shud i or shud not?

been thinkin alot...things are juz so confusing...y cudnt things juz flow da way i wanted it to flow?

haihz....


da question dat have been bothering me these days is...

SHUD I or SHUD NOT get myself involve in sumthing dat i not dat sure of my future??cuz if i go for it...i might have to forego my studies...c'mon..its my 2nd last sem d..i dun wana giv up..but.....but....but....wat shall i do??i so wana get myself involve with dat com...cuz i've alws wanted dat...

hhhmmm....

im torn between two...wat shall i do?

probably i shud juz go for da audition..cuz mayb i might not pass thru..i suck at lettin go of my emotion..