He is the Reason for this Season

Last month of the year...
December the happiest month of the year...
Its also the busiest month of the year for me

Here i am...

After 9 months of M.I.A from this blog world of mine

Too much things to write ,

At times its seriously hard to put it down in words.

Since its the last month of the year

Perhaps it shall be my last post of the year 2015

Lets walk with me down the path of memories , aite?

So much ups and downs this particular year

I've grown so much and learned so much of myself

The limits that i could reach

The fears that i could face 

The paranoia times that i could hold a calm attitude

Created a past that i wouldn't want to walk through again

A past that became a lesson to my present and future

A past that i could put it behind me against all odds

A past that reminds me of who i was

And never to be that again

Spread my wings and went against the wind

Solo trip was the only factor i was looking forward in 2015

I managed to go through it and had fun

"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass

But to learn how to dance in the rain"

Never knew i was that bold enough

Never knew i was alert enough

Never knew i was independent enough

Never knew i would have so much fun on solo 

I think i would do it again in the future

But i would still wish to travel the world with another half

Nothing is better than to see the world together

Two is better than One

A friend told me

That this is the first time he has ever seen me single for a while

True enough , im the kind to always go in a pair

I find myself to be happier

I find myself to be free from frustrations

I find myself to find the real me

I find myself to have time on my own

I shall embrace it till the other half finds his way to me

Till then Just Live Life! 

A quote says

"You're a Survivor cuz you've live 100% through your bad days 

As you're still alive today"

Be still and know that he is always right there to guide you through

Have a Jolly Merry Christmas

And a Happy New Year 2016

Whats done is done ,

Whats over is over ,

Whats coming is yet to be reveal

So Smile , the world is yet to end. 

Goat year

It is 2015!

*Meeeehhhh~
Meeehhh~*

March , 3rd month of the year.

What have i done . been . going to do for the year?

Eat . Sleep . Rave . Repeat

=p

Should i say , Life's been pretty dull?

or uninteresting?

MmmMmm..

Well , this is the working life.

Work . Eat . Sleep . Drama . Sleep

Heh!

One crazy thing i've done for the New Year is 

 dye my hair GREEN.

Yerrrp Hijau.

its for the sake of Once In a Lifetime thing.

Next prolly Blue?

i admit i have a sense of dry sarcasm

cuz no one really gets my cold joke

but i'll be the only one laughing out loud

Got a date & booked my tickets for the next huge thing in life!

*sneaky*

i'm not throwing any details.

So , hold on , hang in there till i blurt it out.

Words from others do put me off at times 

but i held in there.

Am in a waiting game for a call/confirmation 

i do so hope for a chance in life to shine

Total of 3 papers down , 

2 more to go!

Look on the brighter side my dear , only TWO.

i hope i could live to the day i graduate from books.

xD

GERD still torture me daily.

On calm days , i drink on gaviscon.

On bad days , i don't get any sleep at night.

it all depends on the food i take , the consistency and the amount

It'll be better to punch a hole at my tummy ,

put a pipe so i could turn it on to drain out the asid

& off it once done.

I get sleepy easily

I could yawn whole freaking day with tears

Why..why?!

Friends call me piggy , well it suits me well

Work , pretty not-busy for now

Seeing newcomers who are not adapting to the new environment makes me wonder

Perhaps i'm used to adapt to new surroundings pretty quickly

Should get myself to update this quaterly

as reading back to my old post brings me back to the moment that i wrote it.

the old me were kinda pessimist , 

been trying to change that since i realize it.

Still working on it

=)