so long , farewell

attended a memorial service

at St Paul's church

da late madam song kim eng

i call her

Kim Eng yipoh~

she's 1 of my grandma's best buddy

she's actually my grandma's cuzin

so yeah we r related..

grandma look forward to go church every weekend cuz of her

she gets to meet her

get to talk to her

u'll neva wana hear them talk on da phone

cuz all dey do is juz ARGUE

with of course bad words~

xD

dats their way of communicating with each other

sometimes its funny to hear them talk

its like cat & dog

but dey luvs each other's company

some sundays grandma will go

to her hse aft church

& we will go her hse to

pick my granny in da evening

wen she was able to take bus few years ago

she'll take bus to my grandma's hse

& spend da whole day here talkin with her

her hearing is bad

therefore wen i call her

i need to shout

KIM ENG YIPOH~!

& she'll answer back OI~!

=)

now

i cudnt call dat name ady

=(

she'll neva tell ppl wat is she goin thru

she alws kept a brave face

few months ago b4 she left to KL

she told my grandma

*i'll be goin to KL to do some small operation on my hand

aft a few months i'll be back here*

but sad to say

those words din come thru

Yes she wen to KL for an operation

but it was a BIG & RISKY 1

she had to amputate her right hand

cuz she hand a rare hand cancer

but she dint tell my grandma

aft 2 months

grandma called her daughter

then oni did she knw bout da news

Yipoh was so depress dat her hand got amputated

until wen my grandma wanted to talk to her

she refuse to talk

worst news came

cancer got into her heart

& aft battling for a few weeks

she wen up to heaven

we were shock

me & my sis dint knw how to tell my grandma

cz few weeks b4 her another good buddy

had past away

however

we told her

but grandma dint cry at all

evn juz now during her memorial

i knw she's putting up a brave face

but in her heart

im sure she's crying

i tot i wont cry

but eventually i did

wen i saw her ashes being placed infront

i cried da min i walked into da church

looking at her picture

testimonials by her son

made me cry more

by her putting up a brave face

for not telling my grandma how ill she is

i salute her~

she juz dint wan my grandma to be sad

now 2 of her best buddies hav left her

im sure she'll be tinkin wen is her turn

aint a great start for 2010 tho

='(

we'll miss u

& miss ur swearing =)