu...im so scared!!!real freakin out rite nw..........

tagged

1. What's your favourite anime at the present time?
eyeshield 21!!luv it...
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2. Given a chance, what special ability/power would u like to have
hmm..able to go invisible...cz its cool..hehe =p..
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3. If u were to be stranded on a deserted island,
who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
a hard question...hhmmm..(O.o)....i hav no idea..bt cud i jz take my baby?hehe..
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4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
anywer dat has four seasons..
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5. If you have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to hav a great future wit da one i luv...
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6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
oh yes...
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7. What are u afraid to lose the most now?
my family..my two cutie dogs...my honey...aso my luvly frenz..n da most important is..my life on earth..
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8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
come out wit an album n get famous...n get to meet lee hom n hav a duet song wit him!
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9. If u meet someone u love, would u confess to him?
yeah i wud..y keep it n make ourself heart pain?confessin aint wrong...btw i've ad met da one i luv d..=)
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10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged u.
friendly...outgoing...caring
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11. What are the requirements that u wish for ur another half?
able to make me smile wen im down..able to protect me..able to give me da attention i ned...able to luv me more than i luv him..understanding..able to accept da way i am...*gosh..my list wil go on n on*hahaha..=p
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12. Which type of person do u hate the most?
backstabbers..two face freaks...bitches..annoyin freak..thick face freak..
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13. What is your ambition?
a chemist..bt dat wudnt happen to me in tis life..hehe..cz im nt studyin in da field rite nw...
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14. If u have fault, would u rather that people around u
point it out to u or just shut their mouths off?
point it out..bt i definitely wil get pissed off..cz im kinda da sensitive type..
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15. What do u think is the most important thing in life?
education...knw y?cz u jz ned it to live on tis earth!witout it..tel me hw u gona work n earn ur living?dun tel me u wana b a begger on da streets...
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16. Are u a shopoholic or not?
OF COURSE!..every weekend ill b totaly broke..=)
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17. What musical instruments to u like the most now?
bass guitar...its easier than box guitar..trust me..bt its jz very heavy..n i ned 2 fingers to press a chord..hehe..
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18. If u have a chance.
Which part of ur character would u like to change?
none..cz god made every1 of us diff..we r individually unique in our own ways..;p
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19. Is there anything that u've done which u regret?
yeah..cz no1 cud predict wat is happenin next...so things happens n sumtimes its jz nt da way dat we wanted...
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20. Do u love ur life at the moment?
yeah if excluding goin 4 classes..hehe..
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21. I tag:
no 1..hehe..=p...cud i dun tag ny1?cz im so lazy to do so...lets jz leave it like tis k?...=)

lazyyy bum...

im such a lazy lazy bum!today i skip my OHR lecture n tutorial..haha=p..cz da lecturer do not take ny attendance..so y shud i go n waste my time?so i planned to STUDY....hah..bt as usual..it din work out..ekeke..

woke up at nearly 11 d..i got up..check my phone n then on da comp d..then ni wen n brush my teeth..n then wen downstairs to get fud..cz i was kinda hungry..n 2 my suprise i saw my parents walkin into da hse...i din knw dey wer cumin to png...so my day i spent goin out wit them..=)...wen parents cum means its time for buyin my stuff!hahaha...cz dey r my other ATM besides my bro..haha...=p....we wen prangin...bt i din buy nythin..n dey wer nicely shoppin for their stuff..so i jz followed everywer they wen..we din spent much time der..aft we ate..we wen to another shoppin mall..n its none other than..queensbay!hehehe..i prefer queensbay than prangin..cz its nearer to my hse...*its walkin distance*...wen into jusco da groceries department n my dad ask me to push da trolley..so fine...i push it n wen to fill it wit my stuff..wahkakak...=p...wen payin time..i was smilin all da way n he gave me a look..hehehe..=p..too bad dad..cz wen i go grocery shoppin wit bro or sis..dey wont let me buy much..hehe...sry!aft dat dey send me hm n they wen bak sp...

n then aft cumin bak hm...i wana study..but i had to do laundry n sweep da whole of upstairs...so din hav time..aft finis doin it..i was so tired to take up da book..so i played psp..hehehe..played til wen its time for dinner time...=)...n guess wat?i wen to queensbay AGAIN!..hahaha..twice in a day...wen qb n ate at paddington hse of pancakes...wow da pancakes der r so so delicious...u open da menu n u jz wana try every single thing!hehe..i ate der b4..tis is da second time cz my so called health concious bro wan a balance diet dinner..*puke*..so tak tahan wit him..haihz..alws eat kfc...n dat he call banlance diet kah?kononnya...aisk...so fine..he called dun knw wat pancake wit veges ni...kinda nice..hehe..n i call a simple pancake wit cinamon n sugar...very filling o...

n c..wen im nw at hm...i shud b studyin nw n nt bloggin!cz tomolo da doink teacher gona ask question..haihz..i dun care la..wana ask then ask la..as if tis is da 1st time im gona b humilated...so wat?its jz wit my own classmates...so i dun giv a damn..=p

I cried...

u all may tink dat im a cryin baby cz i ad posted kinda a few post sayin dat i cried...bt i jz cudnt control my tears..

wen i was 14 daddy said do not date until ur workin..bt i din listen..nw i knw y he said dat to me..cz nw ni i knw..bein in a reletionship is nt dat easy..luckily i din do nythin stewpid aft breakin up so many times..cz i wasnt serious in those relationship at all..it was jz puppy luv..bt tis time..im 4 real..dats y it hurts so much wen i mizz him..

we cud msg up to more than 100 msges per day..bt lately..we hav been msgin lesser n lesser..til i oni delete my inbox aft keepin 3 days of msges..=(..im real sad..bt i dun knw he knws it or not..i've ask him does he fel bored msgin me?n he said no..i was so relief..

time passes so fast dat next month wil mark our 3rd year together..tis is his longest reletionship dat eva lasted n aso mine..dats y sumtimes i fel complicated..whether does he stil luv me or nt..cz by msgin..u wudnt knw..sumtimes i do get angry wen he replied me late..bt i dun show it in my msges..cz scared he wud say dat im childish 4 gettin angry 4 smal things..bt in my mind..wen he reply me late...i wud hav negative tots..probably he is msgin another gal..or probably he is talkin to 1..hmm..these tots jz fel my mind..alws...n i hav to try so darn hard to push those tots away n pretend im OK wit him replyin me late..

i've ask him..did he notice dat lately i hardly tel him things?...he said no..bt honestly..lately i've been keepin things frm him..n i sought my comfort by telin my mates..he has been so bz these days..til wen i cal him aso he din wana talk n said he is chargin his phone..so i said fine..bt actualy i was reali sad...cz wen he pick up da phone time..his tone of voice is like so unhappy dat i called n wana quickly end da call wit me..i knw his frenz is der..bt cudnt he talk nicely n nt like so in da rush to end da call?he is alws either playin game or talkin wit his mates..wer da heck he got da time to talk wit me rite? i do hope he wud jz leave sum time of his day jz lying on da bed n msg oni me...probably im askin too much..=(..cz alws wen he msg me while talkin to his frenz..wateva i tel him..neva gets into his brain..im real sad..

all i cud do is cry..

last few days my sis evn asked me...u broke up wit him izit?n i said no...she don seem to believe it wen i said no da 1st time..i hav to say no again n tel her y i hav nt been goin out ni she believe...

i knw he is bz wit his studies cz tis is his last sem d...bt i jz wish he wud jz spare few mins of his time in da day jz oni for me...

sushi+movie= left pennyless....

aaahhh...gosh im broke!hehe..alws happen to me..im sure all of u all aso rite??..haha..im a bad saver...bt a gud spender!!..ekeke...

today we had sushi king aft class..hehe..cz dey had da member's day privilege..tho nt all of us r...bt we had 2 membership card..so its enuf for 8 of us...most of da sushi wer oni 2 bucks...bt sum wer stil normal price..n we r quite lucky cz wen we went it wasnt packed yet..so we had a gud seat..hehe...im so so happy dat my fav sushi..da jelly fish 1 is oni 2 bucks..eekke..normally its 4 bucks...i ate 2 plates of it!!wahkaka...~yum yum~...i ate 4 plates..haha..lots?hmm...i cud eat more!hehe...bt i had breakfast n we wer eatin lunch at 11.30!!..i was nt hungry..bt i jz ate..aso can eat 4 plates..fatty me!...aft we paid n get outta dat place super fast..cz its so so pack...n its full of Tarcians!!haha...our community bombared da place...haha..so cool..aft gettin out frm der..we took a few snaps of pic in gurney plaza..we wer so ridiculas standin der waitin for ppl to pass by us so dat we cud ask them to take da pic of us da whole group..heheh...we wer like idiots..hahaha...bt its 8 of us tho..so i din mind..

aft takin pics...sum of us wanted to watch a movie..while sum of them wanted to go bak to coll 4 da next lecture..LOL..*seriously..der is nerds among us*..haha...sry to say dat..bt its da truth!n 2 bad im nt 1 of them..HAH!..=p...so it end up 5 of us wen to watch AH Long PTE...haha..n 3 of them wen 4 lecture..

da movie was super hilarious..enjoyed it alot..hehe..so funny til sum parts of da movie i laugh til i cudnt catch my breath..hehe..bt near to da end...i cudnt laugh much..cz i was yearning to go to da toilet cz i drank too much d...hehe..straight aft da movie i quickly rush to da toilet for rescue..ahakaka...

n..finally..we made our decision on our holiday retreat..guess wat??i was rite frm da start dat we gona end up in png!hahaha...cz 1 of da gal is super mummy's gal n she can oni join us if we stayed in png n nt else wer...haihz..wat to do rite?=.=...so we gona stay in png..in 1 of da gal's hse near coll..weird rite?bt dey wana save up on accomodation..so fine la..at least we all get to spend time together!n oh yeah..today i finaly got a pic of da 9 of us!!hahaha...

our gang!=)...9 pretty gals...haha...im nt dat close to all of them yet...bt i do talk to all of them..cz 9 of us is actualy 2 groups durin our 1st sem...bt dun knw hw we tis 2 groups bond together n bcum 1!haha..luv them!great ppl..great personality...thk god i'm in da same class as them if nt hw am i gona find great mates like them?hehe...actualy we took *LOADS* of pic..haha..i've uploaded all in my frenster..XD....

n happy bday 2 my baby!!!he turns.....2day!heheheh..i leave da age blank..cz he feels he is so old d...hahaha..anyhw..u guys knw hw old is he...hehehe..=p..LUV YA LOADS honey!!!MUAKS!!

i so wana throw him eggs n flour..bt...i cudnt meet him in person..=(..nvm..ill keep dat for future dear..hehe..ill rmb tis!=p