Weird

*this happened in the bus*

Stranger : do u knw any malay skols in Teluk Kumbar?
Me : i have no idea...i hardly go there
Stranger : are u Muslim? Christian?
Me : Christian
Stranger : owh me too... Hi my name is James *tries to shake my hand*
Me : *shakes his hand* owh hi.. im Jessica ... Where ur from?
Stranger : Jordan
Me : oic..
Stranger : are u chinese?
Me : Yeah...
Stranger : are u married? or single?
Me : eeeerrr....* this is goin creepy!*... single.. * ignore him kao kao*
Stranger : still studying?
Me : yeah~.. * blast my mp3 in my ear and sms nonstop*...

(>.<)
weird ppl these days
i dun mind talking
but Hell no aft dat creepy question!!

its not a taboo asking dat question
but not wen u juz started talking~
bad bad..
he needs to learn how to start a conversation wit a gurl

hectic

my title explains it all
a red warning sign
*HECTIC WEEK AHEAD*
(@.@)

2 test and a presentation
all in a week
i bet lecturers are squeezing us much
& shorten our lives

wish me luck!

A cycle

=D

dont it looks like something else?
=p

truth

Ma ma Mi yaaaaaaH

OMIGOSSSH~!!

im addicted to photobucket ady
xD

today is a long long long tiring day~

*mayb surrounded by
a million ppl i
still feel all alone
juz wana go home~*

blood test din pass yet again
post-phoned to next week
=(

i wana donate mah blood
but im scared of needles

Reality

its called
*REALITY*

=)

word!

Contented

at times i got to remind myself
to juz be contented wit my life
cuz der is so much things i wana do but i cudnt
all because i dun hav da $

i never had bday parties b4 in my life
i never go on holidays with frenz b4
i never get to learn piano tho im so eager to learn
i never get a car tho im suffering so much taking bus
i never get to buy bras more than 10bucks until recently
i never ask for a hp until i work & buy it my own
i do ask for more at times
but i juz cudnt get wat i wan
all because we r juz an average income family

sometimes i do hate it dat my dad chose his career
we cud be wealthy if he had stuck to his engineering manager post
but dats wat he wans to do in his life
tho we're not rich
i do tink im lucky to be born into this family....

cz we alws go on holiday as a family
dad's fav destination * Camerons*
=)
cz im alws fed & never been hungry
cz i alws have clothes on me
cz i alws hav shoes
cz i hav siblings dat take care of me
cz i hav siblings therefore im not in this world alone
cz im considered wealthy to the orphan & the poor
da best of all...
cz my parents is alws home & i see them 24/7 per day
(^^)

growing up with peer pressure was the hardest part
but thk got i din succumbed to it
my KL frenz had Everything
& i had Nothing
much pressure wen i was der
aft i shifted it was bearable
till now...
those pressure are still around
it juz wudnt go away
true enuf humans never be satisfied wit their lives
but im trying to be

Goin on holidays with frenz
is the 1 i look forward to
however wen it comes to $
i juz cudnt go
cuz personally i dun save
my allowance is oni enuf for me to live for da month
i dun wana ask more money from dad
cuz he's quite tight as my mum neds more $ than me
so well.. i shall post-phoned tis desire of mine
till im working.
i'll be more happy to use my own money than parent's

btw for now..
i dun ned to travel
cz ill be getting souvenirs from my Sis & Bro
hehehe
(^^)
i'll be getting things from Laos , Phuket & Aussie!!
Heh! im LUCKY~

ok i admit..

the more i watch Vampire shows
the more i wish dat da boyfie is ONE
*HEH*
=p

im obsess with vampires
cz they hav special powers
to move around so quickly
the best part i like bout them is
they NEVER AGED!
God , i knw this is a lil fantasy of mine
it wudnt hurt if i dream of it often rite?



Damon Salvatore is the Cutest vampire ever
(ooops sry Edward cullen!)
hehehe...
His eyes juz melts my heart wen i look into it
totaly lurvs his natural eyes
if im dating him
i wudnt stop staring into his eyes!
hah!yeah weirdo me~
but dun u agree dat his eyes are GORGEOUS?
oh btw his real name is Ian Somerhalder

its da weekend
but im staying here in Penang
gota rush assgmt
& futhermore boyfie is away in KK
so yeah~ no use goin back

my forever ♥....

I ♥ HIM
not oni because he is Cute
not oni because he is a Singer
not oni because he is my ever 1st Idol
not oni because he writes his own songs
not oni he is ady 33yrs old & still looking HWAAT!

i love him because he is my Forever Love
dat i cudnt ever meet in private my whole life
i cudnt knw him more personally
but he is alws in my ♥
=)

i fall in love with him
wen i 1st heard his song
*Di Yi Tian*
*1st day*
dat song got me drawn to him
& wen i saw his pic for da 1st time
my ♥ is Hooked on him.

Love story began wen i was 12yrs old~

LEE HOM
ur ever 1st Idol
& dats true
(^^)

stop avoiding

so true.

wen ders a prob in life
we shudnt avoid it
& wait for it to die down
instead we gota learn hw to solve it

ur alws on my mind

i Miss EEUUuuu
='(

movies to watch*

Eclipse
(Yesh , AGAIN!!)
HEH*

Despicable me

Predators

Knight & day

The backup-plan

Salt

The legendary of Ip man

The karate kid

Praise God

Mum's Healthy
(^^)

Mah Edward...aaaaahhhh*

wen i hav stuff to say
i'm busy
but wen i dont hav stuff to say
im juz too free
so blogging is like a boredom killer
=)

ECLIPSE oh ECLIPSE!!
i cudnt wait for Breaking Dawn~
its not reali wat i expected
cuz i expected it to be much longer like 3 hours
2 hours reali not enuf lo*
i need more of Edward & Jacob
Edward sparkle like a diamond under da sunlight
Jacob's body is so freaking HHWATT!!

Vampires Diaries keeping me buzy for da moment
its ady week 9 for me
hw time flies!
gosh~

some things are not meant to say here
so i shall tell it to my patchy wen i see him
(>.<)
oh hw i miss my lil fluffy boy
dogs are human's BEST friend!

Smartey Moi...

have u ever meet any1 like me..
Workout for 3 days
aft that
Makan FEAST for 3 days aft dat?
(^^)

mon , tues , wed - hiking & treasure hunt
wed , fri , sat - buffet dinner
lalalalalala~!

tomolo is St Paul's church 125th anniversary
so yea~ will meet all Anglicans at Komtar restuarant
another *Holy* dinner
=)

Mommy's Healthy for now~

Good news
no TEST next week
bad news
der is still ASSGMT due

So true....

yeap* im this bored...

i got my back...

8th July!!!

faster come!!
ECLIPSE!
da boyfie agree on watching with me
im so gona watch 74730283811793 TIMES!!
(^^)

a lil something bout me...

i dun tink i was born with da talent of singing
hitting da correct key is not dat simple

all thanks to my choir teacher
Ms. Cherry whom migrated to Canada a decade ago
i was only three wen i first joined
yeap was da youngest indeed
& alws gota stand in da middle front
cuz im da shortest

Growing up in Christ Church was bliss!
da best time ever
was active in choir & dance group

but da teacher did put us thru discipline practices
we gota stay back sometimes till nite
but we got publicity aft dat
=)

we were invited to perform on stage
at Dewan Sri Pinang
all da media ppl wer der
snapping away our pics
dats our prime time
aft Ms Cherry left , everything died off
=(
& dats wen our dance group came up

now not belonging to any church
makes me feel insecure
anti-social & no life
i reali ned to find a church real soon!!!

i wana explore the field
growing up in Anglican my whole life
i neva did attend other churches
Anglicans are super traditional in terms of da Holy Communion
i was shock wen i attend another church
which gives u bread & ribena!
yea~ laugh at me*

im *down* ?

last nite i felt like im burning inside

i dun knw y
b4 i sleep & it was raining
i was freezing cold tho only my fan is on
sudden gush of coldness~
got up in da morning
& im still feeling hot
so , yea~ i skipped class

from Jan til now
i tink i havent been sick b4
was nicely fed & rest to da max
so now.. getting sick?
hhmm...


last wed , me & sis wen to watch this movie
kinda funny tho
HOT gurl dating MESSED-UP dude?
hmm..will it ever happen in real life?
probably it will happen in real life
if da guy is RICH
but no~ in this movie da guy is NOT RICH
gals cud be materialistic at times
but hey~! this is reality
to turn things other way
wud a guy date a MESSED-UP chick,
who is ugly & not rich?
(^^)
this implies to guys as well
so stop pointing ya FINGER at gurls oni

wat shall i do tomorow?
sis wont be in & i get her car!!
YAY!haha..
but i muz keep track of her meter
if i use tooo much she'll knw
i wana go hiking but its been raining
*yikes~
no frenz in penang to go out with makes things harder
im like a loner
(>.<)

its been a long time
since i had a heart to heart talk with gal frenz
i dont feel comfy now to pour it all out
juz wana keep it all to myself.