Friday 29 February 2008

bus ride...

i had to take bus back to png today...cz parents cudnt drive down to png..bt its nvm...im use to takin bus bak...

mum left me at da bus station bout 2.30 pm n wen i got der da bus wanted to go d so i quickly bot my tickets n got in da bus...then i msg my mum...my dad was on da bus bak to sp wen im on da bus bak to png...sad rite?cudnt meet him...bt i was kinda sad to left sp...i nearly cry wen my mum wave to me wen my bus pass my mum's car...bt i stop my tears...force myself not to cry over smal matters..

i knw y im so emotional these past few days..cz my best fren of every month was cuming to visit me...hehe..*guess who*..hehe..it came today..haihz...so bad timing...

wen i was in da bus..da seats wer so dirty dat i dare not lie on it..n da bus was so shaky til i got a headache..rcd butterworth jetty i quickly walk to da jetty...today da ferry nt so pack...aft came out of da ferry had to quickly walk to da rapid bus stop to catch a bus hm to my grandparents hse...bt i was lucky..da bus was der waiting d..hehe..so i dun ned to wait in da hot sun...n i rcd hm almost 5pm d..haihz...taking bus is reali wastin our precious time...

like every othr day...

today i aso woke up da same time as yesterday...1 sumthing...=)...bt wen i got up...my rum wer stil very very dark...so i tot wow i got up early today eh?...so i lie lazily on my bed for awhile...then i took my phone n saw a msg frm my dear n then ni saw da time...wow...1 sumthing d...bt y so dark?so i wen out of my rum n wen outside n find out..n its rainin..dats y la so nice to sleep in dark rum wen its ad noon d...hahah...

n oh yeah..i fell so deeply in luv wit a taiwan drama...da actor is so damn cute n da actress is cute bt sumtimes a bit annoyin...hehe...i hav been spendin all my time in watchin dat drama...cz i reali hav notin to do...=)

nwadays i can hardly msg my dear durin da day d...cz he has classes n he is fully packed...tis sem is his last sem d...dats y he is studyin real hard o..n spend lesser time wit me d o...bt nvm...studies more important..bt for me...my 3rd sem is reali very free...cz ders ni 7 weeks tis sem...n its startin monday..=(..real sad...n oh my results cumin out tis saturday!yahoo!...ekeke...so happy...

tomolo im goin bak png d...i knw i'll miz sp..my mum n dad n my two lil cutie dogs!..i cudnt upload pics of them cz im nw in sp n i dun hav my hp cable...nw dey kinda seem to like each other d...hehe...n yeah today i had my fav laksa!!oh yes...hehe...givin da boost b4 goin bak png...its sad cz i cudnt b in sp everyday to teman my mum in da aftnun d cz she's hm alone..cz nw my dad takin his masters d...bt nvm...my two dogs wil keep her occupied by chasin them around...haha...aint easy to catch da lil angel u knw...she runs n jumps...dun knw wer she get her energy frm..like a machine ni...an aunty says its bcz she is mix beagel dats y so active...beagel is a very active dog...bt she...a total complete crazy hyper dog...hehe...u'll hav to cum to my hse n c her urself ni u'll knw wat i mean...haha...

rasuah sayang

go tis site n watch tis...its 2 politician singing rasuah sayang...its so so funny...u wud enjoy it...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FeRcI8XSTwI

*sry i stil dun knw hw to upload vids here*
i may take a while to learn...=)

well..enjoy dat short clip of them singin...

Wednesday 27 February 2008

today...

its ad wednesday!!oh my gosh...so fast!i dun wana go bak college...i wan my mama...=(...

my stupid college havent release our 2nd sem results yet...haiyo...y r dey like tis ah??i so frustrated by it leh...its ad gona b 1 month d n dun tel me stil havent mark finis yet meh??aisk...geram betui...

today i spend most of my time in my rum..watchin drama..hehe..i woke up nearly 1pm d..hahaha...wat a great life..next week i wudnt b able to get up tis late d..=(...i watch a new drama..kiss kiss..frm taiwan...so nice..i luv it 2 da max..n da main actor damn cute o..haha..

nw im hm alone cz parents hav bible study in a member's hse...i neva follow...cz i dun like to attend..=p..bein hm alone at nite in my hse its quite scary...cz ders no hse bside or bhind our hse...scary rite??...n its vry dark outside...n i feel like a jungle bhind my hse...bt i hav my two dogs protectin me...my patchy n angel...1 is bhind da hse n another is infront of da hse...hehe...bt da both sides of my hse is nt protected...n bein hm alone sumtimes is nice wen i blast da speakers n put da music to da max volume..ekeke...n then ill dance...haha...

today today today...is jz gona b another day dat pass thru my life...

my 1st time drivin

today i had my practical in drivin...n its aso my 1st time drivin a car!!!...of course im nervous...haiyo..my enjin mati so damn many times...haha...cz i so tak tahan to jz lepas da clutch fast fast..hehe...

i rcd da drivin place n then register...my instructor is an indian bt he speaks fluent hokkien!!haha...so we communicate in hokkien..he 1st teach me hw to start a car n hw to break...haha..i din knw wen breakin time we hav to step da clutch 2...hehe..dong dong me...n then he taught me to control da stearin...haha..wen da car started to move...i was so so happy..haha..til my enjin mati..haha...then hav to start da enjin again...aft a few rounds in a place ders nt much cars..*i mean in da drivin institute*..da uncle ask me to try drivin round da roundabout n then took me drive in a kampung road nearby...da road was quite straight...bt had few turnins...of course sum point he do hold my stearin...haha...aft more than an hour..i was bak in da drivin institute n then its time to learn hw to park...wahleh...i struggle wit da stearin...cz it din hav power stearin...haiyo...i turn til my hands aso tired d...so hard to turn it...aft more tham 3 times learnin parkin in da hot sun..uncle gav me 20mins break...ahh...i felt so relief..hehe..cz my hands wer tired n my legs wer pain..haha...n my t shirt was soakin...so i made my way to da canteen n had limau ice...n sat alone..at da canteen wer all malay guys..n im da oni gurl..nah includin da canteen aunty..haha..so wer two gurls...i sat alone at a table n drank..n then came 3 gatai instructors frm other drivin skol sat wit me wen der r 3 more tables empty!...i quickly drink n then made n cal to my baby n walk away talkin...so its nt dat rude if i jz walk away like dat...

aft dat my instructor tot me to drive da hill part...haiyo aint easy lo...i failed once...out of 5 times...hehe...quite gud for a 1st timer..haha...well...everythin wen quite well...i wud say dat im quite gud for a 1st timer...hehe...i memang perasan punya...=p

words dat cudnt b express...

do u miz ur family so much dat u cry at that moment??...wud u tel them u miz them at dat moment?..or wud u say i luv u at dat moment??

some words i feel is hard to say to family members..such as i miz u n i luv u...its hard to express that feelin to them...for me it kinda weird tho...bt sumtimes i so wana say so much bt then i wud find myself too shy to say it out...sometimes i miz my mum so much dat i wud cry..bt its so hard for me to tel her dat i miz her...i dun knw y...

Tuesday 26 February 2008

malaysia's future...

i dun tink dat malaysia's future wud b great...n i seriously dun tink dat wawasan 2020 wud evn accomplish...cz malaysia has fallen to da hands of those ppl that wud bring down tis country...

n u wud ask me y i said dat...cz i've jz knew by goin online n readin articles bout dat feler who r ruling our country nw is spendin our money buyin a hse n a private jet...n dat feler use up to 60million!!!..aint a smal digit k...n u knw who izit?its pak lah...cudnt believe rite?well...it was god's grace dat i found out bout it...he bot a hse in australia...its so darn huge...n aso a private jet bhind malaysian's back!every1 hav to pay tax aft dey hav found a job...n da hard earn money or da pay we get...da government happily spents it all on useless stuf..dey r so damn selfish...totaly heartless...til nw..do u c nything dat da government do nything gud for da ppl??nahh...

i dun c ny great stayin in malaysia in da future...cz u cant voice out ur tots here...if u say something..another party wil accused u dat u hav touch da sensitive issue of da other party...tis is so unfair...as da governtment said...da sub history is to bring every races in malaysia together..to learn bout each other...bt wat i c in dat sub is...to learn oni a specific race oni...every1 muz giv n take wit them..muz b careful wen we talk wit them..

stayin in malaysia in da future...i dun tink dats a gud idea...for me...i wana migrate to other country tho...cz u wudnt knw wats gona happen in da future wen everythin turns sour among races cz of da treatment...all we cud do nw is b patience n wait n c...c whether malaysia wil change in da next 5 years to b a beta country wer ders no problems...hope it dun change to da worse...

im...

im....


tears


.....nw


and everyday i hav to...


TEARS

miss him...

i miss him so so much...today i jz felt like so desperate to jz hear his voice...bt i cudnt cal him...cz he's bz..=(

nw i mis him so much dat ders tears in my eyes...

Monday 25 February 2008

=(

im SAD....knw y??cz college gona start soon!!...as in next monday n i hav 6 more days of holiday to go...=( real sad...time pass so fast...i hate college cz i hav to get up early...huhu...n da travelin time frm hse to college every single day is very very tiring lo...more then 3 hours per day i spend my time in bus...haihz..wat a life!

ok..lets kick da college blues away n nw talk bout other stuff dat wud make me more happier...hmmm....im gona get my L license soon!hehe...yeah im happy cz i've endured da most boring n crap kursus for 8 hours...all dat has past n im so so relief...i evn sleept durin da theory class..hhahaha...darn boring...either tues or wed im gona go for my 1st test drive...oo...nervous..haha..scared to bang a tree..hehehe...lol...im nt dat bad i guess..=)...oh yeah..wen i wen for my theory class yday...2 gals wen into da wrong class n dey got to knw it aft da class has ended dat they r actualy in da wrong clas..haha..so funny...dey suppose to attend kursus KPP..dats b4 takin da undang-undang test...bt they din knw n wen in da theory class dat is oni aft u pass ur undang-undang test...dey r so so blur...in d end i din knw wat happen to them tho...

currently im crazy over a taiwan drama series call kiss kiss...haha...its 'er zhuo ju er wen'...haha...my com cudnt write in chinese words...very nice dat drama...i watch it on a website dat is like youtube...bt tis is taiwan website...lotsa dramas...bt ders no subtitle...i dun ned tho cz i cud understnd mandrin...*if nt my 6 years in chinese skol means i din learn nything*..lol...

bak to college stuff...my results suppose to b out d...cz its ad a month!!! im scared to c my results...im scared to c dat i've failed my fundamentals in accounts...dats reali super hard...i ni worried bout dat sub...haihz...i wen to my college webpage to check izit out d nt...bt da webpage is so so stewpid...i cudnt evn get to knw da dates for the releasin of da results ah...aisk...sat pai punya college...n oh yeah dey dun post my class timetable aso...dey ni post da main campus's timetable ni...so useless...haihz...nyway..ppl choose tar college cz its cheap...other than dat...i dun c ny other reason y ppl choose tar d...bad administration...n oh yeah da aunty dat sells da college's bus tickets is so damn rude...hate her...da summary is...i dun c ny good bout tar coll..

Sunday 24 February 2008

shockin news

ok to edison's fans out der...if ya dun knw bout da latest news bout him...well...he is gona step outta da hong kong entertainment industry for a time period!!!...i knw we'll mizz him..bt he reali gota quite down so da news of his scandal will slowly fade away...well i wish him all da best in life then...cheer up dude!ders more things in life than jz bein sad!!...hope ya well soon!

n bout cecilia cheung...heard dat she n nicholas r gettin divorce!!gosh..hope they patch things bak tho...

n siti sarah...her fiance is a mat salleh...a new zealand feler...can u imagine dat??hw da heck she pikat him??by doin spells...hehe...lol...nt to say she's nt pretty...bt true enuf..she aint pretty..hahaha...

Saturday 23 February 2008

facts of life...

my honey send tis email to me...n aft i read it...i fel its so true as it implies to our daily life...here contains few facts in life...here u go..:


One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.
At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing.He would shake it off and take a step up.As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up.Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping,never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

Free your heart from hatred - Forgive
Free your mind from worries - Most never happen
Live simply and appreciate what you have
Give more ,
Expect less


NOW ............

Enough of that crap . . . The donkey later came back,and bit the farmer who had tried to bury him.The gash from the bite got infected and the farmer eventually died in agony from septic shock. MORAL FROMTODAY'S LESSON:

When you do something wrong, and try to cover your ass, it always comes back to bite you.

*its so so true...wat goes around comes around!*

weird sp ppl

gosh i dun knw wats wrong wit sp ppl...all i knw is dey r so darn weird!!!...ok..i wana ask my sp frenz...wen u wak into a coffeeshop la...any coffeeshop in sp...do u get stares frm other ppl??cz i do...nt dat im so pretty...bt i knw i am..hehe...*grin*...bt ppl jz stares!n i hate dat....so wana go pull off their eyes frm them...

i jz nw wen to old town kopitiam around 11pm...n wen we got there its quite full d...n we wanted to sit upstairs so we had to wak to da staircase...n as we walk in...ppl jz stare at us..like we r their enemy n like wana eat us ni...n i evn here n guy askin another gal...hav u seen her b4?cz dat gal kept lookin at me n i stared bak at her...wat nonsense!stewpid sp ppl..

n then aft we sat down n called drinks...2 gals came n sat da table bside...n dey wer so rude...n aft tat their frenz came...n dey wer aso rude!haiyo...da frenz n them sat 2 diff tables n dey wer shoutin to talk to da other fren on da other table which is quite far apart..damn..in my mind is like...r these gals jz came out frm da jungle??y r dey so pariah??!!...i wudnt mix wit this type of ppl...

sp full of weird n kiasu ppl...evn old felers r gatai!!!...no matter wer we go n eat...wen we wak into da place..we sure get stares frm ppl...dun knw wat da heck problem wit them...n tis aftnun i 4lowed dad n bro to bank...n ders tis 2 man talkin to a lady on a counter...n dat lady is quite pretty...n i was standin bhind them...n i saw 1 of da man hittin another guy's back as da lady wak away to do stuff..n dat man is like askin another man hw is dat lady?pretty rite?...n askin da feler to go 4 her...bt dat feler's wife is sittin bside me...n he din dare to say nythin he jz shake his head...wahliao..so old d so damn gatai...n so damn ugly...dey shud c themselve in da mirror 1st la...doink...hate tis type of ppl...

Friday 22 February 2008

jz simply

sitting infront of da comp...waiting for my drama to load...noting to do...so i blog!hehehe....

today as i had blog bout i wen to skol...aft dat i jz watchin online shows til 5 sumthing n then took a nap til 7.30 n then wen to buy dinner...n then bak hm n jz sit lazily infront of da tv...ah life's so fun...notin to worry bout for nw...bt aft a week's time...its bak to coll..=(

hate goin bak to study...i dun wana study...it use up my brain too much..hehe...cz tis 1 whole luvly month i hav been goin thru a lazy life dat is do noting n jz hav fun...haha...tis is my longest sem break...others sem break i jz ni got 2 weeks...so its aint dat fun...

jz nw was talkin to a fren of mine...actualy nt talkin...we r gossipin!hahaha...n i hav lotsa great info bout other ppl thru my fren..i mean dat fren...haha...dat feler shud b a news caster...cz got so much info...ekeke....

n today as usual da newspaper is stil full of da election thingy...n as i flip thru da pages...gosh...BSB gona hav a concert in m'sia???...n i read thru da article to c wer its held...n do u knw wer???sunway lagoon!!...wat a place!...hahaha....i tot bukit jalil stadium or genting...hahaha...so low cost concert...i guess their fame had fade off aft so many years in silent...n honestly i do like them last time...especially nick carter...who dont?he is so cute dat time...bt nw..he suddenly turned ugly..haha..frm prince charming to a frog...lol...*im so cruel*...hehe..hope i dun offend those who r crazy in luv wit them...haha...nw i dun reali like boybands nymore...cz mostly..dey cudnt sing...mayb 1 or 2...n da others r jz good lookin...hehe...bt i stil luv boys to men...dat group r amazing...great melody...i luv it wen dey sing accapella...ur heart cud melt...hehe

Thursday 21 February 2008

darn skol

today i wen bak to skol wit my frenz to pick up our SPM cert...once we walk into da gate...problems arise...

my frenz wer wearin shorts...bt its over da knee ad...n a guy was wearing shorts...da guard stoped us frm goin in cz shorts aint allowed..wat da hell??!!...of course we aint happy...c'mon da shorts aint dat short aso n its over da knee length!...darn stil dey dun let them in...bt i cud..cz i wore long pants n all covered up shoes...*luckily*..my frenz had to go bak hm n change bt i wen in wit another fren of mine...n we took 1st n waited for them...haihz...to go in our skol..is best if u wear tudung u surely can go in d...aisk..my stewpid skool!!!

we wen in straight to da office n took da cert n then wen n find an art teacher cz my fren wanted her art work bak...bt mission fail...cz she said ders too many art work in da cupboard n it takes time to find...wat an excuse...haihz...dat was da 2nd time my fren wen n find her...of course we aint happy...n then we met a teacher...he taught me maths n chinese b4...he is quite gud...we talk wit him for awhile...aft dat we jz wak out of da skol...i was hopin to meet my fav teacher..bt i didnt c her...so nvm...mayb next time ill 4low my frenz to skol again...*MAYB*...hehe...i hated da PK HEM so damn much n aso da principal...two evil ladies...bt gud news..da principal gona retire soon n our ex-PK HEM gona cum bak n jadi pengetua!..gosh..luckily im out of dat skol d!!real damn lucky...dat lady another fierce tiger...she cut my hair b4!i hated her...spoil my pretty hair...hehe...bt dat was so long ago...

wen bak to skol..tho da memories stil der..bt i dun hope to step in der n study bak in dat skol nymore...normal skol days r so so bored n such a torture....bt sum days...such as activity days r so so fun n nice...i ni enjoyed da activity days such as sports day n canteen day...ders wer da memories r stil fresh in my mind...too bad we hardly take ny pics wen we r in skol...nw i regreted nt takin more pics during skol days...bt nvm..i stil hav my close knit frenz...we stil alws go out weneva im in sp...hope things stay like tis...=)

Anniversary

yippy...today marks da 33th anniversary*2 years n 9 months* wit my baby!!hehe...we celebrate accordin to months..nt years..hahaha....for da fun of it!...

i so miz him rite nw!!he's in png...hw i wish im rite der wit him nw...we neva had da chance to celebrate ny anniversary together...*seriously*...so i'll b happy if we cud celebrate it once...n as usual...he alws play games weneva he's in hostel *dey reali hav notin to do*...bt evn tho he is playin games..he stil msges me..=)...if nt i sure go angry...hehe...shud spent da time wit me y playin games?hehe...nyway..tomolo he has no class n tonite he is goin to mamak place to catch arsenal vs ac milan at 3am!!...sure i dun like it...bt wat i can do??...jz let him go la...not like i cud tie him up alws rite??...

im reali lookin forward to our 3rd anniversary...as in 3 years together...i reali hope we cud celebrate together dat time...

Elections

wow...elections is here again...bt im stil cudnt cast ny votes yet...still under age..hehe...

surely as elections r near...ders lotsa news bout it...bt i neva tot dat it wud take up da 10 front pages of da newspaper!!...or mayb more...cz tis morning as i was flippin da newspaper to go to da youth section...all i c is da front few nation's column is filled wit da elections or da parties dat is involve in da elections...tho is borin..i stil read abit to knw wats goin on in da country...or else i'll b in my little own smal world...

its a lost to us n aso da whole nation dat da DAP lady step down...sry i 4gt her name..hehe...she is reali great..reali salute her!!she wen into politics wen she is oni 26 years old!!..who wana giv their freedom up jz to join da boring dull politics to lead da ppl at dat young age??...bt she did..n aso she has voice out lots of bad stuff goin on in da country...n we as da ppl of m'sia needs ppl like her...if nt..we wont knw wats reali goin on...cz im sure dat media is definitely bein paid to keep their mouth shut...

well i wana say more bt cudnt...if i do i scared i wud b caught!hehe...tho tis is my blog...m'sia is *super* sensitive on sum things...such as..bla bla bla...im sure u all knw it rite?da song?...ok..sum things i jz ned to keep it to myself on wat i tink who is beta n who is nt...*i seriously wana say more bt...cant...so unsatisfied!!!!*

Wednesday 20 February 2008

flu

ahh...my flu has worsen...=(

cudnt breathe well...cudnt taste ny fud i eat...n cudnt sleep well...haihz....

i took med last nite..i ni took 1 pil of piriton...mayb tonite ill take double doze...n im sure ill b doze off...

my sickness shud hav been beta d aft my fever had gone down...bt aft my fever gone down...i wen out wit frenz n jz simply eat...wen n had my fav laksa!hehe...n aso ate lotsa fried stuff...n aso my dirty dusty room which i lazy to sweep..ehehe..=p...cz all of tis my flu didnt go away n it got worst..aisk...

tis week i suppose to lead in worship in church..haihz...hw la am i to sing wen i talk aso my voice sound like a duck!?...haihz...nw i hav to take care to make sure my flu goes away by saturday n able to practice for da worship leadin...aisk..god...god...ppllzzz help me!take away my flu ppuuhhllleezz...

long distance relationship....

usually no1 wud prefer a long distance relationship...cz its very hard to keep n maintain...both parties muz hav da most important element in long distance relationship dat is 'TRUST' each other.....

bein apart frm ur luv cud b da most painful things in life...wel for those who's nt in a relationship dey wont tink so...bt for those who is goin thru serious relationship then it is...i've learn dat witout trustin each other can b a barrier...cz u'll b alws suspicious on wat is da other half of u doin rite nw?is he lying?is he cheating?....those questions wil alws pop up...

i myself is aso goin thru a long distance relationship..n yes i muz admit dat we did breakup a few times bfore..my frenz wud knw dat...cz no 1 is perfect...ders no such thing as da perfect one for 1...each 1 has their gud n bad...so do not judge a book by its cover...

its reali hard maintainin a long distance relationship cz we hardly meet...hardly get to b in each other's arms...i reali miz those times wen we go to da same tuition time...we get to c each other every week...had great memories wit him...n sumtimes i wud miz him so damn much dat i wud cry alone in da rum...its nt dat we r country apart...actualy we r oni few mins apart frm each other!..in our hmtown we cudnt meet often cz we r scared bein caught by our parents...*our parents dun approve of our relationship n tis has been goin on for more than 2 years nw*...n in penang we dun hav transport to meet each other...sad rite???i jz hope our future wud b beta aft we r out workin in da world....

wen we started datin ppl wud ask me...y did i fall for him?n honestly...i dun knw..hehe...da feelin jz brot us together n im stil so in luv wit him...he is an indian n im a chinese...weneva we go out..we'll get stares frm strangers...bt we dun care...i luv him cz he is so chinese..hahaha...lol...actualy he is nt those typical indians...n he dun undrstnd a word of tamil 2!heheh....bt he is super patience guy...n me tis type of gal..oni supre duper patience guy like him can tahan..hehe...i knw sumtimes im too much honey...sry.!n he is funny..tho sumtimes...no i tink probably most of da time i dun reali undrstnd his jokes...*im super blur*

nw he is in penang...n im in sp...i mis him so much rite nw!jz wana cal him up n jz hear his voice...bt he is sleepin...hehe...=p...nyway...in our more than 2 years relationship...*tomolo wil b our 2 years n 9 months anniversary*...we hav lotsa ups n downs....ppl do say dat long distance relationship's feelings wil slowly fade away...n sum of my frenz aso put me down by sayin hw can u b so sure ur bf is loyal?mayb hav another 1 der?u wont knw rite??...well...let me tel u guys....is me dating him n not U dating him...n of course i knw him much beta then u guys knw him...so stop brain washin my mind...bt if u do so...my heart is stil his...=)


honey..if ur reading tis...no matter wat happens...ill stil luv u!

Photobucket


n hope dat we wil b like tis...Photobucket.......muaks!!!

Tuesday 19 February 2008

yay i pass

hehehe.....Photobucket...i pass my undang-undang test!!yahoo....no more worries...bt stil hav ujian amali to go...dat i wil worry bout later..

useless one in a million

tis season's OIAM is reali a dissapointment!!....

compared to last season...tis season is a total wreck....n since last season i hated da fact dat dey let singers wit a recording album to join da competition..aint dat unfair??!!!....i hate dayang so so much...n nw i hate siti sarah!!!...darn...those two gals reali hav a super thick face!....cudnt dey giv chance to undiscoverd talent in m'sia??...dey had album dat r sold in stores n dey said dat their singin career ended in a downfall....so???damn u 2 thick face gals...dat prove u both shudnt b continuing ur singin career cz ppl dun like ur singin...

n da recently got kicked out Mark...ur singin is not gud at all!!..dong to da judges...hav ur ears gone deaf wen choosing da top 20???....n abraham...gosh...i totaly canot hear u sing til i hav to off da sound of da tv wen u sing...giv u an advise....DO NOT go into SINGIN career aft ur kick out frm OIAM man..cz no 1 wud buy ur cd....*im jz bein honest*

shila...is da oni 1 i tink shud b in da finals...luv her voice...n ayu 2!..bt dey hardly sing english songs...haihz...hw to go international jz by singin malay songs??...bt cheers to shila dat sang a spanish song last week...its was great...reali gud...tho i dun knw wat ur singin..hehe...

n of course all guys in m'sia wont forget tunku tiara...or tengku tiara..*i dun care*...in da 1st place she shudt evn get da pass to go to kl for da top 100 ppl...n i gota say dat paul is reali gatai cz she let her pass cz he says she is gorgeous...*puke!*...i've ask so many ppl who tinks she shudnt get into da top 12 n so many hates her!...bt for guys...im sure u all like her..

freakin out

darn...i knw tis is stewpid bt im freakin out cz i hav undang-undang test tomolo...haihz...

lotsa ppl say its easy...bt weneva ders ny test...ill freak out...hope i can sleep tonite...

n im so lazy to read da stupid undang-undang book...so ridiculas la those question...*sum...nt all*

'=.='.....

Monday 18 February 2008

EDISON

i stil rmb wen i was small i use to luv to watch edison's movies...he is so so cute n handsome!hehe...n i wen so nuts bout him wen i heard him speakin english da 1st time...darn it was so gud..dat time i din knw he was a canadian...

nw aft growin up..i stil do like him...bt wen da sex scandal of him bein in da spotlight nw...my view towards him tends to get into da negative side....

i wonder...y wud he stil keeps his exs nude pics in his comp aft breaking up wit them???!...havin sex wit ur luv 1 shudnt be recorded or evn take pics...dat shows dat u r a sex maniac...n is edison a sex maniac??...i do tink of him in dat way...cz of his doings...exs r da past...n once u break everythin bout them muz b vanish...bt he stil keepin those nude pics!aint dat prove dat he is some kind of sex maniac??....his current gf din mind all tis at all...if im his current gf...ill wud b upset n dissapointed...c'mon...hw wud u feel if ur bf nw stil keepin pics of their ex...n nt to mention..its nude pics!!!..ders no loyalty in him....tho i stil like him..hehe...n y?cz his cuttteee!ehheh.....

though i dun tink dat he is affected da most compared to victims of da pics!!!....da victims r da worst affected....u c...bobo chan had her dream wedding to b canceled cz of da darn scandal....n it is reported dat cecelia cheung n nicholas tse is to b gettin a divorce!!!gosh....i pt those gals alot...their dream future with their luv one is destroyed!!...dat idiot dat release those pics reali knw hw to make ppl's life a living hell....total heartless n selfish!!..hw cud dat feler hate edison so much???da newspapers says dat is cz of edison's dad hav lotsa debt...n dat is jz a move to scare da family...bt tis is ridiculas...

ny hw...i jz hope dat those involve in da scandal stay strong...n believe dat der r ppl out der dat stil cares bout them...gilian has been reported to commit suiside twice d...wat a pt gal...bt ders one thing i dun gv pt on her is dat last year ders a reporter happen to take her pic wen she is semi-nude...n she wen all crazy to sue m'sia...n ppl in hong kong hates us...haihz...dats such a small matter n wat bout tis nude pics of her??..wat she gona say bout it??...wit all her noty poses..aint dat worst?wen she wana sue da reporter it shows like she so damn innocent n so darn clean...n wat happens nw shows dat she's aint clean nor innocent at all...

edison....i stil like u....bt if u keep keepin all those nude pics of ur exs...mayb i wud b changin my mind...n b loyal to ur current gf plllzzz...dun b a player!

Sunday 17 February 2008

my family...

jz a video taken durin da recent CNY...my malay relatives came n visit us n then decided to take a family pic as rememberance...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEtwa85DrmA


im proud to say dat i hav a multiracial family....nt ni hav malay relatives..i aso hav indian relatives n we r quite close knit....every year during CNY dey wud visit us in our grandparents hse...my malay relatives is my oldest aunty...dats my mum's oldest sister...she married wit a malay n hav 7 kids!!!...n til today my oldest aunty hav 7 grandchildren n its all boys!!...hehe...*i knw im old cz im aunty d*...bt ny way...dey r very very cute...n fair too....cz got chinese blood in them....and as for my indian relatives...dey r my grandma's sister's children dat married an indian...hahaha...confusing eh??...btw dey r stil called my cousins n we r quite close...bt im nt dat close wit my malay relatives...dun knw y...hehe...til nw we r shy to talk to each other...i mean me n 2 other malay cuzins dey r my age...one is older...bt we stil dun talk to each other!..hehe..im nt shy to talk to them bt....dey jz dun wana look at me in da eye n say hw r u??...evn goin bak time dey dun say bye to me n my other cuzin who is around dat age 2!..haha....dey r weird...=p.....

tis year my grandpa wil b reachin his 80th bday...n we plan to hav a party n call all relatives to cum...hope dat plan wil work out...n then we cud hav a full family reunion n picture d!...=)

*sick*

k i was rite last nite dat im gona get sick....*sigh*

i cudnt sleep wel last nite cz once i swallow my saliva...my throat wud b pain...n da pain alws wake me up....

today...da sorethroat lead to fever...so i had fever n sorethroat...aisk...worst!!...n then my whole body was aching...ah so cudnt tahan i wen complainin to my mum...n then...she did for me a tea...called 'hor yan hor'....wow its amazing...aft drink it...i sweat jz by sittin down..n i felt beta...bt its was jz for a few hours n my body hot bak...n drank n drank lotsa water...til every 10mins ill hav to go to da toilet!!!...so san fu ah...haihz...hope tomolo ill b beta...my head so pain...n i cudnt walk straight aso...*yeah its dat bad!*...gosh...n all my dad cud say is...pray hard...jz pray...i was like...haiyo...if it works i ad b ok by nw...yeah i admit im so nt dat religious...bt i stil blieve in him..bt to an extend...n nt everything...such as sick aso tinkin its cause by da evil one...haihz...

~jz hope n pray dat i wud get beta tomolo...jz hate da feelin of sick...~

Saturday 16 February 2008

weird noises

i heard weird noises...gosh im scared!!!....

i heard like sum1 trying to open my side hse door!!!
n my rum is jz beside da door....SCARED!!

*feel like im gona b sick*

gggoooossshh....i tink im gona get sorethroat d...nt da normal sorethroat...its da pain punya sorethroat...its real torture...god help me!!!
ders notin i cud do...i drank water...took tussils...bt none work...haihz...i dun wana get sick!!!!

Friday 15 February 2008

*ma 1st blog here!*

aloha...
tis is my 1st blog here...hehe..im bloggin in frenster's blog place..
im kinda use to there d..bt mayb i wud shift to blog here 1 day..

yday was valentine's day...
n da last few weeks i hav been sad cz i cudnt meet my dear on tis day...
bt we did!!hehe....he wen for haircut n i followed...=p...
was happy to c him...cz in sp we hardly can go out..
*hope every1 had fun yday by celebratin wit their luv ones*