My creation

well well

i din sit at home da whole week doing nothing

in fact i made a hand-made pencil case for myself

=)

it all started off by da smarty me

cz i cudnt find a nice pencil case

so i decided to make myself 1 as i have lotsa cloth

let da pics do da talking ya....

this is da end product

aint it Cute?

took me 3 days to finis it

*HEH*

im starting to tink whether im in a wrong course or nt

i luv making stuff like this

but im studyin accounting

doesnt make ny sense rite?

;p

try a lil harder?

wokay results wasnt pleasant

as wat i've expected?
well it came out worst than expected

so yea~
try a lil harder next round

& yea~
im reali down.

keeps tinking~
y am i a failure as alws?
da dumbness in me will nt go away
i shall ;
TOAST to my lazy-ness
TOAST to my dumb-ness
TOAST to my brain-less head

♥ myself much

blahblahblah~
me ♥ myself MUCH
dats y im giving myself another 1 week break!
=D
no 1 does it beta than me.


TODAY da blardy lecturer trick us to go for class
as early as 9am saying its IMPORTANT
but then said *oh sorry* i tot ur class start at 9am
but actually its 11am
damn her!
end up da *Important* thing is to listen to her crap
& then say *i choose oni 18students*
then y da hell u ask us 60 over students to listen?!!
owh screw her~
will neva trust anything dat she says d

talking bout gifts
dont u alws come to a point of exploding thinking of wat to get?
hard to predict wat ppl want
or wat they need

Pain is Gain

To those who had neva done facial before
let me tell u~
the myth that u cud sleep during facial is WRONG
yes its pampering urself
but in da painful way
however , u'll love the results aft it
=D

the aunty who did facial for me is a GOD sent for me
da 1st time she met me my face was filled with acne
its been years like dat
she cudnt stand seeing gals with faces like dat
so she called my mum to ask me whether i wana do facial
she's a beautician so u knw y she's so sensitive...
i've been goin to her for facial since last year
i tink i did facial 4 times
& my face tremendously changed
compared to last time , nw my face is beta
she blessed me much!

the process was reali painful
tears flowed but it dint stop me from goin to her for treatment
as its good for my face
to free it from acne
=)

Like...seriously???

Tell me now
would you as a parent in da future
favour your SON more than daughters?
if u are then ur a BIMBO!
hw da hell now dat guys are more useful compared to gals?
hw da heck guys now are smarter than gals?
hw da heck u tink guys need more attention than gals?
we are all da same
YOUR CHILDREN for goodness sake~
genders doesnt let u favour 1 more than the other

here's a story bout a Bimbo dad
he favours da son more compared to his daughters
the son is a stupid feler while da daughters are smart
da 2nd youngest was the smartest
however due to financial prob
the dad stopped her from continuing her studies
so dat the dad cud afford to send the stupid son for higher education
but it turns out the son continue to be the dumbest of all
neva own a hse tho he is already married with kids
his dad fully paid for da car he is using nw
the dad did so much to help him in life
& u knw hw da son paid back?
by MOVING OUT of da hse cuz da wife cudnt stand his parents
an ASS rite?
fyi , da parents cudnt stand da wife cz ders reason
the son sided the wife & moved out
but then came back to his dad asking for MONEY to buy a hse
a DOUBLE JERKASS rite?
his dad din promise to give
aft dat the dad fall sick & he came to the rescue
but aft he found dat his dad is not at the verge of dying yet
he wen home aft knowing he is nt gona die yet
days past & the son came back to see him
asking again for MONEY again
the dad is so sick he doesnt give a damn
he only knws how to ask for MONEY every single day!!

wat a bugger~
im ashamed dat i knw this son of his
seriously , i wudnt acknowledge him later on in da future
he is ady nearly retirement age
no money , no savings , no property , no values
he is a LOSER in LIFE
if he had think about his future
he wudnt stop work for nearly 3 years
juz cuz he is tired of workin.

so guys pls plan ur future well
dun end up a life like his
if u hav da money invest in property
rather than enjoy life day by day without working
& spending like nobody's bizness

What a life

seriously
i dun knw wat a fucking life i got at times
wateva i do is wrong

for me i juz do wat i tink i shud
juz to fend off ny probs in da future
but NO!~
ppl doesnt tink da way i do
& then end up accusing me for things dat they THOUGHT!
FML rite?!!!!
FUCK MY LIFE!
FUCK IT!~

FYI i usually dun swear
till i cudnt take da anger nymore~
owh judge me however u wan
i dont giv a damn
as im nt living my life pretending to be nice.

Daniel Cloud Campos

aint he CUTE?!
*HEH*
dont he look familiar?
well he is Kid Darkness in Step Up 3
does it ring a bell nw?
=)

so well i was rite dat he is mixed asian
as he is filipino mix caucasian
im falling in LOVE with u
=p

btw mix blood babes & hunks
alws hav great looks
dun u tink so?

with Loads of ♥

he is a boy ; i am a gurl
wana make it more obvious?
im a drama-queen ; he's a gamer king
but we rock each other's world
♥
he loves staying home ; she loves shopping spree
we look like we cudnt click
but dats the trick
for us to stick &
we ♥ GLEEEEEE!

Happy Anniversary to You & Me~!
may you ever more fall in love with me
& me with you
=)

Bad mood

thats about it.

I Me Myself

im kinda bored rite now
so for da fun of it
im scribbling down few facts of me :
=)

1) i suck at Chess but im kinda good at Checkers
2) im da kind of person who loves to go the opposite way
like if my dad says No , i'll still do it no matter wat
=D
3) im very stubborn headed & do not giv a damn wen in angry
: mind you i walked out of my hse at midnite to sit
at da church's playground for hrs alone :
(owh my SP hse is very big =) )
4) tho im a chinese , im not good in the language
& being brought up in an english speaking family
im nt very good in english too
to sum it all up...
im nt good at any language
*heh*
5) Do not trust ppl much... it takes me Years to trust sum1
6) i have lotsa secrets , whom oni He knows of
7) have lotsa theories toooo~
like if u swallow a watermelon seed
eventually it'll turn into a tree inside u
*hehehe..blame my granny for it!*
8) my family is quite interesting as we are all favours
da no.3 or any multiplication of no.3
sis & bro = 3 years apart
bro & me = 6 years apart
me & sis = 9 years apart
me & all my cuzins mum's side = all 3 years apart from each other
*Amazing rite?*
9) im friendly if u knw me
but im an arrogant feler if u dun knw me
*sum1 aso realised it*
cz i dun talk to u if i do not knw u
10) i actually talked with all of my FB frenz at least once
& i do actually knw them by name
11) i love to be da different one or u'll say one of its kind ;
i do not yearn to be the center of attention
juz da different one among peers
12) a huge fan of Lee Hom
13) a HUGE fan of korean & taiwan dramas
14) wishes to be borned as a South Korean
15) wen i feel like crying , i'll tink of sad things
& start crying
*im weird , i knw*
16) do not think dat talking bout *dirty* stuff is bad
sum ppl give me a look wen im juz tryin to be like a normal human
dont u guys think dat like 24/7?!
but y wen i talk u look at me as if im da *dirty* one?
owh sick ppl who tries to deny things
17) i LOVE REVENGE
think im bad?look urself in da mirror
judge urself b4 judging me
but for me revenge is Karma
so well...
18) wen i HATE u ; i reali HATE u
to make me dissolve da HATE in me
it'll take time
19) im alws the one who loves bringing ppl together
wen i see ppl argue , i find it dat its like my job to bring them together
i dun knw y , its juz me
20) i rather suffer pain alone then to let it out
i juz dun wana bring burden to another party
21) parents knws nothing bout my private life
22) imma DOG Lover but NOT a Cat lover
23) i hate beer but i like liqour
=)
24) i NEVA been clubbing b4
25) would NEVA date smokers eventho dey are cute
26) im very sensitive ; i get hurt easily
but i do brush da hurt off easily if i wan to
27) im a total blur case gal
28) prefer Pants to Skirts/ dress
29) loves to help ppl who hav probs
for those ppl who commit suicide cases in da newspapers
i alws wish dat i've known them earlier to talked to them
& talked them out of that thought
30) i cudnt control my own emotions wen im reali pissed off/ sad



well thats 30 facts bout me.

Will da circle breaks?

a Circle of great frenz
will it ever break?
will it last for a lifetime?
will gossip arise & break ties?
will disagreements cut off communications?
will we stay together no matter what happen?
will we forgive each other for the wrong things we've done?


its a great time catching up
with my highskol girls last nite
tho we had oni a few hours together
we had lotsa fun laughing much
♥
i cudnt thank u all more
for being such great buddies
who knows me well
& do not judge me on my flaws
7 Bitches REIGNS!


To my other Besties :
i
♥
u all MUCH!
=)

shud i?

shud i get a tatoo?

Food = Happiness

wen to Station 1 in SP today
ders live band der
so dey announced dat Lee hom's song is next
but wen he started singing
gosh~ hw i wish he rather dint sing!
hehehehehe
=p
or mayb i was expecting too much?


as i tink i began to wonder
hw did i spent my days in SP during my highskol years?!
cz SP is freaking small & ders no wer to go
i juz rmbered dat i hav lotsa tuitions
form 4 & 5 i had tuitions almost everyday
sicko rite?
i dun knw y i wen for tuitions also


wen jogging again today
& everyday we'll da same old man
he was der b4 us
& he was stil der wen we wana go back
gosh~ we youngsters oni jog for a while

Last but not least ,
i am very HAPPY wen im EATING
*nyek nyek nyek*

Growing Up

when we where young
we wud say we wana date a guy who is Cute
when we grow into teenage years
we wud wan a guy who has da looks & aso da car
when we get into adulthood
we wud wan a guy who is rich & give security
when we are out of options
we wud juz accept ny guys dat comes our way

life is so unpredictable rite?
or izit LOVE dat is unpredictable?

u see..
da word LOVE was neva mention in da above
realise it?
cz these days ppl hardly mention da word LOVE around me
all i hear is Money , Car & Security
from gals around my age

so wats LOVE to them nw?

Teenage Dream & Just the way you are - Acapella Cover - Katy Perry - Bru...

This guy is AWESOME!
he makes music by juz using his mouth
& da best part is....
HE IS CUTE TOOOO
=p

Dreamland

at times im drowned in thoughts
wen i juz sit stil
& my brain starts to wonder
to another dreamland
that i call *Fantasy*
=)
however , it doesnt all end up happy
cuz there is alws *What If......*
playing in my brain

Zero point

there are times in our life
we'll suddenly overcome by emotions
da down point in our life
wen we juz need sum1 to be der to lend an ear
to hear us out
to pity us
to juz sit der without a word & listen patiently
no matter are u a guy or a gurl
every1 will hav THAT day
the *EMO* day
wen tears starts flowing down ur cheeks
without u knowing why
wen u cudnt seem to find da reason
for being so down

Sometimes u juz cudnt seem to cry it out
sometimes it seems dat u juz cudnt stop crying
have u ever been in dat situation?
i did~
for me , i feel that
its a way of growing up

a torture ; it is

ok today is reali bored
since 6pm time has been passing real slow
i wantd to go out but no1 wana go out

have been watching Pretty Lil Liars
& other dramas too
but its doesnt seem to kill my boredom
msn cudnt log in
cudnt play games in fb
gosh! SP internet sucks MAX!

next im craving for junk food
like seriously i tink of it every min
but i juz cudnt give in to dat temptation of mine
cuz im on a diet plan
da plan is to lose as much weight b4 my sem starts
i've been gaining weight much since last year
& i dislike it much!
so for da sake of it
i MUST brush off da temptation
GOD i knw u'll help me rite?
=D

lalalalal~
its oni 10.30pm!
wat to do next?
bug boyfie?
heh*
=p

spamming on ppl's page on FB is indeed FUN!

dance to the beat

ny nice new hillsongs recently?

im out-dated!

=p

wana choreograph a dance for da kid's church

for them to present it during christmas

need to make myself useful for da church

cz nw is da oni time im free till NEXT YEAR

='(

stupid TARC no hols for christmas

im a Very Good CSI investigator

ask me wat prove i've found this time

if ur bzbody to knw

*nyek nyek nyek*

im not evil

but if u are to me

dont complain dat im evil to u

=)

karma

i believe bout karma

wat goes around comes around

its nt bad to believe this

cz this is reality

its nt a way of revenge

but sumhow it seems like it

theres this uncle whom i hate much

he is da cause of my dad's hearing

da oldest bro of my dad

he is a player

nw it his 3rd wife

& mind u his kids from da 1st wife

dun even wana call him dad

he *GOT SERVED!*

last week he got into hospital for mild stroke

& no1 gives a damn

like la we care

arogant , egoistic jerk like him dun deserve ny care.

yday wen for a jog

felt good aft dat cuz i've sweat it off

hehehe...

today hopefully it doesnt rain

its great being home

wake up in da morning & hug my fluffy lover

i love them both much much

biripapa biripapa~

i love myself way toooo much
♥
=)

wokey its been 4days i'm free
wad hav i been up to?
wed nite itself ~ late nite movie
thurs queensbay , bday party & late nite bistro
fri wen for another party but its lousy
sat out whole day & batu ferringi at nite
today sunshine square & stayed home

been up with lotsa activites
& its reali FUN!
rite timing to hav my hols
2 more weeks

its so freaking not fair
but i cudnt state it out
owh so
WATEVA!~

currently loving to the tune
* girl ur amazing Juz da way you are*
Bruno Mars ♥

the smell of freedom...

oh HELLO world!!
im off from Books
& Hello FREEDOM!
=D
its great to hav this feeling
cz ur no more burdened from books or exams nor assgmts

8th was my last paper
& straight dat nite wen for late nite movie
while last nite wen out for party & late nite chilling
tonite goin for a church youth party
=)
*nyah nyah nyah*
im realli havin a great time
suppose to go for a youth camp but i dint
cz malas

so i guess ill be bloggin more often dah

Hari ini Hari Raya~
so yea~
my malay relatives came to visit
& my lil niece is totaly CUTEE!!
she's da oni niece i got

Owh did i tell u that my family is multiracial?!
malays , chinese , indians
=D

Move yaaa boday! shake it shake it*

wen for STEP UP 3
& it was reali AWESOME!
some freaks said it sucks
oh well...
i'll accept it as they are way too blind to even critic da movie

Owh yeah its 5 free days
b4 da 2nd battle starts
left 2 more papers
=D
*HEH*!
Pump Pump PUMP IT UP BABE!

done badly for da last 2 papers
Finance i've wave da white flag wen i read da questions
& as for audit
stuff that i memorize DID NOT come out
while da ones i've skipped came out
gosh~ reali bad i tink
but cud pass
*HOPEFULLY*

Sat will be da audition for shop & sing in queens
still thinkin whether to go or not
its been a year i've stopped joining all this
cud i make it?
i never succeed tho
hmpzz...
*success come from failure*


GAWD!
every1 is saying im FAT jor~
ok ok lor
i shall go slim down during sem break
promise!~