hate this

Hate getting tis feeling...
da feeling of NUMB...
my heart feels emotionless...
totaly shut out from ny love...


i wana juz SCCCREEEEEAAAAMMMMMM my heart out now..
but...
wud i feel beta?will this feeling fade off?will i forget it?
oni an answer..
NO.


if this blog is personal...i'll probably write everything single detail thing here..
but its not...therefore i'll shall keep it to myself.


i wonder wat i did was rite...
i wonder wat i said was rite...
i WONDER...
when cud i get da affirmation?!
im lost...
seeking for truth..
wen will i get it?


problems are hard to solve...hard to say let's forget bout it and hard to dust if off da brain.
its like a stain dat will alws be there..nothing cud get rid of it.

I juz cudnt forget it...
if im a slut..
wat r u then?