i need Miracles

God i need miracles to happen again
i knw im asking too much in a year
but i knw u knw why
u could see clearly from above rite?

spent whole nite in da hospital waiting
till 8am wen home & rest
me sis n aunt was der with him da whole nite
in & out he wen from the emergency room

it came to a point wen we gota take up tough decision
but it wasnt as tough decision as we had to make now
Now , we are risking his life for the surgery
Docs says oni 20% of survival rate
& aft surgery there will be much complications

we ask him whether he wans to go thru it
without telling him hw much is he risking it
he said he wana risk it
granny says risk it too

it was real tough
tears running down da cheeks without realising
i cud see dat granny tryin to act tough & nt cry
in her heart
she muz be very very pain

it all started last nite
wen he was talkin to me
i was upstairs he was downstairs
all of a sudden , a hard hit on the ground
i rush down
juz to see him lying face flat on the ground
heart was so freaking pain
tears are hold back cz it wont make things beta
blood was gushing out from his nose like water
a tooth came off & cut his nose
cheeks & forehead hav cuts
ambulance came & rush him to the hosp

i drove alone to the hosp
as sis wen with him in da ambulance
park the car & saw a dead body in da police truck
shivers wen down my spine

one thing lead to another
they found a lump at his main artery
near the abdomen
so now , its dat thing we are worried of

to take risk or nt?
mum , aunt , uncle nw are juz beside him
deciding on wats best
all i cud do is sit here & pray for miracles

granny said
i wan wats best for him
i wan him to live longer
i dont mind taking care of him
but im nt stopping him from going back to his father
he lived well all these years
his time is almost up to go back

aft hearing this
i juz cudnt contain it anymore