Fake smile

hav u ever fell in love?
hav u ever care for some1?
some1 thats so special
who u cudnt miss a day witout talking to

Sitting here
thinking bout it
a smile brigthens up my face
unfortunately
it was oni a fake.

i used to tink love was everything
it givs u life
givs u energy to live on
thru thick & thin
a story to go on to keep me alive
however i was wrong

its pain wen it strikes
it cud kill ur heart
or even take away ur soul
ur heart will stop funtionin wen da soul is dead

love was meant to be sweet,caring
& be the other half to complete one another
however sometimes i feel
love chokes us to death
being in love is like diggin ur own grave
or even bringing ur death's date sooner

cries & arguements became frequent
mending the broken heart became frequent too
but the girl hav to alws mend her own heart
& stand up alone in tis dark big place call reality

guys are alws thinkin they r da boss
thinkin gurls are like living robots
live according to their rule & commands
if u do so
dey'll say
*i love u*
and der it goes
the gurl feels contented.

now it comes back to the 1st question
have u ever fell in love?
shud love be like this?
shud it oni be a 1 way thing?
is this the way that its said ur showing love?

the gurl cries alone in the dark
finding for sumthing to grip
so she cud stil hang on in this world
if there wer a soul for her to lean on & cry
she'll be glad

living in this cruel world call reality
its happy , sad , sweet , bitter
ders ups & downs
luck wudnt alws be on ur side

talking to the ones she luv wudnt help a bit
cz she's alws a loner & keeps everythin to herself
talking to da other half wudnt help a bit too
cz da other half wudnt listen & shuts her off

so tell me
how cud i help this gal to live on?
every1 is imperfect in this world
if there is a soul which is perfect
lead me , lead me to it~