Again?

ppl say things will come and go...
but y this thing comes and go and comes back again??!!


fingers are pointing at me n her now..
we dislike u?
FINE i admit YES!
but we din do it dat obvious..
we did talk to u still tho we dislike u..
and now u calling me a hypocrite for juz being nice?!
then FINE i shall bring out da Devil in me
as u dint appreciate me being nice.



*devil's horns coming out with da whip in my hands*



there are alws a reason to dislike a feler
so have i
i hav my reasons..
but some wudnt knw how it feels as u din go thru wat i went thru
i think u are as fake as them and a liar too

i hate ppl who tell lies and fakes..
wats ur point of doin so?
and then goin to others to show dat ur pityful?
aint dat makes everything more fake?
da trust i have in u have gone
totaly vanished!
and now u juz gota gain it back
how do u do so?dont ask me..
use ur actions to prove it to me..
i giv u face cuz i dun wan u to pester my other frenz nymore..
their life aint getting ny better with u pestering them and making us feel guilty
its like us being da mean gals

say im hypocrite
say i hate u
thk u
for making things worst.
now i shall HATE u and nothin cud change dat fact
y wont u juz come up to me and say it out loud?
y do u hav to go to others n pretend dat ur so pityful?
things wont come to tis state if u din show ur fangs last time
and u knw wat?i juz hate repeating things..
dats y i dun like translating things to u..
and sometimes we translate u still dun get it..
sry im not a person with much patience

now we u giv u da chance to prove us wrong.
hope u'll do ur best
i hav nothin to say as da majority wana giv u another chance
so let it be..
i shall try my best to work wit u..
if not there is no other chance.

liars & FAKERS im SICK OF IT!
been thru it
wen thru it
turns out
all r da same as u..
dats juz a conclusion from my view

but sry..

i juz cudnt forgive u for wat u hav said bout me.

another BITCH approaching...

begging thru sympathy..

i shall wait to see wat she'll gona do.

info for others..i may look cruel or mean towards her..but HECK i dun care..i see lotsa ppl who comes asking for sympathy but at the end they dump u or ignore u wen they get wat they wan or wen dey dun ned u. i may see like a person with no love in helpin others..and again i dun giv a DAMN!..some ppl juz dun deserve it.

sympathy is alws da easiest way to get thru ppl's soft heart..too bad u wont get thru mine.

*knw me before judging me*

New sem blues...

juz last few days i was rejoicing dat i passed my diploma..
and now...i've started my ADV DIPLOMA.
cudnt ny1 juz stop da time?! i juz wan more rest to begin studying for a higher level...i cud see my life in da past 2 years repeating itself...da TIRED-ness...STRESS...ASSGMTS...TEST...PRESENTATIONS..gosh!! our life is filled wit us working our ass off for a better future..wen will we hav our rest to recharge our energy?

Diploma is hard for me..so i bet ADV DIP wud be harder..

1st day of class i've ady missed a class..cuz i din hav da timetable so i tot der is oni lecture on dat day..but aft lecture i replaced back da class dat i missed by goin to other class and at da end..i decided to stick to my fren's class's timetable..haha..screw my class..i ady hand in da letter to appeal for class transfer...

monday is alws da day every dread to go to work and go for classes...however our timetable juz made it worst for us! its becuz they had put da annoying lecture to teach us for da 1st lecture of da week...YES we dislike her..she taught us MYOB and dats for 7 weeks...juz imagine..its oni 7weeks we ady dislike her d..and now 14weeks??!!! ISH ISH!..her voice is so so annoying..as annoying as da voice of BELINDA da host of 8tv quickie...i juz cudnt stand it..my ear hurts so much..not oni me but others too...

theres oni 5 subs this sem including ENGLISH..yeap we gota take it..haihz..we summore hav da class english and practical english to test on our reading..grammar..listening..spelling and bla bla bla...its like goin back to secondary's english class...n owh yeah..tis time round..our class has more guys..compare to last time pathetic 3 guys...but its kinda weird cuz for our 1st class..guys sat one side and we gals sat another side..so freaking weird and if u add up da numbers of students in da class..it wont evn reach 30 ppl!

i skipped class today..cuz it was raining and it was so so nice to sleep..i actually had to get up at 8 to fetch grandparents from da government clinic but end up have to wait there half and hour more..aft rching home i wen back to bed and forgot to put alarm to get up by 10..slept like a pig till 1.30pm..muahahaha..

now im missing...

my Patchy..

my Princey..

my bed in sp...

my parents...

my pig's life in sp..

da weather in sp..

da summer pearl shop in sp..

and most of all my boy!

life seems interesting for me starting next month..am goin for worship conference on da 6th in ipoh...goin genting on da 18th...mayb dance practices if i join da highpraise dance team...and mayb another singing competition!! xD

De Best Fud.

back in SP i get to cook witout anyone nagging me at da side..cuz wen i cook i penang..my grandma will kena on nagging..haiyo cant cook like tis la...u sure can eat?u sure its cook like tis?..it reali cud make a person go crazy!so dats y in penang..i hardly cook..unless for maggie mee oni and pasta.

Mum hardly cooks..and eating out everyday juz make me sick..cuz der is oni a few places i will go and eat..and im lazy to drive out of da hse to get food myself..hehe..so cook lo! tis is *ying yong*..u cud oni find it in kl..penang is reali hard to find tis..and my dad is good in cooking this..but i wanted to cook it for da 1st time on my own...However...as i was frying da bihun dad came in da kitchen and took over da whole cooking process...hahaha..dun trust me? (>.<)..nvm then..actually i wanted him to cook for me..but i saw him so tired so i decided to cook..nyway..da bihun below..da darker brown is da 1 i fried..hahahaha... =)

*TA-DA*

delicious Ying Yong!!!

few days ago my parents wer out da whole day..so i decided to cook spaghetti on my own as i wanted to eat dat..n thk god my hse in sp alws has spaghetti sauce and da noodles..cuz mum will alws stock up..hehehe..let da pics do da talking...

its DELICIOUS k..(^^)

juz got da news dat me and veron

is in a different class from joyce and nisa..

NOOOOOOOO!!!!!

DAMN!

dey r so freaking cruel to split us up!!

nvm...we cud transfer class.

hope da process will take up oni a week

(@.@)
i hate this!!

tis is wat happens wen im bored

it cud be pretty BORING in SP...its a town with oni one...yes ONE happening mall!..yeah laugh ur ass off...there is evn a club last time which is called * ninja turtle*...with da bartenders are all old ladies...hahahaha..i din go b4 but i heard bout it... (>.<)...btw..its closed down d

i spend my whole day watching drama...let me tell u my scedule..wake up by 1pm...hav my lunch..watch tv....then bath...aft go online till i sleep at nite..muahahaha..i juz LUV tis kind of life...sometimes it may get boring...but sometimes not...however wen its boring...da results will be.....scroll down to see da damage.

HAH! YESH!...da vain-ness in me reactivate! xD

i evn record vids of me singing..hahaha..but due to da SLOW-NESS of da dumbuselessidiotictakgunabetuipunyaSTREAMYX i hav yet to upload one (@.@)

updates on me and david...

i sure u all buzybody wana knw aite?hehehe...well well nvm...im happy to tell it out too (^^)

Me and Him are happily back together...solve our probs and aso made sure dat we r seriously commited to each other..

i've been meeting him up everyweek! and im very happy...

yday marked our 4th year anniversary together...hope we'll last many more years to come and grow old together..

DAMARU WEI WEI MU my DEAR!

n DAMIRU u too!

*dun ask me wat it means cuz its our special language*

xD

*i'll oni be goin back to penang on sunday nite as class will oni starts on monday...GOSH!..aint like da feeling of having exams again!

and aso...taking bus everyday again! DAMN*

Moi PASS!

OWH MY GOODNESS SERIOUSLY IM SO GONA SCREW DA INTERNET!!!!! i juz FREAKING WROTE A LOOOONNNNGGG POST AND ITS ALL GONE!!!YEAH GONEEEEEEEE....


im so freaking PISSED OFF!!!

GAWDDAMNYOUSTREAMYX!!!!


wateva...i shall not let it ruin my mood....have to maintain a good mood for today..cuz...*see da title of my blog* YIKESS YESSS!! =)


2 years past as fast as wind blows....


in these 2 freaking hard years....
der wer times i wana giv up...
wana giv up cuz i was too TIRED...STRESS UP...FEELS STUPID...and cudnt handle da tough subs..
yeah u may say dat i got no confidence...i totaly dun hav wen it comes to studies...cuz everytime i study for exams..it feels like nothing goes in da stupid brain of mine..and for TARC dey juz LOVES having exams...its like keeping us on our toes..its like sumthing good actually but its reali tiring!

and GOSH i hav to spend 4 hours bus ride to coll and back..thk god der is smart technologies like mp3 and Hp to keep me company...its super tiring..im alws da 1 to get up da earliest and go home da latest.


2nd year of da diploma was da toughest...and on da 2nd sem..i got my 1st failure..i failed 2 subs..both of it is accounting subs..yeah damn!im da lousiest accountant in da future =)...but i resit last sem...and da results came out today...and i PASS ALL!! LALALALA~!...


so dat means...im now UNOFFICIALLY GRADUATED from DIPLOMA! yess....and i cud continue my ADVANCE DIP with my gals!...hhhoooooorrraaayy!btw...we'll still be in Penang Branch...

in these 2 years..

i've learn to be independent..

i've grown...

i've gone thru lotsa tough times..

i've learn to persevere..

in these 2 years...

i've knwn great souls in class...

we hav our tough times...

but heck...

doesnt those tough times brot us closer?

in da next 3 years...

i cudnt wait to spend it all with u guys!

more outings?more late nite out?

one thing for sure we wont repeat..

dat is not to mix spicy tuna and normal tuna together for our sandwiches.

=D

thx to my gals for alws bein there for me...

thx for sharing ur notes with me...

thx for alws helpin me out wen i dun undstnd...

thx for laughin on my lame jokes...

thx for *tahan-ning* with my blurness...

and most of all...

thx for bein such a great fren to me!!!!

a HUGE..

MMMUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAKKKKSSSSS!

to u guys...

<3

Prince's pampering day...

Bro came back to SP today..so he decided to take our lil Prince for grooming...but too bad..dat pet shop we wen dun do grooming..dey juz bath and cut his nails...so fine..we let him take a bath (^^)...he was superbly good boy during da whole thing...he din bark..he din try to run off...he juz sat der cuz he was scared...here are some pics..

owh he is reali acting like a *PRINCE* here...hehehe...xD

*Ta-Da*

a clean aint smelly PRINCE!

owh camera shy..

while our lil fellow was bathing...i was totaly into playing with other cuties der!!...dey r so so so active!...me LUVS dogs...especially puppies...ahh who dont? =)....der wer hamsters too...super dupie CUTE.

owh ugliest dog i eva seen!! PEKINGESE..i tink its spelled like dat...

it cost RM 2100 k!!!!...gosh..i wont buy it evn if i hav the money

this gurl here is super fierce..barks like crazy..dun like her..

ekekeke.... =p

i *HEART* tis cute lil felow here...its a male..chitzu

it so so tiny...fall on him and sure he'll die..

tis is my dream dog...golden retriever!

she's super active..i get to touch her.

so wana get her..but she cost 800bucks leh!

(>.<)

wait till im out in da working world 1st..hehe

Curls?

Last week my fren Joyce showed me a video in youtube...*Curls without heating ur hair*...sounds so cool rite?so i tried...da way to curl it is by using paperbags...but i used envolopes...hahahhah....so da end result is.......~TA-DA~..look at da pic below....

hehehe...yeah i end up looking like a begger with rubbish sticking in her hair....(>.<)
and yeah i slept like dat!!..hard to sleep tho...but da end result paid it...

da next morning...my hair is curled!!!!hahahahaha...do i look nice in curly hair?? xD

i kinda like it tho...da curls will oni last for few hours...then it wont b dat curly anymore...

hmm......shud i get permenant curls???thought of it..but i scared it will make me look older than my age...

Do u hav to remind me?!

i thought coming back SP for sem break is da best choice...
however....
i was WRONG!

Mum is getting on my nerves...
in penang..i have my grandma who annoys me...now in sp is my mum
She tends to get childish at times...
from da way she talks..
i seriously cudnt stand grown ups talking like a kid...
it annoys me to da max!

like today...we wen out for dinner...at 1st i wanted burger...but dad says dun wan cuz im home..wana go eat beta food...so fine we wen to eat steam koay teow...
mum alws wana share food...me and dad hates sharing food...y wana share?if u wana eat then eat...if u dun wan then don eat!its so simple...
so we called steam koay teow one per person....wen da food came..mum started complaining dat its such a huge plate..and gave some to dad...dad din say nythin
so she eat till finally sat there staring at her food...n i ask y...she said u all la...dun wana share...see now i cudnt finis...i wen *WTH??!!!*so freaking childish!!..cudnt finis then dun eat la!...she said waste food ni...LOL...so she force herself to eat.
everything was ok till da bill came...per plate is 8bucks...and she wen insane...*SEE i told u 8bucks!!now i waste da food ni*...haiya eat d wat can u do?she wen on and on non-stop complaining bout how me and dad force her to eat...(@.@)...i knw my dad will get angry..so i asked her to stop it...juz keep quiet..nothing will gona change if keep complaining...BUT NO...SHE LAGI CONTINUE TO MORE EXTREME...
she said...i wana SAVE...FOR UR EDUCATION...and i wen *WTH??!!*...cuz my dad gona pay for my adv diploma..so she said save for me...she say it as if cuz of me she gota eat less now d...am i such a burden??!!u make me feel as if i am...so i said FINE!!u dun ned to pay...i wont take a single penny from u...i'll go take loan...dun wan ur money..
and by saying dat...she pulak tries to say it in a nice way...no la...tis and dat...but stil din stop bout da food...till my dad wen..can u stop?..SHE lagi raise her voice...sayin i dun respect her la...and ME coming back sp is alws da cause of them arguing over things...

i sat quietly and think...
so this is how she tinks...me coming back..ruining her life...OWH TILL NOW ONI I KNW!!
so fine...next time...any sem break..i wont come back nymore...
and yeah...she has been calling me da *DEVIL OF DA FAMILY* since young...and thk god im not da kind of person tat take things to heart and rmb it forever...tho its hurtful but da tot will fade away someday till da day she REMINDS me again...she alws does.
U HURT ME ALOT MUM!!!!and u juz don freaking god DAMN knw....
youngest alws da parent's fav?i dun tink soooooooooo........

Webcam Mania...

Dad got a new lappie...Toshiba dun knw wat model...hehehe..all i knw is der is webcam and built in mic...well...most of da lappie these days hav these stuff...

So we juz gota make use of it...hehehe...

Currently into Rihanna's *Hatin on the Club* and aso Brown Sugar Macchaito...a taiwanese drama...(^^)....

Im back in SP...today da church had Kid's Church...i dont go help but i go eat..muahahaha....aft lunch i hang around these to talk to ppl...and then...i wen to talk to this gurl...

let me tell u bout her family...i knew her family wen i came sp...wasnt reali close to them but they treat me like their family members..they evn ask me to stay with them at their hse...but i dint...they hav 3 daughters...da eldest is now staying home taking care of her lil bro and her dad while her mum goes to work...she oni hav her PMR cert and she dropped outta skol aft PMR...her 2nd sis..finised her SPM but is not close to them..she stays in penang now and doesnt wana go back to them...da youngest gurl...is now sitting for her SPM...

I reali look up to their dad...he reali is a great man...tell me how many ppl will wana feed a child who is not his own..and love them like his own?currently he is taking care for two lil boys...tis two lil boys had been rejected by their own family and this uncle take them in and care for them..and they adores him alot and calls him "Dad"...

He is not rich at all...but he works hard juz to earn money to feed tis extra two kids...

where cud u find such kind soul these days?

Y o Y..

now im freeee

buttttt...

brain is stil filled with stuff to think of.

i wonder wen will i get da peace?

GAH!lets push dat aside...WORRIESS OFFFF U GOOOOO!

tomolo parents coming to pick me up...
YIPPY!i wana go home and hug my two lil cuties...i wana play with them.
i mizz them so so much..

on the other hand..im kinda sad to go back sp cuz i dun hav da chance to see him d..
or mayb next week i shall come back penang for a few days...*MAYB*


Humans are so so weird...
when we hav classes...we dread goin for classes...
when he dont hav classes...we hope dat class will start soon...
rite?!
all my frenz are complaining bored at home...heheh
well..same goes for me...
i wana meet u guys!!..life is so much fun with u guys around..
and goin back to sp...
i'll be all alone...
(@.@)


Owh yeah...RASHES is still stickin onto me...i wonder y doesnt it go off...
hhhhmmm....
its not itchy anymore...but its stil redspots on my body
wat to do??!! i seriously dun knw wat im allergy to...
plz plz plz GOD...not seafood k?! xD


and yeah....great grandpa JOE!if u read my blog....GET WELL SOON K!!!minumlah banyak air...
=D

hate this

Hate getting tis feeling...
da feeling of NUMB...
my heart feels emotionless...
totaly shut out from ny love...


i wana juz SCCCREEEEEAAAAMMMMMM my heart out now..
but...
wud i feel beta?will this feeling fade off?will i forget it?
oni an answer..
NO.


if this blog is personal...i'll probably write everything single detail thing here..
but its not...therefore i'll shall keep it to myself.


i wonder wat i did was rite...
i wonder wat i said was rite...
i WONDER...
when cud i get da affirmation?!
im lost...
seeking for truth..
wen will i get it?


problems are hard to solve...hard to say let's forget bout it and hard to dust if off da brain.
its like a stain dat will alws be there..nothing cud get rid of it.

I juz cudnt forget it...
if im a slut..
wat r u then?

Mah day..

*YAWWWWWNNNSSS*

im so tired....

been out da whole day..

with HIM..

had a great time patching things back together

xD

i reali hope we'll last..

will u prove dats possible?

im falling for u all over again..

frenz asked y?

and i juz dun knw how to reply..

da duration?

da care?

da true u?

i dun knw...

all i knw is....

my heart still belongs to u.

im probably goin back to sp tomolo...

and dats if my parents come pick me up from penang...

hehehe...

cuz i gav them da reason of...

im still having rashes!

and cudnt take bus back...

lalalalal~!

call me a pampered lil gurl..

i dun care!

=p

Tagged by JOYCEEEE.....*100 truths*

001. Real Name: Jessica Kok Siew Ying

002. Nickname(s): Jess...teapot...kokokok...ica...Just-a-car...KS ying...piku

003. Age: 20 ..no more a teen =(

004. Horoscope: ummm....Capricorn

005. Male or Female: Female

006. Elementary: Eden Kindy...Methodist Kindy

007. Middle School: SRJK(C) Keong Hoe *PNG*....& SRJK(C) Naam Kheung *KL*

008. High School: SMK (P) Pudu *KL*.....SMK St Theresa *SP*..

009. College School: TARC Penang XD

010. Hair colour: Dark Brown

011. Long or Short: Long

012. Loud or Quiet: In Between? =)

013. Sweats or Jeans: Definitely JEANS

014. Phone or Camera: Phone ler...cuz it got camera too (^^)

015. Health Freak: absolutely NOT..heheh..i juz eat...=p

016. Drink or Smoke: NONE...

017. Do you have a crush on someone: OWH yeah! =)...mah Lee Hom

018. Eat or Drink: Both (^^)

019. Piercings: 4..wud like to get a belly piercing..but sssshhhhh..dun tell my dad ya =)

020. Tattoos: owh nooooooooo......wanted to but kena stopped by sumone..

021. Social or Anti-Social: SOCIAL la...xD

022. Righty or lefty: Righty

023. First piercing: 9 years old...

024. First relationship: owh...12?is dat counted?hehehehe....xD

025. First Best Friend: Victoria Phang =)

026. First Award: 1st in 100m run!hehehe...

027. First Kiss: 15 years old..

028. First Pet: Fish...but its all dead aft a week...hahahahaha

029. First Big Vacation: hhhmmmm....Singapore..i was like 8 or 9 back then

030. First Love at first sight: owh....super young...hmm...wen i was 9years old?haha..i evn gav a love letter k! (>.<)

031. First Big Birthday: NONE..i havent hav da chance to hav a bday party YET!

032. First Surgery: uumm..wen i was like 5 or 6 years old....

033. First sport you joined: RUNNING!it RAWKS!

034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange juice ♥

035. Rock or Rap: None.

036 . COUNTRY OR SCREAMO : Country ba..

037. NSYNC OR BACKSTREET BOYS : BOTH!hehehe...

038.BRITNEY SPEARS or CHRISTINA AGUILERA : Christina for SURE!

39. Night or Day: Night (^^)

040. Sun or Moon: Moon ba..sun so so hot...

041.TV or INTERNET : Internet la...

042. Playstation or xbox: anything...i dun reali fancy these stuff


043. Kiss or hug: Can i hav both? =D

044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle ^.^

045. Spider or bee: None..dun u both eva get close to me...i'll smack u!ekekeke...

046. Fall or spring: Summer (^^)..wana walk on da beach with my bikini..hahahaha

047. Limewire or iTunes : Limewire!..

048. Soccer or baseball: umm...BADMINTON!

049. Eating: Nothing now....

050. Drinking: Water =)

051. Excitement level: Very LOW..im so so tired

052. I'm about to: Finis this tag and then watch my DRAMAS!hehehe...

053. Listening to: My own singing (^^)hhaha...owh yeah im alws humming songs...

054. Plan for today: Catch up on my dramas then TIDUR (>.<)

055. Waiting for: Him to finis his assgmt and msg me (^^)

056. Energy Level: 20% ?

057. Thinking of someone: eerrrmm...Yea

058. Want kids?: Umm...eeerrmm....aaaahhh...yea kua...(>.<)

059. Want to get married?: Of Course..dun wana live on this earth alone for my whole life!

060. When?: hhhmm...b4 30?

061. How many kids do you want: If can...none...heheh..but dats impossible..lets see..2?a girl and a boy...dat will b enuf

062. Any name on the mind: Charmaine =)

063. What do you want to do: i wana enjoy my life here on earth..till im called back to go up der.

065. Mellow future or wild: Wild? (>.<)...hehehe...dun ask me y

066. Something you would never try: Smoking..ugh!how da heck smokers cudnt stand da smell?

067. When do you want to die: When its time to go ba...

068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes for sure..

069. Romantic or Funny?: BOTH!..xD

070. Shorter or Taller?: Average height ba...

071. Protective or Caring?: a lil protective..but more to caring (^^)

072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Spontaneous ah...=)

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice body...hehehe...

074. Sensitive or Loud?: a lil bit of both...(^^)

075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Definitely Relatinships...

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: owh Troublemaker!! xp

077. Muscular or normal: as i said so...nice body...heheheh...

078. Kissed a stranger: No way...

079. Broken a bone: Nop...

080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope...dun wear any..

081. Ran away from home: thought of it....but...din..wud be stupid tho

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: uumm...nope...

083. Killed somebody: Nope..but killed a few lizards b4..wahakaka..

084. Broken some one's heart: Yeah..in life u hurt ppl and ppl hurt u..its a cycle of life

085. Had your heart broken: Yeah..

086. Been arrested: Nope..

087. Cried when someone died: Yeah..

088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Relationships starts by being frenz rite?

089. Yourself: Love myself? owh YEAH! (^^)

090. Miracles: yeap i believe in miracles...it happened b4..

091. Love at first sight: i believe too!!

092. Heaven: is a place dat is super holy?...=)

093. Santa Claus: Neva believe in it b4..

094. Tooth Fairy: dont believe in them too....(^^)

095. Kiss in the first date: No Way...not so easy dude!..hahahaha...xD

096. Angels: are alws singing...

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : Yeah..

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : umm...not SERIOUSLY happy..but am happy with da way it is now...

099. Do you believe in God? : eeerrmrmm...uummm...sometimes (>.<)..dont scold me!i hav my reasons...

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

i PEMALAS...who wana do this tag juz do ba (^^)

a great kickstart for my hols!

IMMMM

FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

OWH YEAH..

i'll LOVE my life from now on..

tillllll......

i get my results...

AND IF i PASS....

i'll be graduating...

but..aint comfirm yet...

see how did i do for my resit papers

(@.@)

ISH U accounts!!!

GAH!imma future accountant who fails her account papers...

WAHAKAKAKA...

xD

Back to wat i have been up to these few days for dissapearing..ekekeke...

30th april...11.25am...walked out of da exam hall with a bright smile on her face...like a prisoner walkin out from prison ni...hehehe...in my brain...AT LAST!!!its OVERRRR!!!..im done with FINALS...YAY!!!straight wen home and SLEPT rite away...

OWH NO!!!...lets go back to 29th april NITE...*rewind*....at 9pm had my dinner and then go to bed and study..as usual..then suddenly..i realise dat i was scratching all over my body...so i straight jump out of bed and check myself...DAMN!!!!im having RASHES!!!!!...OMG!...but i tot it was nothing tho...so i study d...then slept off...at 2AM...i jump outta bed again...SHITTT!!!my RASHES MULTIPLIED!...straight go bath at 2am...GAWD it was cold...but i had to..aft bath..da rashes is still super duperly itchy..but i juz gota stand it..i tot it was bed bugs...so i juz studied till 6.30am..then off to college d...during exam..i was freaking itchy..but i cudnt scratch it..cuz it wud end up worst..aft rcd home..i wen to pharmacy and get some med...however at nite bro took me to da clinic...and da doctor said....its NOT BED BUGS...its ALLERGY...hmmmm....i was thinkin in my brain...ALLERGY??wat i ate wrong?wat cream or stuff i used?i still hav no idea...but all i gota say is...its reali a torture!!!

1st MAY till 3rd May....Joseph aka JOE..came from kl to penang for a trip...so me and joyceee and her Terrence teman him da whole day...(^^)...we reali had fun..took lotsa pics...ate super much..i lazy to blog bout it ler...i'll wait for him to blog bout his trip then link it to mine...wahakakaka...alrite Joe? =)

im super tired...whole body aching d...getting sick??beta not...plz GOD i dun wana get sick this holiday..cuz im alws sick during holidays...plz spare me tis time...alrite? xD

planning to go back SP tomolo..but by bus??hmmm...kinda lazy ah...am waiting for parents to come pick me!hehehehe...

and owh yeah...ME and HIM patched things up...so it means...are back ON together again...i hope things work out this time..i dun wana experience da Hell's life again (@.@)

say im stupid

say im dumb

i juz wana...

giv it another go

and if things doesnt work out..

then probably i'll walk away..

but for now...

lets juz work things out btween us

and see where it leads us...

i did wrong u did wrong..

i'll try to put it bhind..

but i ned time.