a nite before easter

Shall i update bout my last week's event?
hehehehe..
*wicked smirk*

Rite, so it was a nite before Easter as stated
i shall never ever forget this wondeeeful day of my life

Some may think im so innocent,
some look at me in disbelief ,
i HAVE YET to step into a CLUB.
but i broke the curse last saturday
=)

din expect to be blinded by the lights
& turned deaf by the loud music
drank so much till i threw up for the 1st time
in my life
<3

meeting new ppl
& seeing the scene there
wasnt harmed as i have protective friends
by my side the whole nite
& im so thankful for them
(^^)

told mum bout it
& surprisingly she was cool & calm about it
just that she keep repeating bout the
danger of drugs!
*do you think its cheap to put one in a stranger's cup?*

went to church the next morning
with a heavy head
was it hangover?
i have no idea cz i neva had one

Good Friday

its the Holy Week of the year
Good Friday then comes Easter.

going church service
being a good child of HIS
=)

Looking forward to tomorow nite
its so gona be a blast
i can forsee it!
hehe
wait wait~
i shall tell when there are pics to show you

a week gone~
just a blink of an eye
time's passing so fast
so just live in the moment
regret not!

*Cheers people*

New

<3 the new layout?
i totally ship it!
=D

all pinky pink over again
Yes , i still love Pink very much.
took me oni 30mins?
hehe , am a pro yo~

Numb , Maybe?

i dont know how did i do it,
but i did it.
Numb the racing Heart
that nearly beat the hell outta my chest.

Brain just got jammed by me
not a single memory floating in there.
Where did it go?
ihavenoidea~

Tears run dry
not a single tear ever since the day i put a stop to it
Why izint it running like a river?
cz its not worth it

all i wana do now is,
stop trying to mend the broken heart
as i shall wait for it to be filled again
while im enjoying this new life of mine
=)

do i miss him?
yes i do
even as a friend ,
i miss talking to a close friend.

hurting a person again & again
with the same lame excuse
is realli not a right thing to do.
Its cruel , do you know that?

i wish you well in life ,
if you ever find a girl who loves you more than you do ,
dont think twice , just marry her!
you can never ask for much more in life
be satisfied , will you?

Being depress with studies
will not bring you anywhere in life.
*Failure is the key to success*
you just gota learn how to accept things
& improve on it
There are more high rough waves in life

Rants..

weird that i've got no one to complaint to
about the day.

So here am i,
shall start da process
im warning you
if your gona read this post
* read it at your own risk *
=)

have neva been so upset before at work
since i started
but yday it just blew my smile off

Production shud get ready the parts for audit
aft the email is sent out
but this particular dept have such high ignorance
neva fail, dey will alws delay me in closing my acc
yday i had to wait for an hour sitting there
for them to find the parts
ended up i dint close any account for the day
& if my job is delayed,
reports cudnt be done & it'll affect another gal
& if she cudnt generate,
it affects the warehouse cycle count person
(@.@)

so pissed till i just walked off & say im gona drop the part
however, still they have the guts to ask me to wait
for another half an hour!

thank goodness
i manage to close 5 accounts today
if nt im in deep trouble!
next week's shift felers will be much beta.
(^^)

its Flyday~
am super duper happy!
& aso super duper tired.
Sunday another extra class
HAIHZ...

but am looking forward to next month
teeehee..
=D

i still believe in *LOVE*
being hurt by a jerk
doesn't mean the whole world's guys are like that

Cheers..
im much stronger than you think.

18 March

have no idea wat to put as title
so i fill in the date of today

suddenly im lost for words..

hmm..

History is past stories..
so shall be mine
That Chapter of my Life
is tightly SEALED CLOSE.

Now i just want to enjoy Single-hood
till one comes my way

Weekend was the craziest i've ever experience
its like i gulp down a year's beer!
Totally an awesome nite
<3
Thank you people.

A shattered heart,
but its patching up real fast.
Nearly 7 years,
I Sincerely Thank You for being there,
your presence in my life turned to a habit
or air that i gota breathe everyday
i took you for granted
& you took me for granted
damage done ;
no use turning back time.

Thank you for the good times we had
you were my lover , best friend & teacher
you've taught me much

i will cherish the memories we had
the bad & the good
however the way you breakup with me
is a coward's move
i spent 7 years just to deserve that way?

i admit i was blind
but well , its my lesson
=)

*To Love a person is alws a risk*
daddy told me that.

Feb goin on March

okies ,
started Work~
Alarm is my life
if i dont hear it
i would be fired!
hehe..jk =p

well hard to get me up early
as i was lazying at home for the past 2 months
so now back to working life
woots woots!
Production floor is my new Play Land
still in da midst of learning the floor plan
cz its so huge that i cud be lost in there
no kidding wei!

office is cool,
colleagues are friendly,
parking free,
fully aircond production floor & office,
wat more could i ask for?
=)

till then,
*Jal-ga*
( in Korean means see ya )

Twenty Third

Hah!
*another year older another year wiser!*
you sure?

Well boyfie said im still da same old 16yr old gal he met
(>.<)
wait till i get my teeth on his shoulders!
hehe.. no no im no vampire kay*
juz love to bite
=)

YESH its my 1st post of the year 2012!!
what have i been up to?
attending interviews & lazying around still.
Gah~yes i knw imma potato couch!
but... i juz cudnt find a job that i reali want for nw
most of it saturday is a working day
& i dont wana go into audit firm as its too stressful
so yeah , admin it is
got a job & will b starting aft CNY
however da office is based at B'wth!!
yea~you may say dat im nuts
but well driving to Gurney area & to B'wth
takes the same distance for me
So, neva try neva knw!

Classes resume this week
work & class will go on till end of this year
& i hope i could wrap it all up aft this year ends
as people alws say,
your still young , step by step
take it slow.
Sorry~ the slower i take the more i wana give up!
=)

Strength i NEED you!
Fear please go away
you've been giving me sleepless nights
thinking of what i should & should not
Phobia with jobs , the people , the boss
whole of 2011 was a shit year filled with meeting the shitty people in work
thats y im so choosy on jobs.
i Fear that i would have to deal again with shitty ppl
Seriously, reality is filled with all sorts of people
Ethics just doesn't exist in Humans these days.

Well oh well~
had 3 cakes yday
woooooots!!
& the highlight was my KL trip last whole week
=D
its kinda weird cz the busy bustling sound of the City
actually took my stress & burden away.

Cheers , 1 more week to CNY 2012!

1 more day

24 hours to go..

1 paper to encounter with

3.15 hours..

to fully squeeze your brain cells dry..

& juz hope that end results gives a satisfying mark.

(>.<)
its killing , its freaking scary
the thought of *I HAVE TO PASS!*
cz fees are all in Pounds.

treat me well Business Analysis paper
it seems like you're a tough cookie to score
let me pass on the dot please.

ACCA easy? Yes it is...
if you are fully prepared.
me? falling out of no where
=)

어떻게하고

어떻게하고
with myself?

어떻게하고
with sluts?

어떻게하고
to maintain this?

어떻게하고
if in his eyes im still a child?

What?Why?How?
i come running here wen im down
that explains all the emo post.

im 피곤 , im sick being jealous all the time
im sick thinking when is all this gona fall apart
Eventually, 6 months ago i foresee we wudnt last

To this point ,
Jealousy is my main enemy,
not knowing wats reali goin on kills me.

Should i get a life?
should i dun care?
Should i shake it off my burden?

No one knows,
no one understands,
dun need to see that far
even 그 사람 cudnt get it.

im all so insane for being jealous
im all so crazy for jumping into conclusion.
izit my wrong?

내가 어떻게 할 수??
=/