i knew ...

WORD.

u tink u know them?
but u neva reali do
u tink u undstand them?
but u neva actually do

it will come to a point wen there's oni
" Hi , Bye" in the conversation
thats wen
the person u thought u knw ,
is actually a perfect stranger from the begining.

anything could happen in this world we're living in
truth is out there but u gota search for it
if u stand there juz acting dumb ,
the world's gona take u down

its a Cruel world nwdays
dun u agree?

"Insane people are always sure that they are fine. It is only the sane people who are willing to admit that they are crazy."

Nora Ephron

wat a torture

aaahhhhhhhhh chooooooo~!
i felt like i've lost my nose
='(
sneezing much
nose is fully blocked
have tasteless buds
gosh~!

Will you sing this?

♥

i HEART this song much

=)

its raining , it pouring
the old man is snoring~
HEH*
Lovely weather on a lazy Saturday
=)
Nap time Loves.

He made my day =)

on a random thought

i wana go CLUBBING!!!
wud u believe if i say
i neva did go clubbing b4?
=)
juz believe it cz i seriously haven't

Flu is a parasite!
its sucking away my strength

today's P2 test was (@.@)
owh i hate Conso ~
HAH! i hate practically everythin bout accounting & finance
=p

the newspaper said
Mon & Tues , Penang will face heavy thunder storm
so peeps in Penang ,
REMEMBER to bring Umbrella okay?


& lastly ,
May my cutie pie PRINCEY boy make u Smile
=D
he's 2 years old

how depressing..

its so sad
i cudnt sing!
i hav no voice & no strength
but sumhow i like being sick
cz i get to slim down
weird kan me?
hehehe...
i wont eat much
nor i cud eat junks at tis time

updates on Her :
2nd day for mum's radiation
so left 13 more days
weekdays she'll b stayin in the hospital
weekends she'll go back home
its beta than goin thru chemotherapy according to her.

bro probably be back this weekend.
Hatyai trip this week canceled
='(
well i guess its good too,
as im sick as well.

Needs a Jab

i want this TWO cuties to cure me!
i'll be up in shape in no time
=)
aren't dey freaking cute?
how i miss my patchy & princey boy now...

down with fever n sore throat
& i gota get well soon
as i got test this coming friday
& i cudnt see my mum if im sick!
='(
cz her immune system is low
as she's goin thru radiotherapy now
so i hav to stay away from her till im super healthy
how sad rite?
hpmz...

Creepiness

i have totally no idea
wats goin on in the brain's of ppl nowadays
its so freaking CREEEEEEEEEPPPYYY~!

Bus Rides~
UGH!
hate it much.

Its my turn now...

Years passed by
& i neva realized how weak u've been
seeing this pic of urs
with oni bones & skin
reali wrecks the heart

Ah Kong has neva showed his side of weakness
he has alws stayed strong & independent
neva wana trouble any1 of us
however , today he ask me can i cut his finger nails for him
cz his hands are too weak to hold a nail clipper

i stunned ,
i juz stared at him and said ok
so he got a chair & sat infront of me

as i hold his hands
all i cud feel is his bone with veins popping out
he told me dat few fingers of his has become numb
i was seriously sad

i recall years wen i was still a naughty lil kid
everyday i would get canning from my mum
& the smarty me will alws run so she cudnt catch me
the safest place for me to be is :
in my Ah Kong's arms
u knw y?
cz mum wudnt cane his own father juz to get to me rite?!
hehehe...
im Pretty smart aite?
=p
but weneva Ah Kong is not around
then im in DEAD TROUBLE!

& owh he is like my Santa Claus
coz he alws get me sweets!!!
i LOVE sweets since young
so , weneva he goes out
i'll be reminding him to get me lotsa lotsa sweets
& everytime he neva fails to put a smile on my face
=)


Ah Kong was like a great saviour to me
wen i cause trouble
he was like a Santa Claus
wen i need sweets
however , wen he was in deep sadness
i cudnt do much to take it away~

he was very weak at 1 point
he was very sad last few weeks
he hardly eats his food nowadays

well thx to his so-called * prodigal son *
who comes to him wen he needs money
& neva visits him any other time

the recent pic of him
taken during his bday in August this year
i reali hope he wud live to see me getting married & have kids
oh yea ~ i have a habit since young coz of him
dat is : Muz have my bolster so i cud oni fall asleep!

thx Ah Kong ,
now its our turn to take care of u
♥

yeap~
seems like it

would you?

i wan no worries & no probs
living in a free & peaceful life ,
dats all i want God.

it keeps bugging me
dats y im stil up tis late
its 3am & its not insomnia

im a drama freak
& all of u knw dat
but i din knw my life wud b so dramatic itself
kinda cool at times ,
however super annoying somehow.

once upon a time ,
someone ask me : Y do you blog?
i answered : cz i treat it as my personal diary
& dat person hit me back by saying
: do u wan every1 to knw ur private stuff? cz online aint private~

so , i've learned much.

Retail therapy ♥

Hell yea~!
dats me...
welcome to my sinful nature of spending
=D
went for retail therapy with mum.
watched * Confession of a Shopaholic * b4
& it dint cure me ~
i juz WANT clothes , more clothes & huge bundles of new clothes!
hehehe..
mum , granny n sis are SHOE lovers

i bot my Christmas dress ady
but aint dat happy aft all
cz it givs me no reason to shop like crazy ady
(>.<)
Hatyai dun be sad ~
i'll definitely shop till i drop!

been having cravings suddenly
at times were cookies
& now Satay Kajang!!
owh pls owh pls ~
wud any1 be kind enuf to deliver from der for me?
xD

Tired & hectic day for me
classes were from 9am til 6pm non-stop
but well , serves me rite for skipping on mon

as im tired , i get real annoyed fast
ppl on bus today are juz annoying me thru da whole journey!
UGH! ppl are stil DISGUSTING these days ~
especially old ppl loves digging their nose infront of every1
idunknwy.
(@.@)

woots!

my day
AWESOME-LY tiring
very confusing eh?
=p

wen out with mah skaterboi ,
bath my two lil brothers & clean the whole hse
so yea~
that shall clear the confusing part

i knw its very VAIN of me to say
that im Pretty~!
*hahaha*
owh well ur pretty if u tink u're pretty
inside out & not oni outer beauty dat matters
u dont need other's judgement
cz dey aint u
♥ ya-self much!

&& owh yea
i KNOW a BITCH
wen i SEE a BITCH
cz my instinct is alws rite
=D
ask me to teach if ya want~

juz skeptical

shud i?
shud i not?
its depressing!!!
it'll kill if i dun pass & keep failing for life

the path im taking , leading me to you
but im reali scared of you
hw to conquer you?
cud i reali do it?
to tell you the truth~
i hav ZERO confidence

Your in my next year's to-do list
if i smoothly graduate
but if i dont , u gota be deferred

passing rate for you in world wide is very LOW
the rates are reali scary!!
(O.o)
ders no 100% passing rate
the highest is a lil above 50% for world wide
so tell me
aint it scary?

Mixed feelings

im a lil skeptical wen u ask me to say
*Thk u God for wat u've done*
its impossible for me to say it at times
cz this year has been a shit-hole
i wud neva wana turn back time this year
all i wana do is look forward

giddy up , gather urself
& leave ur worries behind
*i do tell myself dat all da time*
cz its all in HIS hands
so juz leave it to him

i din mean to be so stupid at times
but i juz cudnt help it
resits makin me look like a fool at times
however dats wat a not-so-smarty person like me needs to go thru

we are small in this tiny world
but we cud make things happen
as determination of oneself
cud do wonders in the world

i cudnt see myself achieving high goals
one of it such as studies
confidence is nt wat i hav for studies
so shud i giv it up or stil hang on?

ppl says its the climb that matter
the journey will lead u the way
no matter on wat's waiting for u on the other side
thou shud enjoy da journey thru

thru the years i've learned much
on hw to write stuffs here
old post were to draggy & detailed
so nw im goin for the synopsis on my life
=)

its a lil kinda funny
to say dat im actually used wit my mum being bald
to see pics of her wit hair seems a lil bit weird now
next treatment starts next month
so well ,
we're hoping for the best!
=D

Wish rite now

could i make a wish rite now God?
i need one rite now
to save someone who's dear to me
but at times annoying

will this be the last of all the disastrous dreams?
will this end the sickness?
will this lead to another worst outcome?
or will this be our last visit to the hosp?

God , i pray~
i hope this wud be the last
the last of stepping into da hosp frequently.

weneva i step into hosp
i feel so sick
probably cz of da surrounding
but somehow or rather...
i luv staying there nt as a patient
=)

Strawberry Land ♥

i miss Camerons much!

♥

wats GREAT about Camerons :
Obviously the cool Weather
the quietness
the fresh air
& the forever STEAMBOAT partay!!!!
hehehe...
stayed der for 2 nites
& we had steamboat for both nites & breakfast!
=D

owh nt in da mood to bloggie much today
received bad news & the menstrual pain is not helping at all
ciaoz~

=)

nearer to nature

i'll be nearer to the freshness of the greens on da earth
in a few hours time
=)

i juz love vacations!
who doesnt?

weekend escape

♥

its been days i've updated my blog

*HEH*

bz lil bee

=)

been attendin classes ady

starting of a new last sem

& our timetable is so pretty dat we dun hav class on fridays!

some week we finis class by weds!

haha..

but our mon til wed is very hectic

had steamboat tues nite

& gona hav steamboat again this sat & sun nite

Teee HEeeee..

will be up in Camerons wit my family

♥

i look like im stil on my hols tho i hav classes d

end of da month goin Hatyai!

owh i love Oct~