.......

*screams at da top of her lungs*

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!DAMN U........

STREAMYX!!!!!

da internet connection is killing me slowly...

juz to load a page it takes me more than 10mins...

OMGAWD!!!!

(@.@)

My baby at last is starting his class d...he has been rottin at home since december...haiyo...shud start study d...too long d his break...how i wish mine was dat long too...but *smack my head*...wake up from ur dream gal!...

he is back to penang...and im still in sp...feels so far away from him... =(

miss him so much...dun knw whether he feels da same way too or not...how i wish we wer da same coll...stayin in da same hostel...therefore we cud meet up anytime we wan...

my post seems boring these days...cuz i seriously hav nothin to do at home...sleep...watch dramas...eat...or go out...sleep again...(^^) and i lazy to write bout my tots on stuff...owh PIG me!

one more week of holiday left...TIME FLIES!!!GOSH!...this week will b filled with services...cuz Ash Wednesday...and then sunday service...i've become super holy aft cuming back to sp...cuz in penang i hardly go church... xp....SSSsssssSHHH...dun tell my parents!!!heheheeh....

i miss....

H.I.M

he has...

been a part of my life...

or i shall say...

he has a huge impact in my daily life...

something like a habbit...

i'll go crazy if i dun msg him for a day...

and i'll go insane if he doesnt reply me back...

i dun mind dat we dun get to meet often...

but i mind if we lost contact evn for a day...

communication btween us is da most important thing...

life's tough on us now...

but i wont giv up on US..

i promise...

we will walk thru this rocky road together...

i sometimes do wish dat miracle will happen for us..

our future is so blur...

so blur till u cudnt predict nythin..

its hard living a life like this..

cuz u may neva feel secure..

shall u be da pillar dat i'll hang on to?

i need security on our future..