Numb , Maybe?

i dont know how did i do it,
but i did it.
Numb the racing Heart
that nearly beat the hell outta my chest.

Brain just got jammed by me
not a single memory floating in there.
Where did it go?
ihavenoidea~

Tears run dry
not a single tear ever since the day i put a stop to it
Why izint it running like a river?
cz its not worth it

all i wana do now is,
stop trying to mend the broken heart
as i shall wait for it to be filled again
while im enjoying this new life of mine
=)

do i miss him?
yes i do
even as a friend ,
i miss talking to a close friend.

hurting a person again & again
with the same lame excuse
is realli not a right thing to do.
Its cruel , do you know that?

i wish you well in life ,
if you ever find a girl who loves you more than you do ,
dont think twice , just marry her!
you can never ask for much more in life
be satisfied , will you?

Being depress with studies
will not bring you anywhere in life.
*Failure is the key to success*
you just gota learn how to accept things
& improve on it
There are more high rough waves in life

Rants..

weird that i've got no one to complaint to
about the day.

So here am i,
shall start da process
im warning you
if your gona read this post
* read it at your own risk *
=)

have neva been so upset before at work
since i started
but yday it just blew my smile off

Production shud get ready the parts for audit
aft the email is sent out
but this particular dept have such high ignorance
neva fail, dey will alws delay me in closing my acc
yday i had to wait for an hour sitting there
for them to find the parts
ended up i dint close any account for the day
& if my job is delayed,
reports cudnt be done & it'll affect another gal
& if she cudnt generate,
it affects the warehouse cycle count person
(@.@)

so pissed till i just walked off & say im gona drop the part
however, still they have the guts to ask me to wait
for another half an hour!

thank goodness
i manage to close 5 accounts today
if nt im in deep trouble!
next week's shift felers will be much beta.
(^^)

its Flyday~
am super duper happy!
& aso super duper tired.
Sunday another extra class
HAIHZ...

but am looking forward to next month
teeehee..
=D

i still believe in *LOVE*
being hurt by a jerk
doesn't mean the whole world's guys are like that

Cheers..
im much stronger than you think.

18 March

have no idea wat to put as title
so i fill in the date of today

suddenly im lost for words..

hmm..

History is past stories..
so shall be mine
That Chapter of my Life
is tightly SEALED CLOSE.

Now i just want to enjoy Single-hood
till one comes my way

Weekend was the craziest i've ever experience
its like i gulp down a year's beer!
Totally an awesome nite
<3
Thank you people.

A shattered heart,
but its patching up real fast.
Nearly 7 years,
I Sincerely Thank You for being there,
your presence in my life turned to a habit
or air that i gota breathe everyday
i took you for granted
& you took me for granted
damage done ;
no use turning back time.

Thank you for the good times we had
you were my lover , best friend & teacher
you've taught me much

i will cherish the memories we had
the bad & the good
however the way you breakup with me
is a coward's move
i spent 7 years just to deserve that way?

i admit i was blind
but well , its my lesson
=)

*To Love a person is alws a risk*
daddy told me that.