Tuesday 26 January 2010

♥swwweeet!!♥

* srceeeeeeeaaaamssss*
im on top of da world~
cz Exams juz over!!!
this feeling is da best feeling
a student can ever get
am i rite?
(^^)
on top of that
im going GENTING & CAMERONS!!
soooo long Mr HOT STUFFY weather
* hello Mr COOL WINDY weather!!!*
xD
will be out of the hse by 9am
if we can..
cz we gota take my grandparents
to da clinic for monthly blood test
dad booked a room in a villa at Genting
but book a lousy room in Camerons
(@.@)
im so gona change his mind!!
cz i need internet excess in Camerons
or i'll be bored to death
gah~!
so ciaoz blog world~
for 5 days
=)
happy holidays my dear mates~!

Friday 22 January 2010

so long , farewell

attended a memorial service
at St Paul's church
da late madam song kim eng
i call her
Kim Eng yipoh~
she's 1 of my grandma's best buddy
she's actually my grandma's cuzin
so yeah we r related..

grandma look forward to go church every weekend cuz of her
she gets to meet her
get to talk to her
u'll neva wana hear them talk on da phone
cuz all dey do is juz ARGUE
with of course bad words~
xD
dats their way of communicating with each other
sometimes its funny to hear them talk
its like cat & dog
but dey luvs each other's company
some sundays grandma will go
to her hse aft church
& we will go her hse to
pick my granny in da evening
wen she was able to take bus few years ago
she'll take bus to my grandma's hse
& spend da whole day here talkin with her
her hearing is bad
therefore wen i call her
i need to shout
KIM ENG YIPOH~!
& she'll answer back OI~!
=)
now
i cudnt call dat name ady
=(
she'll neva tell ppl wat is she goin thru
she alws kept a brave face
few months ago b4 she left to KL
she told my grandma
*i'll be goin to KL to do some small operation on my hand
aft a few months i'll be back here*
but sad to say
those words din come thru
Yes she wen to KL for an operation
but it was a BIG & RISKY 1
she had to amputate her right hand
cuz she hand a rare hand cancer
but she dint tell my grandma
aft 2 months
grandma called her daughter
then oni did she knw bout da news
Yipoh was so depress dat her hand got amputated
until wen my grandma wanted to talk to her
she refuse to talk
worst news came
cancer got into her heart
& aft battling for a few weeks
she wen up to heaven
we were shock
me & my sis dint knw how to tell my grandma
cz few weeks b4 her another good buddy
had past away
however
we told her
but grandma dint cry at all
evn juz now during her memorial
i knw she's putting up a brave face
but in her heart
im sure she's crying
i tot i wont cry
but eventually i did
wen i saw her ashes being placed infront
i cried da min i walked into da church
looking at her picture
testimonials by her son
made me cry more


by her putting up a brave face
for not telling my grandma how ill she is
i salute her~
she juz dint wan my grandma to be sad
now 2 of her best buddies hav left her
im sure she'll be tinkin wen is her turn
aint a great start for 2010 tho
='(
we'll miss u
& miss ur swearing =)

Thursday 21 January 2010

i knw im dreaming
cz i wana meet HIM!
CHOI SIWON!!
my ~

dey'll be down in March this year
but i juz cudnt afford da damn expensive tickets
so ny sponsores?!
hehehe
btw if u all dont knw wer he is from
or which group he is from..
he is 1 of da group members
of none other than HOT dudes of
SUPER JUNIOR!!!!
i bet u knw him nw
(^^)

Wednesday 20 January 2010

in da battle of war ~

Currently battling with :

FINALS!!!!
=)
3 down...
1 more left
(^^)
HOLIDAYS ~
i juz cudnt wait!
planned by my parents!!
xD

Sunday 10 January 2010

owh i feel old....

*Singing~
Happy bday to me
im ady 21 tis year
da feeling of getting old each year
its not fun as u seem~*
=)
ohhh great!
more PARTIES ; ClUBBING ; GAMBLING?
hahaha..
probably.
i neva had a HUGE bday party b4
as i look forward to tis year
i tot i might hav 1 this year
but end up
FINALS are juz next Saturday!!
(@.@)
so no party
no celebration
not much entertainment
gahh!
='(
life has alws been so quite for me
SO WAT?!
im STILL a ROCKSTAR!
(^^)
aint dat great aft all hitting 21..
its juz another year older
tho its like da year u get da *KEY*
& ur eligible to VOTE DAP!
hehehehe..
LOL
a fren said i hav a pathetic bday
as i dun go celebrate
so wat?!
Life is alws unfair
theres da good times
& there is da bored times
well it wud be great if da chaos in Msia
din happen a few days ago
totaly ruins my mood
& tinkin of finals juz brings out da stress in u.
oh yeah btw i din go 4 audition
too bad as im havin bad cough
(>.<)
life sucks wen finals is juz round da corner