EmobecameME

Emo had been my daily self

its has taken away da bubbly old me

& replace it wit da sad n sour face

crybaby was my role da whole week

weneva da sky is dark

weneva its time to sleep

da character will appear

tried to calm myself

tried to be more optimistic

but everytime wen i see da phrase

~i miss u~

ill juz break down n cry

be it

i said it

or

he said it

it juz wont stop my tears from flowing down my cheeks

its becz

it has been more than a MONTH

i've neva met him

dat feeling kills me to da core

tho i may seem happy

& chatty wen im out

with frenz

or attend a wedding last sat

deep in me

im crying

who said Love is easy?

i may hav to disagree with dat

cuz it hasnt been easy for me or him

cried alot

till everynite i gota sleep with my tears

evn sometimes

i'll wake up having tears rolled down my eyes

as i had dreams

I SERIOUSLY MISS U

* i wish dat i'll be able to see u every time i wantd to*

but dat wud neva eva happen i guess

no matter wat

dat will alws be my 1st wish

Dear GOD ,

will u grant me this wish?