History repeating itself
i gota pull myself outta it again
been der done it~
i will pull thru
i will pull thru
its easy to get into a relationship
but its hard to get urself out of it
i dun knw
dats juz reality
wen i stop & stare
even for a second
i cud feel dat my eyes are getting watery
i gota repeat
its alrite
its alrite
he juz cudnt undstand
he juz wudnt wana undstand
no point to keep pushing on
as if nothing ever happen
5 years wen like dat
down da drain
i tot dat 5 years of relationship
we wud actually be stable & be undstanding
but no..
time prove us wrong!
5 years wasted like dat
he wud blame dat its my fault
& i wudnt say its fully my fault
i alws wantd to prove ppl wrong
dat actually highskol sweethearts wud surpass any hard blow
& wud be strong
as we both had gave in our 5 years into this relationship
5 years is nt a short time
for us to last that long & be with each other tat long
it actually proves dat we had found the rite match
like ppl say
wen one joins college he/she wud change
yes we did ,
but we stil stayed true to each other
but well der wer lies he kept & dint tell me
& der wer white lies dat i kept cz i knw he'll dislike it if i tell
all these years ,
a fren is alws a fren to me
no matter its a she/he
i knw he doesnt believe in having guys as my bestfren
as for him ,
gals & guys cud neva be best of frenz
but i tell u ,
dey are oni frenz which i hav no feelings for
i cud swear i din cheat
but i cudnt swear dat i told a few white lies
most of it wer acceptable white lies
but as i said
a NO is a NO for him
as i had him
he has alws been der for me
as my best buddy & a great advisor
but aso a nagger
i oni had him
n swayed away from others
i depend so much on him cz i look up to him much
nw im alone
i wont complain
i try nt to fall
& i dun wana depend on others too
u may see as if im tryin to act tough
but im nt
but i shall learn the hard way
a broken heart kills the soul
but hey ,
dats wat u'll get wen u open ur heart for love to come it
its nt evil ,
its juz dat u've lost sum1 dear to u
whom had stick by u thru thick n thin 24hrs daily by ur side
the feeling of losing a piece of u is worst than a broken heart
i promise myself nt to cry today ,
but i stil did
writing this juz brings back happy memories of us
njying each other's company never bore us
yeap im nt willing to let go
but its nt my will power to get us back together
cz u ned both hands to clap
i reali thought we cud actually walk down the road of life together.
Damiru wei mu
i gota pull myself outta it again
been der done it~
i will pull thru
i will pull thru
its easy to get into a relationship
but its hard to get urself out of it
i dun knw
dats juz reality
wen i stop & stare
even for a second
i cud feel dat my eyes are getting watery
i gota repeat
its alrite
its alrite
he juz cudnt undstand
he juz wudnt wana undstand
no point to keep pushing on
as if nothing ever happen
5 years wen like dat
down da drain
i tot dat 5 years of relationship
we wud actually be stable & be undstanding
but no..
time prove us wrong!
5 years wasted like dat
he wud blame dat its my fault
& i wudnt say its fully my fault
i alws wantd to prove ppl wrong
dat actually highskol sweethearts wud surpass any hard blow
& wud be strong
as we both had gave in our 5 years into this relationship
5 years is nt a short time
for us to last that long & be with each other tat long
it actually proves dat we had found the rite match
like ppl say
wen one joins college he/she wud change
yes we did ,
but we stil stayed true to each other
but well der wer lies he kept & dint tell me
& der wer white lies dat i kept cz i knw he'll dislike it if i tell
all these years ,
a fren is alws a fren to me
no matter its a she/he
i knw he doesnt believe in having guys as my bestfren
as for him ,
gals & guys cud neva be best of frenz
but i tell u ,
dey are oni frenz which i hav no feelings for
i cud swear i din cheat
but i cudnt swear dat i told a few white lies
most of it wer acceptable white lies
but as i said
a NO is a NO for him
as i had him
he has alws been der for me
as my best buddy & a great advisor
but aso a nagger
i oni had him
n swayed away from others
i depend so much on him cz i look up to him much
nw im alone
i wont complain
i try nt to fall
& i dun wana depend on others too
u may see as if im tryin to act tough
but im nt
but i shall learn the hard way
a broken heart kills the soul
but hey ,
dats wat u'll get wen u open ur heart for love to come it
its nt evil ,
its juz dat u've lost sum1 dear to u
whom had stick by u thru thick n thin 24hrs daily by ur side
the feeling of losing a piece of u is worst than a broken heart
i promise myself nt to cry today ,
but i stil did
writing this juz brings back happy memories of us
njying each other's company never bore us
yeap im nt willing to let go
but its nt my will power to get us back together
cz u ned both hands to clap
i reali thought we cud actually walk down the road of life together.
Damiru wei mu
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